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[Floridagirl]

Does anyone else here feel like they are in a living hell? I feel so alone, disconnected, confused, anxious, scared, and hopeless. Besides suffering with this dreaded disease, I feel people perceive me as whacked, delusional, and crazy. This disease has consumed me, and on top of that these docs think I am delusional! Does anyone else feel like they are being tortured and punished?

Medical information is needed, however this disease also requires psychological bonding with fellow sufferes. I have considered suicide just to escape this pain. Socially, finacially, psychologically, and physically I am ruined. What is that quote, "whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger." Well the only way that quote would be true is if this would just go away forever and let me live in peace for one day!

[carla]

I think most of us have felt that way at some point Floridagirl.
I have never felt so alone as I did when I was diagnosed with DOP for the first time.
But you are far from alone because theres thousands of us all going through identical experiences.
Theres quite a few doctors in Florida who will treat Morgellons. Would you like a list xx

[Franky]

Floridagirl even though I am not sick, I know how you feel. I have been through that with my friend. We are sorry for the struggle you are going through now, but that's what the site is here for. Welcome

[Natalie]

Hi Floridagirl, Natalie here in Mass. just saying hang in there please? I feel exactly like you at times. When we look at what has transpired and what may come overwhelms us. Try to do the best you can today. Rant and rave, cry and listen on this Board ok?? WE love you and will be here for you.

By the way I have a 23 year old son in Largo with this. Although he doesnt talk about it. He has a daughter and girlfriend, and an apartment to pay for. He is continually sick with odd things. I thought I heard there was good docs down there for this? No? In your case no huh? Well, just keep your ears open for a good doc. Let us know whats goin on ok?

There is so much cool stuff on this site! Read through some posts, youll see how much fun and love there is here. It keeps me from suicide. You arent alone. Love ya, Nat