can you remember the exact moment you became infected

[brknspirit]

I was outside may '04, in houston texas.
i wanted to sit under my patio umbrella, (full of wasps), use my lapop, and relax. HAHAHA! so i negligently sprayed enough raid to kill the neighborhood, while inhaling most for myself. The warnings on the raid can, well obviously they are for CYA benefits, it won't do a thing to me. Well, I am a believer now, they mean business. the wasps left, but while i typed away on my laptop,(not wireless, and with a dying battery, so it was plugged into cable and an electrical outlet, not to mention my rabbit ate into my eletrical cord, not well grounded.), smoking cigarrettes, and yes i was taking adderall, the prescribed amount as i had done for 5 yrs before. I soon felt shocking pings. shocking bites, stings. so i did what most would do, get away from the electrical short......it did not help. i kept feeling them, no insects could be seen, (yes, this is a symptom of pesticide poisoning!) my legs were swollen, red, edematous, and striated. the stings, pings, bites kept coming. another pesticide poisoning symptom. i finally went inside. (i was barefoot) but it was hard to walk, my feet, legs were numb. i took a shower to get rid of the feelings, but later that night felt the relentless bites, the unease, and the normal conclusion it was mites, scabies. i woke up with small welts were i felt bites, i washed EVERYTHING! family began to think i was crazy. for the next three days, i had rice like white things emerge, mostly in the evening, then the lesions several days later, with the all too mentioned symptoms. i felt as though there was a conductive nature, because anytime i was in the same area, i felt and saw isolated goosebumps. (ET phone home) and at times an electrical feeling twitch in my skin. i tried to agree w/ everyone, (psych issue) but all i had to do was touch my dirty clothes, and the itch cycle began. since, i have noticed, most bizarelly, mosquitoes will no longer bite me.....in fact anytime they do their neighborhood spray, i break out worse than ever....raid uses malathion, so does our neighborhood spray program. though i may believe pesticides are involved, i still blame and know that there is an infectious componant. we aren't told everything, never will. just a thought... we use fungus to kill pests, (pesticides), my own stupid USA, has decided to fight the war on drugs with what??>???? FUNGUS..in the same countries that we purchase pharmacueticals from for amphetamines and opiates.....do we ever wonder why soooooo many drug addicts have "coke bugs", morgellons? USA has admitted that agent green(ftng wr on drgs) may not always be precise in ridding the world of the illicit crops....lets face it, we need opium for opiate pain relief,as well as coca plants for our legitamate amphetamine uses................OOOOOOOOOOOOpPPPPPPPPPsSSSSSSS SSS!!!

[ladycolorado]

brknspirit, welcome sorry you are sick. here are two sites to look at to get started to feeling better. https://morgellonstreatmentsteps.com and http://morgellons.org . yes toxic exposure can make one sick , very sick with this disease, it can very well be a factor. there can be many others. as far as illegal drugs (no judgment whatsoever) anything which speeds up metabolism makes symptoms WORSE. . the only illegal drug which seems to help some say (although i am no advocate) is marijuanna which has also been helpful with cancer and als. opiates, of course very potent for pain yet very addictive as we all know. i am glad you found us, and hope you get improvement soon. yes i remember exact moment ad how got sick but very long story i kind of won the negative powerball all that could go wrong did. you have come to the right place and i wish you well and much relief soon. it will take a bit of time, (LC).

[Kritters]

Dear brokenspirit,

The story you are telling makes much sense, I think. I am not sure when mine was initiated. I had been spraying roundup, for sure and I'm sure got some on myself. No biggie, I thought....people spray this stuff all the time. I was pulling weeds also and later when I felt bites on my arm, I thought they were chigger bites from the brush. Those three bites healed (eventually) and dark hair grew in clumps out of the spots, which I thought was bizarre and even showed my family how weird it was. It was after that all hell broke loose on my same arm (forearm) and that's when I knew something was happening that needed my attention.

Thanks for bringing your story to our attention. I didn't realize fungus is used in pesticides. That could explain the fungus that is now in my body.

With each story comes new bits of the puzzle.

Feel better,
Kritts

[hilly]

Kritters, I did'nt realize either than fungus was used in pesticides. that could explain a lot of my trouble too. Hilly

[Kritters]

Dear Hilly, and Fixinspirit

Besides the white grains or fuzzballs (both of which are actually curled up strands of nematodes http://nematode.unl.edu/wormgen.htm ....I've scoped them) have you seen any of the black pieces of what look like chopped pieces of black thread around your bathroom? That may be something entirely different, but I live on the water, so I am thinking I have that problem apart from what is in my body (the nematodes).

This pesticide thing is significant, I think.

Kritts

[ladycolorado]

would you like to give a shot back at the PROUD amkers of agent orange, roundup, gmo's, and general tinkering ? here is your shot kritters and all: http://www.organicconsumers.org/monlink.cfm . i am NO conspiracy theorist, i know of tinkering going on stinks. i try not to dwell on it, but DO believe in contructive and easy things . e-petitions are easy. these guys NOT only ones but corporate evil at its worst. they make the toxic product hurt you kritters and that makes me that they made you . they do not even believe we have a RIGHT to know if something messed with cnould even slap organic label on their junk . so here is constructive outlet to show them they stink (LC).

[hilly]

Kritts, i have loads of what look like chopped up pieces of black thread all over the bedroom, bathroom and me ! some may be dog hairs but they bite ! don't really live near water although there is a canal in the town. H

[Kritters]

LC thanks SO MUCH for that WEBSITE!!! I'm so THRILLED to be able to join that!!!!

I've signed other petitions, but this is the kicker and goes right to the heart (or lack thereof) of the perpetrators. Notice the politicians (Rumsfeld (who, by the way, okayed ASPARTAME...THE INGREDIENT (NUTRASWEET) THAT IS MAKING US ALL SICK))) and the others in cahoots with big pharma to get support.

Don't they realize they are destroying their own families? They are just robots, I swear.

xoKritts

[Kritters]

Hilly,
Are they really reeeely small? Perfect little black pieces of chopped thread? Now this is just amazing.

In fact, I've been researching these and am getting close to what they are.

amazing.

xoxo
Kritts

[ladycolorado]

Originally Posted by kritters

LC thanks SO MUCH for that WEBSITE!!! I'm so THRILLED to be able to join that!!!!

I've signed other petitions, but this is the kicker and goes right to the heart (or lack thereof) of the perpetrators. Notice the politicians (Rumsfeld (who, by the way, okayed ASPARTAME...THE INGREDIENT (NUTRASWEET) THAT IS MAKING US ALL SICK))) and the others in cahoots with big pharma to get support.

Don't they realize they are destroying their own families? They are just robots, I swear.

xoKritts

kritters sick em' so we can have a choice and (LC).