For The Love Of Wisdom

[tcmgpt13]

From one of my favorite poets:

I thank you God

E E Cummings 1894--1962

I thank you God for most this amazing
Day : for the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky; and for everything
which is natural which is infinite which is yes

(I who have died am alive again today,
and this is the sun's birthday; this is the birth
day of life and of live and wings : and of the gay
great happening illimitably earth)

how should tasting touching hearing seeing
breathing any--lifted from the no
of all nothing--human merely being
doubt unimaginable You?

(now the ears of my ears awake and
now the eyes of my eyes are opened)

[niecy]

Hey TC.....and I would like to say thank you for the beautiful poem. I agree with the last line, how could anyone so merely human...doubt unimaginable Him??

I am following the path of Nancy here.....I am about to take my leave. I have wasted enough of my time and obsessed enough with it all. I have children and grand-children that beg me to turn this computer off...and just spend some time with them. Yet I sit here and read all day.....hoping, waiting, fantasizing that someone is going to post the answer today.....

Well, it ain't gonna happen.....and if it does, it will be in the news, if the real truth is ever exposed it will be public news.....otherwise it is just a fantasy that is worse than having Morgellon's to begin with as it is consuming my life, and I am positive many others' as well.

I wish all of you the very best, I really do. I am posting a song, and a scripture here, and for those of you who believe....amen!! for those of you who don't........who choose progressive things over the God of infinity...all I can say is to think about progression....it's what's happened, the progression of science....it's killing us all. If things had of stayed like God intended....we wouldn't be here.

And also.......America.....it was founded on a belief in GOD..........the God of Abraham......not just some god that someone decides to call "their" god......the God of our country, and the ones who have made this evil thing we call Morgellon's....they don't believe in Him......but they try so dang desperately to mimic Him.....the whole thing is so basic and ironic.....it is almost laughable.

I read where folks don't believe the Bible......it's so sad, cause it's all in there.....the whole story is unfolding....and it was written thousands of years ago....just ironic that it's so elusive.

Anyway, I am sure that I have made some very angry here, and that's ok. I also know that there are MANY here that believe in God, and believe the scriptures to be true.........it truly saddens me that not but one or two will take a stand when they read things that are lies and untruths, and are afraid of the ones who don't believe the same as them..........if HE is for us....then what have we to fear? So to you, I ask, do you really believe what you think you do? I for one do......and my belief is that I have nothing to gain from this anymore.....just more confusion everyday.

1Corinthians 14:33-"For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints."

I do care deeply for everyone....just want you to know that, but I love my family more, and this has already robbed them of four long years of my....it's not taking another day of it.

Today......I am going fishing with my kids and grand-kids, and tomorrow, and all other days that I have left.....is going to be didicated to them as well. God didn't give me morgellons, but He did give me them, and I have let the evilness of this disease consume my life long enough.

God bless you all is my prayer for you!
Niecy

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[Katinka]

Well Niecy, I think I'm one of the few who will even answer your post.
I totally agree with you that life is to precious to waste on this terrible disease. For me my family is everything I have and I do want to see them happy just like you do. When this "thing" attacked me I spent all of my time on the computer trying to find answers and help. Fortunatelly I did and my family was/is very understanding. They do not wan't to see me suffer and I do believe God doesn't either. Not one of us. I've read all about your "dispute" you had with other members in the matter of being a christian or not. And I felt sorry for you. Ofcourse Jesus was at that time jewish..but is the one and only TRUE FORM OF CHRISTIANITY. You know I have studied the bible over many years. I do believe that the scriptures are true and it's ALL written down to this day. If you look at Revelations you can see that actually OUR TIME RIGHT NOW is precisely named.
I call myself a christian too..or better..I do believe in God. And the way I've raised my children shows me today that it was right to do so.
In fact this Morgellons Disease and many other diseases which have came over mankind the last few years are charateristic for these days we live in.
God does not want to see us suffer and will hopefully strike those ruining
and destroying our earth.
This is what I believe and I think you do too. It doesn't matter if other people think different..it's always been that way.

Take care and god bless,
Katinka

[Kritters]

Niecy,

I have been having the same thoughts myself regarding trying to get my life back, what there is of it and spending more time focusing on enjoying my family and friends.

I wish you the best in life and recovery.

Love,

Kritts

[carla]

ARRR Neicy ,We'll be so sad to lose you.You have been such a bright light on here.
I've loved all your post and i'm really going to miss you.
But I can understand exactly where your coming from about the children.
You have really made me think in fact.Life is too short and if the answer comes you will hear about it.
We will call you as soon as it does anyway.
No Nancy and now no Neicy.
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[jonsi]

Hi niecy,

Are you still here?

I do understand that you need to take a break. I have disappeared for months from the internet.

I hope you will return to this site when you are ready.

I miss our "shouts". And I'll miss your posts. I remember when you first became a member!

No one else can replace you here. Please know this.

Thank you to the new members here that are becoming our "community" of support, inspiration and information.

In the white light,
~jonsi