Time for a rant

[Natalie]

Two things have happened to me in this life that have moved be beyond belief. Loving my children and getting this disease. Both have forced me to pay attention to life. My prayers are with you and everyone here that suffers. We arent only suffering, forgive me? We are on the verge of such sensitivity for our selves and our family. Others may not see or feel what we are going through but I know many here do! I do. Its hard for me to express the love I have for us. I cry so much and I beg God to help us. I just need to know what we are suppose to learn from this experience and how to help our families. A friend once told me that if someone gets sick from this they were suppose to, there are no mistakes. Im sorry if I havent given you a nice reply Jo, I can only relate my deepest feelings about this disease and I have so many. Hopefully my replys will be lighter and more comforting. Im going through the same. I send you love always. Nat