Dear God, I will try to be brief...
First, I haven't read the entire 29 pages of this post yet, so please excuse my rambling.
Second, I must say how glad I am to have come across you guys tonight. Weird how that one day like over a year ago, there was a few days of revelation that culminated with 8 hours researching this affliction that has plagued me off and on for over ten years. Even weirder was how during this three day period, my closest cousin dreamed of me dying each night. We hadn't spoken for weeks.
The Cosmic Joke of the whole off and on scenario is why it took me soooo long to figure out something was not right. The punchline of the Joke was/is that I need to surf because it seems as though the ocean helps tremendously; on the surface anyway.
--- Living with Morgellons ----
First and foremost, you people need to understand the source of the infection; and that more than likely there is 99% saturation of the general populaces in every continent except Antarctica.
Where do these evil-spawned bugs come from? They are deployed during aerosol operations that have been occurring regularly since 1999-2000, if I remember correctly. These nanocytes from hell fall to the ground and coat EVERYTHING. This is why, in my opinion, cleaning the house is good but until the tyrannical factions cut their Fourth Reich Bullsh!t out, our lives will continue to be inundated by this a
inable threat along emminect global economic meltdown. Not to mention increased solar flare activity, natural disasters, and the Second Coming... er, I mean global warming.
For well over this past year I had all but forgot I even suffered from this "condition"; even without surfing much lately. I personally never had lesions manifest nor have I seen any black specks reputable enough to dub them "critters from another dimension". (This was one theory I came across... lol) Nevertheless, the itching, the fibers, and the pimple-like festations had gotten really, really bad approx. 2 yrs. ago. Unfortunately, I was not ready to be proactive in figuring out what the hell was wrong with me. I mean I knew it was probably M, but still had trouble accepting something so diabolical was really inside of me. I also did the H2O2/Wine test ~3 yrs. ago and kept the contents of the glass sitting around for months, showing everybody who entered my house. Today I did the hair brush test and saw dozens upon dozens of white fibers flying around when I pulled some hair out. Now that is some creepy sh!t!!! (Of course my mind wanted to think it was naturally occurring fibers b/c that is the most logical explanation. However, upon closer inspection it didn't look that way. I would really like to clean those fibers off of my teeth right now... They're not there all the time, but tonight they are.)
(Oh yeah, I said I wasn't going to write a book on my first post...)
Well, being unemployed at the time, my resources were limited with what I could try. The first thing I did was that Sun w/colorsafe bleach and Alfalfa Powder... what a crock. (The black specks that lady saw was clearly the alfalfa.) After that, I started taking baths with H2O2 and epsom salts from the 99-Cent Store. Once I did a half gallon of H2O2 in a bath, and I'd keep a bottle in the shower to pour on me, and I'd squirt sores with it - they'd never stop bubbling - I think it helped nonetheless. I also had a fair amount of MSM crystals my dad had given me. I can get you guys the info on where we get our MSM, just lemme know. Please read up on taking MSM before trying as it needs Vit. C to work, and there can be adverse reactions if taken in too high of a dosage. I just remembered when I did take a high dose, my skin would get worse, but I figured the bugs were going in the outward direction.
The only other thing I did was cut waaaaaay down on the sugar and get a lot more sulfur in my diet in the form of eggs, onions, and garlic. I pretty much stay away from processed foods altogether except when there is no other option. I definitely think the right supplements are key, if one can afford this route. I prefer to juice vegetables in a low RPM juicer to get my vitamins, rather than take pills; but if that is your preference, I suggest chopping them in half, since whole ones are way too potent for the body.
When working on a theory to treat one's self, I highly suggest taking the inside-outside approach. Clean the body, period. At the curezone.org, one can easily find many types and protocols for all kinds of cleanses and flushes. I have done several liver/gall bladder flushes merely for health. Lord knows why I've been procrastinating on a parasite cleanse/L-GB flush for months now... (It is recommended to do an herbal parasite removal program before doing the flush. I did a flush last year without doing that and the results were not satisfactory.)
Has anyone ever heard of an herb called Codex? This is supposed to be the one cure-all for M. All I know is that the gov't was working on completely banning it's sale in the US. If anyone knows anything about this, please holla.
So finally, how I ended up here, tonight...
Well I guess it's as simple as me starting a new job where I had to move 100 miles and stay with friends... My diet made a DRAMATIC change over the last almost 2 months, due to necessity. The resurfacing of these painful pimples that won't pop was gradual; (btw, I have CPD - compulsive picking disorder - on occasion) and I mean over the last year or so, I would get the occasional M-bump or three; but they'd go away fairly quickly and I seriously forgot I even needed to maintain the sulfur intake...
I can't believe it took as long as it did for me to realize my skin was getting worse and worse. I chalked it up to my new work schedule. By week's end, my cheeks and thighs would be covered with painful "sweat pimples", or so I thought. Not to mention the other "ingrown hairs" and "pimples" on my face and everywhere else. Well this weekend there were more M-bumps and pimples, than I've had in awhile...
and I have to pick...
When I do, I lose my mind and mess my skin up because deep down inside, I know there is something inherently wrong with the fact my skin is erupting. Then it drives me crazy when the suckers don't pop like they're supposed to and some even shift around under the skin, making it worse. I can only imagine what people who have it more severe than me must go through. It just sucks b/c I have this major scab on my chin and some other good blemishes now and have to go to work in the morning. I can only imagine trying to explain to my boss why my face is f-ed up. Still, I may have to unless i call in sick. Being new at my job, I am in a bit of a lurch. Being a dude, it's been a hard pill accepting the fact I need to use makeup from time to time. I don't know what's worse, worrying about people seeing scabs, or them noticing makeup over the scabs...
With me, M seems to affect my hair/skin the most. I used to save hairs that had that gooey thing attached to the follicle. I finally got a radio shack microscope and checked them out. The only thing I was absolutely able to deduce was what I saw was no follicle... To see any more detail than that, it takes at least 200x magnification, I believe.
I don't know why or how M affects people differently. Since we are fairly certain this silicon-based lifeform was created by man, we can only speculate what level of control is maintained over them while in our bodies, as well as how "intelligent" they actually are themselves. Some say their purpose is to make the human body act like an antenna. Say hello to your new clever mark-of-the-beast-micro-chip-replacement. Perhaps this is why it appears as if only a small percentage of humanity has adverse reactions to our new, permanent tenants. In fact, I would tend to believe whoever manufactures this nanocytic nightmare would desire to improve relations with all hosts. Then again, maybe not. These kinds of fascists are all about eugenics and would chalk up any adverse reactions and/or deaths to "evolution". Darwin just did a somersault in his grave... Ha, before Y2K, I remember hearing about nanotechnology and how it was supposed to vanquish sickness and help doctors with patients in ways unimaginable. Seems like there are other agendas at work...
So I guess that's it. Looking forward to learning from and sharing with y'all.
Let me leave you with something I found today: (can't post the url, so...)
Go to morgellonsexposed dot com and look for "Revelations From a Man Who Helped Design Morgellons Disease"
There you will find a link to a couple 30-min videos that all should watch.
Shawn
ps - I almost forgot to mention "A Course in Miracles". While this book does not necessarily represent a cure to M, a great many people have miraculously healed from a myriad of diseases and illnesses as a result of reading the texts and doing the workbook. So for some of you, this may be a welcome journey. While I don't know if or how much it truly helped me deal with M, I am undoubtedly in a better place and for the most part remembered that which was forgotten...
November 21st, 2011, 09:54 AM
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smelling dead morgellons after menthol use 
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