Diamonds and Morgellons

[niecy]

Originally Posted by Unclear3

"that is why I care about that one so much, but nothing compares to a life. Here we are going tit for tat over stones and a life was taken. I am now jumping on anyone, just feel like crap about hearing the loss of a young person."

Hey Unclear, I am sorry if I have given the wrong impression here. I hope that you understand the reason that I started this thread. It wasn't about a stone, it was about the fact that I am afraid that this evil creature, or creatures, that we have living in us and on us, might have the capability of boring into a diamond.

I have always heard that diamonds are the hardest, or densest substance in the world, or at least on planet earth. I admit it did get a little off topic, and it is quite possible that I have indeed been took. But please understand that is not why this thread was started. I will find out for sure if I was taken, for two reasons:

The first, and most important reason, is to know if this Morgellons parasite is capable of penetrating a diamond.

The second, yeah, I am going to be very highly pissed if I find out that a jeweler stole my diamond that was bought for me out of love. But that ain't no hill to climb these days. I'll either make him, through a court of law, replace it or my insurance company will replace it. I am very disturbed either way. But, as I said it ain't no hill to climb.

The life of a loved one far surpasses any physical object for me. There is no way that anyone could love their family and friends, or their friends families more that I do mine. That is not a question that I have to ask anyone, I don't need any experts in that field. I love completely, and without reserve, everyone that is in my life.

That's just the way I am. You are a part of my life now, and I love you also, and would fight the devil, or the being, whomever or whatever that may be, that is responsible for our terrible disease, to my own death. I want you to know that, and everyone else here.

I have had less than one and a half hours of sleep since about 9:00 Friday morning. I just walked in the door from my friends home, for the second time today. I came home long enough to shower, and to check on my family here(this forum).

I have dug through the mud and the muck, and gasoline and broken glass, as have my son and daughter, and husband and future son-in-law, every drawer and box in his bedroom, that his mother is not capable of walking into, praying and hoping to find something that said that he had any life insurance, we found nothing.

We will not know until after we leave the funeral home tomorrow, if he has been working at his job long enough for his life insurance to be in effect, and we know that there was no other policies on him, that doesn't stop the fact that he has to be buried.

There has to be a reason why God took him she says, but she can't understand why. She doesn't understand why when she prays for her child diligently everyday, and has faith to believe that God will bring him home, which he has moved back to just this last year, that this God of love has let this tragedy befall her. I can't explain why, I don't know what to say to her, but I have to say something nontheless, because she needs me to be her rock.

I don't know what to say to her, but I will say something, and I will do whatever needs to be done. I will love her, and I will weep for her, and for her son's life, although I am quite certain that he will never cry another sad tear again.

You could not possibly be more upset about the life of this young man being lost than myself. He is a close friend of my daughters also.

I was given his cell phone this morning, and told to not let his mother have it, the text messages would be more than she could bear. I sent them all to my phone, then when she started begging for her son's phone, I deleted the things that I knew she couldn't deal with today, and took it to her.

I will eventually give her the rest, but only when I am sure it won't make her suicidal. I know that things sometimes look petty, but trust me, I am not a person who takes the loss of a life lightly.

I am still very curious, and quite frankly afraid, of the possibility of a parasite, or fungus being able to penetrate a diamond.

Our new member Robert who has studied quantum physics, says that it is indeed possible. If he is correct that is a very, very frightening thought.

I asked about your stone, because I have heard alot about tanzanite over the past few years, and it is a very sought after stone, that is sometimes as expensive as an average diamond the same size, which makes me wonder how dense tanzanite is.

I also thought that everyone here would laugh me completely to the funny farm for even asking the question. I found out instead, that more than one person whose opinion I respect, does indeed believe it is possible, and that scares me.

I think about the difference in a bone and a diamond, and I know that if this is a possibility, that these creatures are quite possibly living in our bones. That sounds just a little too much like lukemia to me, one of the worlds deadliest cancers, especially in young children.

I have three very precious grandchildren, and three very precious children, eight step grandchildren, two son's in law, one soon to be son-in-law, a son's girlfriend whom he and I both love very much, a husband, siblings of my own, a father, three nephews, a wonderful brother in law, and two step children, and that is just my IMMEDIATE family. That doesn't begin to include a host of friends, and other relatives that I love dearly, that have been exposed to me.

I don't know if I am contagious or not, I don't think that anyone knows the answer to that question yet. I am however afraid to let any of my family members drink or eat after me, I am afraid to kiss my husband, or to have any other type of intimacy with him, I felt very guilty for staying in the hotels that I stayed in on my trip to Austin, I feel guilty for eating in public places or using public restrooms.

One of my little grandson's favorite things to do was to take a bubble bath with his Mugga in the jacuzzi tub, now I won't even let him get in my tub after a very serious cleaning. I feel guilty if I hug them, and guilty if I don't.

My family is very loving, and we don't mind showing that love, in private or public. It is the saddest thing to turn your cheek when your little two year old grand daughter puckers up to give you a big sloppy wet kiss. She hasn't ever had the pleasure of being able to love on me without me having reservations.

My little five year old grandson on the other hand remembers, and it hurts him. He tells me that he prays for me. When he askes the blessing over our meals he askes God to make his Mugga's sores get well.(He also askes God to help his Mugga to not say ugly words anymore)

I'm not going tit for tat either Unclear, I am very disturbed at the thoughts of this thing that lives inside of me being able to take out many, if not all human life, including but not limited to children and young people.

I know for a fact that I nor any member of my family, nor any person that I have ever met is as hard of a rock as a diamond, at least not physically.

My mother did tell me all my life, before she lost hers to cancer, that I had the hardest head she had ever seen.............I count that as an asset these days.

Lots of love to You Unclear, and the rest of the Morgellons family.
Deniece

[Unclear3]

Niecy you sound like my twin sister, like we were born in the same family. Again I know it's not about the stone, I wanted everyone to know that. I am now having mine taken to the jewelers to be cleaned and stored away. I will let you know. This jeweler is my friend. Better to be safe, my wedding ring means the importance of the day I got married and the ring of life. So that is why I want to protect it, I will just wear one of the QVC rings. I am thinking just like you, if it can penetrate a diamond and my teeth, what else inside of me can it do.

Going to make this short. Prayers are with you and your friends family. I believe through this darkness I found a new Angel her name is Niecy. Aloha Unclear

[Cindi]

Unclear,

Going to make this short. Prayers are with you and your friends family. I believe through this darkness I found a new Angel her name is Niecy. Aloha Unclear

I could not agree more


Cindi