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[Crater]

Why do people so easily assume this is delusional parasitosis? I was forced to spend a week in a mental hospital because I went to the emergency room after feeling wierd and having something like a mite infestation for 3 weeks. Just like that, they hauled me away. Nobody seems to be willing to even look with a hand lens. I thought it was scabies. Could be. But nobody will check. My dermatologist took a biopsy, but did not scan for a burrow. She's not very experienced. Doesn't even know what a bird mite is. That's okay. But she didn't have to look at me like I was the funniest patient of the month.

Now my dad is actually angry with me because he thinks I am a disintegrating dissfunctional doofis. He got mad at me. I'm just sitting here trying to do what I think is right and suddenly I am mistreated. Did I do something wrong? People do get parasites still, right? What's the big deal. So I narrow it down to it probably being an itch mite infestation among the rats and I in a very old house. That pissed him off. This is the real hysteria. I have an uncomfortable situation, a curious mind, and a desire to solve my own problem. So why am I so depressed now. I feel like I have let many down by getting an infection. Yet, nobody is willing to even check.

Maybe I should just not talk about it to anyone. Why? So people don't get angry with me. That is the worst part about ... "this." It's like they take one look into my eyes and the diagnosis has completed. No question about it, I'm crazy. Now I'm depressed and a little embarrased. Not to forget that I may get real sick and I feel terrrible already. Thanks friends and family. Thanks doc. I have a new family now. I've got a thousand mouths to feed. They know it's real and don't accuse me of being delusional. Maybe they aren't so bad afterall in comparison.

Everything I can tell is that it is probably an itch mite do to an overall infestation (lots of rodents, leaky pipes, book lice). So now what? Pack my bag and walk out of my life? When I left the house and stayed at the hospital I didn't get attacked. I could just pack up a few things and say goodbye. But I am a scientist (BS ecology and evolution) and I love solving puzzles and investigating. But when someone sees me with a hand lens and they get disturbed. Am I doing something wrong? What's the big deal? I'm not going to ignore it. I'm not going to grab the sheets and hang myself. Folks, if you don't like what I'm doing, then don't act like you care and please stay out of my way. It sucks. to admit that I wish this thing would kill me just to make a point. But then that's just another reason to label me nuts. See, see. You know how it is.

I have a microscope. I've got live samples. Terminex said they'd take them to their entemologist to see what they might be. But I'm never going to speak to my father ever again. I don't deserve to be treated like a dissfunctional deviant child. Bastards! I think I'll drink tonight. I hope they like it. The mites I mean. One big happy family. This just sucks all over the place. Maybe I'll start to hear voices since I have been accused of massive halucinations. I could use the extra company.

I really think our society is running way behind on the issue of parasites and psychology. In the meantime, I'm racking up those good luck carma points. I should be able to retire from the bad soon. They should just call this Murphy's disease.


Chris

[Kritters]

Hi Crater! Kritter(s) here!..You're a very good writer. Can you tell us a bit more about yourself? Age, other symptoms, geographical habitat?
Kritters

[posey]

I too like the way you write. I'd sure like to know what Terminex tells you too.

It amazes me they went as far as putting you in the hospital!! When this all comes to a head, and it is a real entity so it has to someday, be sure you send the doc and hospital a bill for reimbursement.

In reality, I think they had no right to put you in the hospital without doing psyche exams. This whole thing just gets me so angry at times, and then there are times I have to get it out of my head and can't even stand to talk about it. I can't even force myself to come here. Those are the reakly really bad anxiety days as well.

I feel bad for you about your Dad. That's got to add more hurt to all of this going on.

I am an adult orphan so I don't have that issue, but I can say my in-laws do not doubt me for a bit. (that I know of anyway)

Bless you and so happy to "see" you here.

[Jo]

Welcome to MDR Chris,

sorry to hear about your rough ride. Hang tough, you'll get through this.

"disintegrating dissfunctional doofis" i had to laugh at this phrase, you hit the nail on the head. Think i actually feel like one.

stick around, we understand at least

Jo

[Baraka Obam]

Chris it could really be worse, just imagine this, you are in China and you practice a belief called FALON GONG, because your belief tells you to enjoy the world naturally and do no harm to others the communist party who's numbers are going down are scared because FALON GONG numbers are going up. Now imagine you are arrested and put away, if you do not relent your beliefs, you are tortured, women and men are stripped of their clothing and mounted to a board, no bathroom for them, the board is there bathroom, a simply torture would be to throw you out where the real criminals are and allow them to rape or beath you to death. If they happen to kill you your organs are harvested for transplants as the best transplant materials always comes from FALUN GONG they are natural living and eating people that exersize. When you are brought in they naturally take your blood to anilize it for future Euorpean, Canadian and American transplants. It is nothing special for a 20 year old man or woman to just have an accident in these jails, answer to family, they died and the body disposed of.

Oh I forgot, go to the hospital and get all your records printed out so when this comes clear what this is your lawsuit may be won. You may also after getting these records alert the hospital that in the future when it comes clear what made you feel this way comes clear your going to sue them, the doctor also, send him a note. Then maybe nobody else will get treated like this in that hospital. Bunch of book smart morons most Doctors!

Here is a couple of sites maybe it will make you feel better, I know it sucks to be treated this way and there are no excuses for it, except we are entering the DARK AGES AGAIN. I have mentioned this in a many posts, but many people actually forget their true value in society, in reality we are worth nothing to the powers that be, we are our whole world, but outside of our skin we are literally worth nothing. The ones that love us fear for us when we talk of wild storys of gobbelde goo, to them thats all it is, gobbelde goo. I garantee if you did not have this you would be laughing along with DR PHILL as he explains our condition with itching.

Epoch Times | Organ Harvesting in China's Labor Camps

Falun Gong - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

A WARNING TO THE WISE, DO NOT TELL PEOPLE AROUND YOU ABOUT THIS, TELL THEM YOU HAVE LYME DISEASE, THE ONLY HELP PEOPLE CAN GIVE YOU IS BACKUP, IF YOU CONVINCE THEM YOUR INSANE, THEY WILL PUNISH YOU, MY FRIEND, YOU HAVE NOW ON YOUR RECORD BEING MENTALLY UNSTABLE DOP!!!!!

Go back to your father slap him on the back and say, dad your right in away, it is a common disease from tic bites that made me itch the doctor said, watch the relief in his face, he does not want your life to be a struggle. I know you will not take my idea and run with it but you should, I can tell by your rage, this can't happen to me, it can it did and it will again if you do not tone it down. DON'T TELL THEM ANYTHING IT SCARES THEM!!!!!! You need your friends and family but they will be hiding in the celler when you are around if you SCARE THEM, your only help right now is HERE. The best results are HERE.

Myself I suggest 2 box baking soda baths, with tea tree oil also, you may also try epson salt, then rub 100% GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT on the itching areas. The mad itching is a early sign, get a black light and look for the strands, short tiny 1/8 inch long white mostly but some, very few will be orange or green. Look at your face and hair on your head. I thought it was from the towel, IT IS NOT, look closely. I did a round of IVERMECTIN, now the itching has returned, itching like long ago and I have used the black light it shows the short thread again. I will harvest some and look at them with my microscope with the black light on.

Get a black light, this may be a way to prove infestation because at one point I was so covered by the tiny thread (WORMS) or (FIBERS) I could not go to a bar with a black light on. Good luck buddy, don't get all excited, billions have this, your just a lucky one that has advanced symptoms, welcome to the club.

[weredIgo]

Hi Crater,
You are trying to make sense of this and there is none. You have been given a very big hint (by being sent to the goony bin) to hush about this. IMHO they know about this and you will either play the game or else. When you go to the dr., you have to act like you don't know what you have. One of the dead give aways is the drs don't come near you. When in the hospital they give you a private room. I was on an HMO, got private room. My son, no insur. at all, private room. Did they give you a private room? Although they may not care if they put you in mental ward. It is kinda funny they go straight to crazy with out ONE test or proper exam.

You have come to the right place for things to help and be able to speak of this. We know your not crazy.


Claudia