There right..."it's all in our heads"

[Robin]

hi,
let me begin by saying it has taken me a long time to post this but i cant hold backany longer there's actually a few reason's why i have.
1. I am so tired of having to think that my children will have to suffer as i am.
2.I am disgusted that i can't even mention the word morgellons to the drs at the emergency room when they tell me i have an ulcer in my eye but i know its one of those seeds.
3.I don't want any one else's child to suffer.
4.I promised someone if i had any answers i would tell them first .
5. I'M so sick of this crap!
I actually have alot more reason's but i'll shutup now and get to my point.
i know what i' m about to say some of you find amusing but i truly don't. I live this nightmare everyday and believe me if someone out there has any other solution for me i would gladly accept it! After being hospitalized for a week given heavy duty antibiotics(Vancomycin) then to the infusion center for another ten day's of intravenous vancomycin. The final diagnosis given was i had chronic celluitis and mersa mainly on my face my eyes were the worst.I was seen by the dermatoligist who right away without even putting gloves on nor looking at my bald spots or my lesions the lovely woman told me i had dop what a surprise! she sent me home with physch med.which i never took.after another two weeks i completely lost my vision. another trip to the ER.from there they sent me to the eye DR. who i saw everyday for another week. he couldn't explain why but he was mysteriously pulling strands out of my eyes almost daily like it was a normal everyday occurence. so needless to say i was truly suffering and the scariest part was nobody could or would help me.so i was at home one day crying in my bath water trying to relieve the pressure on my head no matter what i put on my skin would burn it was horrible! so i grabbed the roll of T.P. and placed it right where my pressure was .it slowly sank down the t.p wasn't soaked it was damp but that's when i knew what i needed to do and i've been doing it almost everyday for two years now the only reason why i do this is because it works i wouldn't even have the nerve to write this right now if it wasnt true. and i have truly discovered how deep this crap really is but it makes total sense to why we are all so sick i believe with all my heart that the answer to this mystery lies in our scalp's now i'm not telling everyone to stockpile toiletpaper.i know their has to be an easier way then mine but i know this stuff whatever it is! is also very alive but the good news being whatever is alive can also be killed . i really do look like a normal person i no longer feel like a sideshow freak my face really was deformed .and i don't wait til its dark to go to the store. i'm definitely not 100% at least 75 i'll take that. so to all you wonderful people who have sufferd for to long i truly do know there is a light shining thru and if you live anywhere near me i would gladly try and help you !

Best wishes,
- Robin Washburn

[Kritters]

Dear Robin,

Your story is very upsetting and I'm so sad you have had this experience. I'm also glad you are coming through it.

I am not clear on what you are saying about the TP.....can you please go into more detail?

thanks,
Kritters

[Robin]

hey kritters,
i'm saying that somehow the t.p. tricked theminto coming off my scalp i really do battle daily with this and i don't know why it works but it does my right ear used to nove on its own all the time and my right eye used to suck in . i believe we could find something else to put on our scalps to kill it my face is almost back to normal but my hair grows so slow and some areas still only have a half inch of growth and it looks like i colored it but i didnt all im saying is its definitely helps and i can feel how deep this goes my whole hairline was vanished half my eyebrow vanished on my way to the hospital in front of my 20 yr old son once this disease is truly deceiving.
i really just want to help


Robin

[Kritters]

thanks Robin, I took it down. (If I were you, for security reasons, I'd delete that number, but that's just my opinion)

What do you get onto that tp? I think the more info you can give will benefit everyone reading this.

thanks Robin!
Kritts

[carla]

Robin I know what you and the kids have been through because of this crap. I have seen an amazing turn around from you .A few months ago you were so sick with this I was worried about you. Your much better than you were so something has worked .For someone on no antibiotics your doing really well.
I wonder if its one of the ingredients they use to make toilet paper these days. I know some have aloe vera used in the processing . They use a bleach to whiten the paper too. I looked it up.
carla xx

[Kritters]

Good thinking Carls,

Also, from reading that information I asked about on another thread about this guy who started his own website and is selling a treatment, he mentioned how newspaper (lying around the office) attracts the rat mites (I think). Now, why would that be? I can see it attracting mice and rats for nesting purposes, but the mites? I dunno...I grab at any straw...er....paper these days for a clue.

xoxo
Kritts

[Robin]

when i first started this i could feelthe massive amounts right away it feels like florist foam. you can feel your scalp move sometimes if you look in the mirror it looks surreal. after i would battle with my scalp eventhough the whole roll would be flattened out i would find broken up pieces that looked i'd say irridescent not like the t.p andall of the pieces looked alike some big somesmall now that i'm near the end of this i believewhen i work on an area thats near the bottom it gets very cold as i hold thepaper and push lightly little by little.i've been finding alot of the black things that look like bugsand i find the brown stick things i also found one of those black bugs that still has a wing its not a fly,fruitfly or mosquito i've never seen anything like it we defintely dont have flys like this .one time i found a knotted bunch of hair in it and it had these little white wormthingsin the middle of it andthey were moving . the scalp is the perfect spot to hide our scalps have many layers look up anatomy of the scalp and you'll see what i mean . i've also found little brown things that are rolled up. sometimes it feels very slimey in certain areastoo this also i believe is near the bottom its very strangeand sometimes nasty.

[Robin]

carla you do know how sick i've been and if it wasn't for me finding this site and you i truly don't know what i would have done.and you remember how long ago i begged you to do this to.i remember when i was admitted into the hosp. i believe it's been almost 2yrs now the dr. who drained the bump on my right eye told me that what he saw wasn't normal wehen he had opened up my lesion there was the only way i can think to describe it was like individual pockets under my skin which he said wasn't normal at all then in yhe hosp. another one formed on my left side by the time i went downstairs to have a dr. drain it i had alredy pushed the gunk out but the dr. was amazed because there was no hole it had sealed itself back up like there was nothing there to begin with.you know i swear by this it is the only thing that has cleared my skin there is something to this.
love ya
robin

[Robin]

kritts,
I understand what you mean sometimes i have a hard time saying things.so please bear with me .i'm trying to tell you in a way so everyone really understands.honestly i think this could help someone somewhere hopefully!if you look up anatomy of scalp anyone can see that the areas the paths on our scalp travels is where all of my problem areas were. that's what i mean it's all connected then it travels down to our toes.I just happily cleaned alot of of my feet .this works but it is work to removeit.its definitely worth the effort!if you do want to try this just roll a good sized ball of t.p. then wet it and drain compact it like a big pad put it towards the back of your scalp like right in the middle. hold for a little bit then press down little by little .you should be able to feelwhat i mean. when your finished and take a shower run your fingers down from scalp thru your face and you will feel the stuff in your face come off slides out of skin.try it please it does work

xo robin

[weredIgo]

Hi
What exactly do you do with the tp. I understand your saying this s--t is attracted to the tp but do you wet it first or just lay it on the sores or what. please explain in more detail. I myself have felt after I sprayed Bactine and rubbed a little, then wiped with tp that this stuff was pulled out. Just little bits, but some. Believe me ,no one thinks your crazy here. I'ts the disease thats CRAZY!

bye-bye Where'd I Go

Claudia