Living with Morgellons-Treatment Suggestions

[Digit]

I don't think I can go near Borax, but it's good to see that I am all ready taking most of the supplements listed. I use Epsom salts in my bath. But probably nowhere near the right amounts. I also bath in Kawa kawa. Which is a Maori medicinal herb with both antiseptic and anisthetic properties. Great for toothache and tastes spicy, wholly unlike the unpleasantness of chewing cloves. I planted it in the garden but it'll be for sale as a tea. I had limited success using Bactroban to smother them and now use a manuka honey cream as a balm. It works well at drying out the sores while keeping the skin moist. There's an instant relief but you sure know exactly when it wears off.
Can someone tell me why it seems to be so much worse when I am cold?
Why I find a hot bath such a relief? I used oil in my bath but found myself gasping on the floor, heart racing like a fish out of water.

[crashcourse]

more infoThe shape of what is under my skin/flesh has changed. I think I must have cut fibres when I cut that milky white tissue. It is more like a rounder blob, the front and back moved toward the middle where the lesion is and spread out. . I really don't know what I am doing so I am not cutting any more tissue. I will keep pulling though.
There is far less dissolved goop today.
I am still zapping.
I have had 2 solid black masses come out of other lesions, over twice the size of a sesame seed. I soaked them and they are clumps of the black specks, spores maybe? Fibres present. This is definately new.

Best regards to all.


crashcourse

Just a further note so it is a complete record: The clusters of spores are really held together by fibres and the mucous has formed around them. I will get a microscope when I can afford a good one and start a picture diary.

[xiblanque]

Hi CC....
Xiblanque here..... I don't really understand some of your last post. Is it correct that you Cut the lesions and tissue around them? If so please be careful... actually don't do that! I think some of the members here have had experiences similiar to yours and tried to remove the blobs and M... But i have not heard of anyone cutting them out. If i am mistaken in what you are doing then forgive me... I am concerned. Baraka Obam has used 35% hydrogen peroxide and grapefruit seed oil to excise his lesions.... perhaps you can PM him if he doesn't respond to this post and ask for his advice/experience....
just concerned....
Xiblanque

[crashcourse]

After several baking soda applications as per Chester I saw a lot of milky white tissue inside the lesion. It had no feeling, no blood, it is just a blob connected to me on both sides of the inside of lesion.
I inserted a sterile needle through a small part of it and pulled it up. Its strechy stuff. Then I cut off the bit on the top of needle so that I had a little sample. None of it is my tissue (I think) no blood, no pain, just this milky white stuff which I described above. When dry it turns into fibres with spores. When wet it makes its own mucous. Then I kept going with the baking soda.

Does anyone here remember the Matrix scene where Neo was bugged and when it came out (in the car) it looked alive before it turned metallic? I think this stuff is a weird kind of synthetic life.

[xiblanque]

i've read some articles online where some people will dig or cut the lesions....
quite different from what you are doing. I don't think ( but also don't know) that cutting or digging is a good way to deal with lesions. Baking soda does seem effective... and Baraka has posted a lot about the 35% Hydrogen peroxide. In the past I have treated myself topically with baking soda and Epsom salts.... or with enzymes and sometimes the sulfur cream in the yellow plastic jar...Pomenada de Azulfre...or something like that..... Topically treating them very early makes them go away......Some members think that is just suppressing the M so I also treat myself with Cleanses and detoxes... and try to fortify my immune system.Good luck and let us know how you are.
Xiblanque

[Bluehealer]

Hi all,
For my first post here I will recommend something for skin issues.
I may or may not have something like this disease.
I have been treating a knuckle wound that's slow to heal.
I soaked the hand in warm water and corn meal for twenty minutes, three times a day.
I use organic polenta.
I combine this with new skin and good bandaids.
The issue is clearing up nicely.
Maybe polenta soaks will help you guys out.
Good wishes and healing to you all.

[crashcourse]

I have never heard of corn or polenta as a soak or poltice.

Thanks for the suggestion. Many of us are quietly going crazy here.

I will give it a try.

[crashcourse]

I'm back.
Today I dropped the bits I have removed into ethanol, because I am using it anyway to sterilize my needles and tweezers. First, this stuff is full of air which comes out in tiny air bubbles, lots of them. After that is released it is much esier to "pop" out the spores which then also release tiny air bubbles. Go figure.
Now I am geting down into the lesion I think there are layers of my own skin as part of this mess covering the sides of the hole. Its dead, but I think it is skin.

I have a raised reddened area around the lesion, which is what I imagine the unseen part of the critter to be. Still it looks like hell and I am a little nervous about it. If it gets bigger, I think I might go to the Dr. I will keep you posted.

We had to say goodbye to one of our dogs today. I am so sad. I am going to take our other dog to our favourite beach now, where we will bring the ashes in a couple of days. I rescue hard to place dogs and often get sick ones, old ones, injured ones etc. It is not the first time and it won't be the last, but this one had (has) a special place in my heart.

Ciao

[tcmgpt13]

I am sorry to hear about the loss of your dog. It is hard to lose our furry friends who give us unconditional love and acceptance. When we are sick and facing our own mortality this loss is even more poignant. It's good to know you enjoy working with animals. It takes a special person to take the time to care for dogs who would otherwise not find a home. I am sure though from what you say that this one will always have a permanent home in your heart.

[crashcourse]

I think I take them in for the love they give me (us) so actually its selfish. I save them and they save me. I can't go near a shelter without wanting to bring a furperson home. Oops we have room for one more now; not to make light. My girl is on my desktop, and I am really grieving her beautiful self.

Now More on the Day 5 baking soda experience:
I cut short the baking soda yesterday with everything going on and later in the evening I went back and did some more. The lesion discharged that yellow liquid and then the swelling and redness went down. Everything looks much better today. Do I have the critter injured as in "I am dying so here is my hormone and where is that baking soda? " Not sure but I have been very mean, squeezing, pinching, zapping. I am relieved I have not infected the whole area. Doesthe baking soda triggers the fluid release then it has to be removed, hence the swelling when I did not do so? And the whole area has tiny lesions with spores popping up - easy to remove. (band on the run?)

onward and upward.

crash

forgot to mention I am keeping my little samples in good russian ethanol. (You can't say I don't show them a good time). Fibres are coming out of hiding. (Peroxide rips them to pieces) I recall in microbiology classes we identified unknown organiisms by how they responded to various media. Using some agars and other mediums for this stuff will give me some facts to work with. I am a scientist at heart.