For The Love Of Wisdom

[niecy]

Hi everyone, I hope you are all doing well. I have been doing alot of searching lately, and a little bit ago I ran across this blog.

I hope you all don't mind me posting it, but it made me think about so many of you here, and myself, so much that I cried........not much like me.

If anything can get to me though, it's my children and grand-children.

I hope this means as much to all of you as it did to me.

Niecy
xxxxxx

My experience with morgellons and children Everyone is getting sick lately. Coughs, skin problems, auto immune problems. The chemtrail activity has been high too. The spraying is almost everyday, and days that are sunny are soon overcast. A heavy (metallic I’m guessing) fog during most mornings too. Because the crap in the aerosol is so heavy?
What does this have to do with children? I saw a baby shortly before writing this. I held her and she looked at my face intently. Like she was examining it with a curious intelligence. Like she could see something that the adults were oblivious to. She grabbed my face and pulled. I go home, and I’ve been itchy lately. I have a sensitive body because I’ve been through so much. I itch my face and pull a hair out. It’s this thick hair with a sheath of goop. I’ve known for awhile about chemtrails and the bio agents that the U.S. corporation govern-mente has been spraying. It turns out these could be nano infections/mycoplasma that climb into the pores and use the tissue to grow. I’m not sure if they are dispersed with the chemtrails, or if it goes higher than the ones controlling the spraying. Maybe they were created by nature to clean us out, or something not of this world. I do know that chemtrails weaken the immune system, which would make people more susceptible to infections. At any rate we’re like test animals on this planet and that is not right. No one is going to save us for us though. We have to become our own swords of justice and virtue. The holy spirit works from within. A parasite can’t be beat from the outside in. You have to think inside out. It is invading and has no right to invade. Open your eyes and take a stand. It’s your body, your mass.
The infections are disgusting. This baby, she wasn’t afraid. Her eyes did not judge me. She touched my face where these things were. It was a somber experience. She smiled at me! I have this hideousness on me and she smiled. Having gone through trauma in my life; I’ve felt the ugly and hideous thing before on different levels. It took this to remind me: let go of the pent up negativity and stagnation, the guilt and fear.
I can’t believe that I’m writing about my experience with a strange disease online. Now is not the time to fear though. I’ve done my research on evil in the world and know what it has up its sleeves. The spiritually and morally empty can not last in an age of truth. It can try to hide in unknowing hosts, it can try to feed off of that which does have virtue. It eventually destroys itself though. Evil can not create it can only destroy. When you think it’s creating it’s not creating, it’s mangling what already is. It is manipulating the miracle (which egos do to some degree, but not to the pathological and anti-life level that some forces do in the world). Evil and disease is dieing in this age. The facade is fading. The parasites are squirming BUT you don’t have to die with them. Immoral and corrupt person commits atrocities against others, but then when that corrupt person is against the wall and realizing their own futility they want everyone else to go down with them because they don’t want to be alone. Egotistically most of us exhibit this or have in different ways, but there are extremes. What would most scare someone who has no “self” or is dead inside and full of repressed horrors? The mirror? Evil is self-less. The disease has no center but believes it does. It abuses others until it needs others. Others are “things”, and depending on the state of the corrupt person others may be treated with abuse or nicely. If things aren’t good and the parasite isn’t in control it has to appeal to you in different ways. This appeal is meaningless. It tries to find appeals and dances with others in different ways. Today it’s morgellons in the atmosphere, tomorrow it may be a scientific breakthrough announced on the mainstream news. It wants your attention, body, and mind. If you’re whole in of yourself, not polarized against and conflicted, “evil” can mean something different than what people commonly think of it as. The whole point is that you don’t have to go down with it. This is a big reason why someone like me puts a blog up. Work towards knowing yourself, understanding yourself, being a whole in of yourself.
Having the experience that I had with the baby really opened my eyes. Children are closer to the source, to the whatever, we come from before this world. They see things how things are. If anything “evil” hates life and nature. Life has potential and is chaotic, it can grow outside the constraints and upset the calculated stranglehold on the planet. Our world is that stranglehold and it is inefficient, it deadens the spirit and makes unhappy people. It’s all for the bottom line, the corporation existing to exist. It’s like a fantasy, an escape within the dream. A dream within a dream. Those who benefit off of it most are those who are somewhat awake. The Sarumans and Cyphers.
The children do and will play a big part in the healing of this planet, and the transition from a world based on deception to one of truth. Do not look down at that which your ego typically sees as small. That which is new to the world may be older in different ways. Intelligence is not the same thing as the pseudo intellects that we prize and hold high.
The world may seem bleak at times, but it’s still our fantasy. We torture ourselves and don’t realize it (and this is what the corrupt often take advantage of, along with ignorance). It’s in neglect of what we once may have known as children. The salvation, the love, the compassion exists ever present but the gateway to it is within self acceptance.
This entry was posted on Sunday, July 6th, 2008 at 3:13 pm and is filed under Blogging, Health, Nature, Spirituality. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.

[jonsi]

Hello Sister Niecy,

You have done well in starting this thread. So many words that resonate as "Truth" in my soul. I will comment later, as I have a hot bath waiting for me!

In the white light,
~Ronda (I know )

[Natalie]

What an awesome read! Thankyou Niecy! I totally agree with you. Children have everything to do with me, you and this world. These new ones are special children, theyre gonna change the world, or least see it into a happier and safer enviroment. Maybe on another planet, but a good one! They arent afraid! They see love in everything and wait for it to respond in kind. We should all take the lesson. Letting go. Feeling ugly. Me to. Not as bad as younger years though. But still. Your post touched me and it will stay with me throughout the rest of this day and hopefully tommorow, God willing. Im willing! I feel that Ive gotten to know you a little better through your post. Your a pretty nice gal! Love ya, Nat

[niecy]

The Awakening


There comes a time in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out- ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world from a new prospective. This is your awakening.

You realize that it is time to stop hoping and waiting for something, or someone, to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that there aren’t always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you. Then a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.

So you begin making your way through the “reality of today” rather than holding out for the “promise of tomorrow.” You realize that much of who you are, and the way you navigate through life is, in great part, a result of all the social conditioning you’ve received over the course of a lifetime. And you begin to sift through all the nonsense you were taught about:

* how you should look and how much you should weigh

* what you should wear and where you should shop

* where you should live or what type of car your should drive

* who you should sleep with and how you should behave

* who you should marry and why you should stay

* the importance of bearing children or what you owe your family

Slowly you begin to open up to new worlds and different points of view. And you begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really believe in. And you begin to discard the doctrines you have outgrown, or should never have practiced to begin with.

You accept the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are... and that’s OK... they are entitled to their own views and opinions. And, you come to terms with the fact that you will never be a size 5 or a “perfect 10”.... Or a perfect human being for that matter... and you stop trying to compete with the image inside your head or agonizing over how you compare. And, you make peace with the woman in the mirror and you learn to give her the same unconditional love and support you give so freely to others. Then a sense of confidence is born of self-approval.

And, you stop maneuvering through life merely as a “consumer” hungry for your next fix, a new dress, another pair of shoes or looks of approval and admiration from family, friends or even strangers who pass by. Then you discover that “it is truly in giving that we receive[1]”... and that the joy and abundance you seek grows out of the giving. And you recognize the importance of “creating” & “contributing” rather than “obtaining” & “accumulating.”

And you give thanks for the simple things you’ve been blessed with, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, the freedom of choice and the opportunity to pursue your own dreams.

And you begin to love and to care for yourself. You stop engaging in self-destructive behaviors including participating in dysfunctional relationships. You begin eating a balanced diet, drinking more water and exercising. And because you’ve learned that fatigue drains the spirit and creates doubt and fear you give yourself permission to rest. And just as food is fuel for the body, laughter is fuel for the spirit and so you make it a point to create time for play.

Then you learn about love and relationships, how to love, how much to give in love, when to stop giving and when to walk away. And you allow only the hands of a lover who truly loves and respects you to glorify you with his touch. You learn that people don’t always say what they mean or mean what they say, intentionally or unintentionally and that not everyone will always come through and interestingly enough, it’s not always about you. So, you stop lashing out and pointing fingers or looking to place blame for the things that were done to you or weren’t done for you. And you learn to keep your Ego in check and to acknowledge and redirect the destructive emotions it spawns; anger, jealousy and resentment.

You learn how to say I was wrong and to forgive people for their own human frailties. You learn to build bridges instead of walls and about the healing power of love as it is expressed through a kind word, a warm smile or a friendly gesture. And, at the same time, you eliminate any relationships that are hurtful or fail to uplift and edify you. You stop working so hard at smoothing things over and setting your needs aside. You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK and that it is your right to want or expect certain things. And you learn the importance of communicating your needs with confidence and grace. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that eventually martyrs are burned at the stake. Then you learn to distinguish between guilt, and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to Say NO. You learn that you don’t know all the answers, it’s not your job to save the world and that sometimes you just need to Let Go.

Moreover, you learn to look at people as they really are and not as you want them to be and you are careful not to project your neediness or insecurities onto a relationship. You learn that you will not be, more beautiful, more intelligent, more lovable or important because of the man on your arm or the child that bears your name. You learn that just as people grow and change, so it is with love and relationships and that that not everyone can always love you the way you would want them to. And you stop appraising your worth by the measure of love you are given. And suddenly you realize that it’s wrong to demand that someone live their life or sacrifice their dreams just to serve your needs, ease your insecurities, or meet “your” standards and expectations. You learn that the only love worth giving and receiving is the love that is given freely without conditions or limitations. And you learn what it means to love. So you stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. You learn that “alone” does not mean “lonely” and you begin to discover the joy of spending time “with yourself” and “on yourself.” Then you discover the greatest and most fulfilling love you will ever know. Self Love. And so, it comes to pass that through understanding your heart heals; and now all new things are possible.

Moving along, you begin to avoid Toxic people and conversations. And you stop wasting time and energy rehashing your situation with family and friends. You learn that talk doesn’t change things and that unrequited wishes can only serve to keep you trapped in the past. So you stop lamenting over what could or should have been and you make a decision to leave the past behind. Then you begin to invest your time and energy to affect positive change. You take a personal inventory of all your strengths and weaknesses and the areas you need to improve in order to move ahead, you set your goals and map out a plan of action to see things through.

You learn that life isn’t always fair and you don’t always get what you think you deserve and you stop personalizing every loss or disappointment. You learn to accept that sometimes bad things happen to good people and that these things are not an act of God... but merely a random act of fate.

And you stop looking for guarantees because you’ve learned that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected and that whatever happens, you’ll learn to deal with it. And you learn that the only thing you must truly fear is the great robber baron of all time FEAR itself. So you learn to step right into and through your fears because to give into fear is to give away the right to live life on your terms. You learn that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophesy and you learn to go after what you want and not to squander your life living under a cloud of indecision or feelings of impending doom.

Then, YOU LEARN ABOUT MONEY... the personal power and independence it brings and the options it creates. And you recognize the necessity to create your own personal wealth. Slowly, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never ever settle for less than your heart’s desire. And a sense of power is born of self-reliance. And you live with honor and integrity because you know that these principles are not the outdated ideals of a by-gone era but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build your life. And you make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting and to stay open to every wonderful opportunity and exciting possibility. Then you hang a wind chime outside your window to remind yourself what beauty there is in Simplicity.

Finally, with courage in your heart and with God by your side you take a stand, you FAKE a deep breath and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can.

A word about the Power of Prayer: In some of my darkest, most painful and frightening hours, I have prayed not for the answers to my prayers or for material things but for my “God” to help me find the strength, confidence and courage to persevere; to face each day and to do what I must do.

Remember this: “You are an expression of the almighty. The spirit of God resides within you and moves through you. Open your heart, speak to that spirit and it will heal and empower you.”

My “God” has never failed me.


Excerpt from the prayer of St. Francis of Assisi

[carla]

Thanks for this thread Niecy . It is just what we needed right now .
xxx

[Robin]

hey neicy,
that was hitting the nail on the head!
THANKS!
xo
Robin

[niecy]

I just wanted to bring this to the front. I am the main person that needs to read and LISTEN to what this says. It is so hard sometimes, just to live. This is the most profound thing I have ever read in my life. I have read thousands of books, that is the truth. NOTHING has ever touched me the way this has.

Please don't let the length stop you from reading every word.....it is well worth the read.

With Love and Affection,
Niecy


For The Love Of Wisdom

[niecy]

I am really good at saying the wrong thing at the wrong time sometimes. I do it daily. But I want to share this with you. I am not usually much into poetry, but found this and it said things right, without me having to mess anything up!! LOL

Niecy
xoxoxoxo

The Gift of Friendship

If your bad habit screams, "Me First," Break it.
If your spirit cries with thirst, Slake it.
If for company you yearn
And someone else's trust you earn,
When friendship's offered in return, Take it!

Just place your hand in his or hers; Grip it.
If imagined slight occurs, Skip it.
See what's needed, then give more.
And if a weed springs up, before
It chokes the path to your friend's door, Snip it!

If gratitude or praise is due, Heap it.
If a secret's shared with you, Keep it.
When a seed has taken root,
Beside your friend stand resolute,
And when the full-grown tree bears fruit, Reap it!

~Mary Sullivan Georgetown, TX, USA

[niecy]

This one says it all pretty good too!

xo

Everyone Needs Someone

People need people and friends need friends
And we all need love for a full life depends
Not on vast riches or great acclaim,
Not on success or on worldly fame,
But just in knowing that someone cares
And holds us close in their thoughts and prayers-
For only the knowledge that we're understood
Makes everyday living feel wonderfully good,
And we rob ourselves of life's greatest need
When we "lock up our hearts" and fail to heed
The outstretched hand reaching to find
A kindred spirit whose heart and mind
Are lonely and longing to somehow share
Our joys and sorrows and to make us aware
That life's completeness and richness depends
On the things we share with our loved ones and friends.
-Helen Steiner Rice

[Seasprite]

Thanks for compiling these!