57 and Looking Back

[weredIgo]

Hi everyone,
As I continuosly think about this Morgellons thing I'm brought back to my childhood. I remember my father telling me I had a bad allergy with the first measles I had. I figure I was what, maybe 3. Then around 4 or 5 I remember (we lived in so. fl.) going to this female dr. that had her office at in a hospital. We would drive through this big coral archway.I remember hating to go because you would always get a shot and she would use this machine on me that pulled the mucus out of my nose. Its at this time I remember sores on my legs. My father would stand me up on the toilet and spray in a circular motion till he got to the center of the sore, with this very, very cold medicine. I would cry because it hurt so bad. He was told to get rid of the night blooming jasmin under my bedroom window. H e was told to get rid of the sand box I played in. We had dogs but never allowed to have cats. My father always said I had impetigo. Oh yes he would always use this black medicine on me called ickthemol. I don't know , but things said on this board triger memories. LC said about a scar one time on her back. I have one in front on my chest. Talk about black medicine. Treatments people do. Baraca Obam saying look back at your parents. Any thing to put this puzzle together. I have B negitive blood. Bit my finger nails. Thats all I heard was get your fingers out of your mouth over and over and over. I was a bed wetter and the Hell that created in my life I can't tell ya. I'll continue in another thread. See I'm thinking of chickening out, but I'm going to continue. If you all don't like that I wrote this don't tell me please. I'll feel foolish.
C

[weredIgo]

When I was 6 I aquired a stepmonster (mother). The witch from Hell. Anyway she was always doing this at home version of the snot pulling machine. She was always giving me soap enemas. God they would hurt my stomach. The thing was I didn't even know anything was wrong. One of the drs. who would write on this board said she had a black area on her left thumb she thought was like a nest. That stuck out to me because I have one too. Same hand and thumb. I always thought it was from the witch hitting me with the wooden paddle that had my name on it. I know it was made worse by me putting up my hands in defense, but I now have other thoughts about it since that drs. coments and me digging into it. I dug 2 black sacks out of it and showed it to a derm. dr.. He never even looked and you know the rest of the story. Move up in time to my fathers throat closing up one nite. I was 12 I think (witch was gone,divorced) and out of nowhere my dads throat closes up. Called ambulance. It all worked out, but it was odd and scarry as hell. Before I was born he was in the hospital with great pain. He had been in an auto accident of which all was thought to be fine. They did all kinds of tests and couldn't figure out what was wrong. They did exploratory surgery. He had peratinitis (hope that is how you spell it)
and it would have killed him if not for the surgery. On to how my fathers hands shook all his life. At around 12 I started to have the samething. He had a son in his 20's that shook so bad it took two hands to hold a coffee cup. Before my father died he had sores on his arms that would not heal. He was always blinking his eyes as he said they always felt like something was in them. The funny thing was drs. let him die and gave him no help. That was in 1986. He would never allow me to pierce my ears. At 17 I go get my ears pierced and have hard noduals in them. It was like I was tearing a new hole in them every time I put earrings in. With swelling and infection I gave up wearing them. A couple of years before I got morgellons I took in a cat. It died and I took in another one. Also the way the second one died I know it was morgs. Its kind of funny but I've thought , look what happens when you go against your parants wishes. These are some of the thoughts I've had and wonder about. Could have something to do with it or it could not. I just think and wonder, think and wonder. I want to continue this on, but I'm tired. Can any one relate or does it jog anyone else's memory? Is this new or like BO says, maybe passed down. BYE for now, hope to continue later

CLAUDIA

[Kritters]

Thank you so much for opening up to us on this forum. What you have shared is profound, in my opinion.

Were your parents, or one of them in the military?

Have you been tested for anything yet?

Please continue to share anything you feel here. We're with you.

xoxoxo
Kritters

[Baraka Obam#2]

When people look back at their health and others around them they find part of the clue. Your father most likely had this, wether he was in the military or had sexual relations with someone that had sex with a military man. The old military fellows exposed to this the most would be Navy men, after WW2 occupied Japan service men, Korean War vets. I think these men had a strain of this that caused small effect symptoms. If you look at an old sailors arms you will see the brown spots, and heavy white plaque under the skin, these are the actual interesting cases as they show the limits of the disease from their era.

The good think about these men is they mostly came home, married a woman and stayed with THAT WOMEN. Yes they infected the woman also but it was with this strain that only caused mostly slight problems over time. The under skin arm involvment being one of them after 50 years. Does anyone know why they call the brown spots on the arms and face of the elderly, LIVER SPOTS, also look at the locations of these when you see the old with them, they follow the lesion development areas. Anyway the big advance mid 60s Vietnam, Korean service, NAVY sailors as they travel from port to port. Then as this advanced plague was being spread, we had to have the sexual revolution, so you really do not have to be military connected. There are many people with this, look around and see how many young or old do you see without some sort of skin problem, SOMTHING.

If you start looking around you will see them itch, dig at their ears, you can see their white tongues, the hair on young women starting to come out, or very thin, red dots on skin, skin tags, exzema, red neck, little spots on the bottom of the ear lobes that either bleed or look like a mole, forhead COVERED with bumps, top of head covered with sores, there are so many problems to for and at. When I was a youngster 45 years ago, my classmates did not have these things, I did not have them, then when I went to Korea these things started like you flipped a switch. I do believe that the use of doctor drugs to MASK the effects of this malady furthered it to this point, the steroids allowed it to develop thruout my system unchecked.

Thank you for the post Weredigo, most people can not look back in time and see the relative small problems they suffered before. When I go anywhere I study the people and their skin condition to see just how many have this, in mostly a lesser amount. You will see very few full blown lesion/tumor people having a wonderful day outside. I would not go out like that but I had that luxury to be able to do that.

[Kritters]

Claudia~~~~
I don't know why I didn't read this second post before I posted to you...but I didn't.

I absolutely agree with what Baraka has said, and I have actually no reason to do so except that it makes sense. I have said before that I believe the military men/women were infected and passed it down onto their children and grandchildren.

I don't know what agent orange is, but I do know that it was not the first bio-warfare organism to be used in battle. I also know that sometimes 'friendly fire' happens and this would absolutely explain how our warriors would be unknowingly infected and bring it home to inadvertently infect their offspring.

This whole situation is just so bizarre and horrible it really goes well beyond pissing me off.

But here's the good news....we will get to the bottom of it.

Kritters

[weredIgo]

Thank You, Thank You for not making me feel foolish about what I wrote. I want to try to in words, skim through my life and tell you things that just stick with me. Maybe in some small way it can fit some of the pieces together.

Claudia

[Baraka Obam#2]

Agent orange is a chemical used to destroy plants from the area sprayed it is also a B/S story they give the veterans as to why they are sick, the real reason is somthing biological. The chemical MAY make it worse, but it is not any worse than my symptoms. The next lie was Gulf War Syndrome, another part of this maybe biologicly advanced in a laboratory.

There is just a bit too many funny things coming from the area of the military, below there are two sites, one on a viral problem in VA hospitals and one about innoculations done on Gulf War Veterans

Sickness and Secrecy



Hardy Bacteria Plagues Military Hospitals - Science & Health news | Newser

[tcmgpt13]

You all might like to get a used copy of this book on amazon (starts at $0.01)--if nothing else this makes interesting reading.

Vaccine A: The Covert Government Experiment That's Killing Our Soldiers--And Why GI's Are Only The First Victims (Hardcover)

Last part of the review on amazon:

"Though Matsumoto labors to build a circumstantial case that a covert experiment has been carried out over many years, in the end he seems to suggest that there is room for doubt. Much of the book is taken up with the technical arguments about the dangers of squalene. Military officials continue to insist that squalene has never been deliberately introduced into any approved vaccine, though they have used it in some studies. The Institute of Medicine has discounted the squalene theory, but the Government Accountability Office complained about "a pattern of deception" on the part of the Pentagon when it did its own investigation of the claims that squalene was in the vaccine. Scientific doubt about the good and bad effects of squalene persists, and researchers disagree about why some batches of the anthrax vaccine tested positive for squalene if it was not deliberately added. Matsumoto's accusatory and often angry account does not resolve the matter, but the questions he raises will increase the pressure on the federal government to take up the charges at the highest levels."

Reviewed by Jonathan D. Moreno
Copyright 2004, The Washington Post Co. All Rights Reserved.

[pat]

Bugs of war! From killer hornets to murderous fleas, a new book reveals how insects can be weapons of mass destruction | Mail Online

This in todays Daily Mail under Bugs of war'. Only thing is ...............this could have already happened- not something that is likely to happen.
Anothr interesting story in same paper today is under Fantastic Voyage II. A tiny robot that swims up yer blood vessels using a tail-purely to help the medical profession and you of course.Powered by a motor and tests have been carried out in the labs on this...ONLY in labs I have to ask myself!!!

[carla]

Your right Pat. It will have already happened ,probably in the fifties.
We are always the last to know.
The Nano community are still debating if nanofibers could possibly infect the human body and cause illness.
xxx