Hanging out inside the lesion

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There is much i do not know. If creations are subject to being copied, then i guess copy machines have been around alot longer than me. When they first came out, it was great fun to copy a hand on the machine. Now, i am trying to learn how to copy photos of calcium carbonate to see if that is what i see in my photos of the lesion samples. Calcium carbonate tiles would look like calcium carbonate tiles, whether in big or small form. Just like a human hand....tiny as a baby, or big like grandpa. The calcium carbonate tiles in the abalone are different than in the sponges, i think? Im trying to see if the organism in my lesion that is attached to a platform, could be the same as the tiles seen in the abalone. This picture, i tried to extract, messed up, then lost the exact site and written text. But....for now, its the best i can do. It is showing the calcium carbonate tiles in the abalone, with the blue color representing the aragonite of calcium carbonate.

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In the above photo...A. is the calcium carbonate from Abalone and D. is the spicules of Sponges For the other two photos...i need to find the website again.

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If the morgellons lesion is predictable and conforming to certain laws, and is made by calcium carbonate structures....the strange difficulity of trying to open a lesion, and remove its "callous parts"....and prevent it from remaking itself, could be due to its..........................(i found this>) QUANTUM CHARACTER CHANGE:
Chalk Talk & Pearls of Wisdom
The nano-scale invokes astonishing changes in the properties of common materials:
The abalone mollusk (the source of “mother-of-pearl”), for example, constructs an unbelievably
durable shell by organizing calcium carbonate (the same substance as classroom chalk) into nanostructured
bricks. For mortar, the abalone creates an elastic goo of protein and carbohydrate. If a
crack starts on the outside of the shell, it has little chance of making it all the way through the
thickness of the shell because the structure forces the crack to wind its way around the tiny bricks,
diffusing the crack’s energy. Aiding in damage control, the elastic-like mortar forms resilient nanostrings
that try to force any separating bricks back together again. The quantum size effect
changes characteristics without a change in the materials’ chemical composition. The calcium
carbonate that crumbles against the chalkboard becomes the impenetrable shell of the abalone.23

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In removing a lesion, the incredible ability of the "white things"....to stretch but not break, well, it is an amazing property of the "white thing". Without that ability, there would be no tug of war with Mr. Bean. Earlier in my posts i talk about this tug of war. Grasping a planted "white thing" with the tweezers, i would first try to get a good grip as they are slipery. If things in the lesion were simple, but...they are not, this white thing would be history and in the trash in seconds. The big surprise is that it not only remains embedded with a good jerk of the tweezers , but that it also stretches. If you are watching in a 10x magnifying mirror....the stretch is kinda scary....i mean what is this long thing doing in the skin, and is it really embedded to the length that it stretches! This first observation can be scary. If it is coated in calcium carbonate....the above article has defined WHY it can stretch and not break. I have gotten untold "white things" out whole, because they finally come unglued....before they break! In removing the "white things" from the lesion....another shock awaits us as we try to remove them one at a time. After realizing that they are stuck and stretch....more effort is required to get them out. Many a time i would wind a stretched out white thing 40 times clockwise, then 40 times counterclockwise. Having a good grip on it, i figured i could loosen it that way. Because it is somewhat of an emotional effort dealing with such a strange thing stuck in the lesion, and such bizarre results....i might loosen my grip, and in refocusing it....have the whole thing retract into its hole. That is the end of the tug of war, once retracted the game is over til the next day. It is just plain too difficult to remove a retracted one. Once out...it leaves a cone shaped hole, and then it bleeds its crackle pattern blood. After that...that space has been reclaimed by the owner...me. In the above effort, there are often long fibers that appear around the area of the lesion. They are very difficult to see, and most often they just tickle on the skin. I can see them in the 10x magnifying mirror, and i assumed it was the lesions defense.....now after the above article, i can call them nanostrings. Some of them were clear, others black, some measured close to 8 inchs....just amazing! Some were wavy, some zig-zag, and that is allowed (the curves and angles) in the properties of calcium carbonate(aragonite). I think of them as the rim fencing...like one row around the lesion. The rim is hard to remove because of its picket fence construction....seemingly endless rows of horizontal....well, nanostrings glued to vertical equally distant planted posts. So, if calcium carbonate is building structures in the lesion....it can explain the stretch, strength, and string of the lesion. And, oh yeah....how well it is stuck in the skin. But....who can explain why it is there?* STRETCH-STRENGTH-STRING-STUCK* I know another S word i could add to that! Im trying to find out how to ask an abalone. Apparently they are so protected, they are hard to get ahold of. Not only have they been protected for years and years....they are also being planted! Wouldnt all this man made effort to re-build their diminishing population be turned upside down....if we find out the abalone found its own way to survive by living in human skin? And, yes....that is the crazy quest i am on because im trying to match the design and behavior and photos from inside the lesion on my face. I can tell you one thing for certain....i did not plant them there! http://www.coastnews.com/c0027.htm

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Today, on April 17....the night before the birth of my 3rd daughter...born 27 years ago, i dedicate this post to her. Her name means "Beloved Victory" and she has fulfulled that promise in my life. She is the one who found the microscope for me, and got her siblings to chip in and buy it for me for mothers day two years ago. I remember thinking..."what in the world will i ever do with this?" Four months later, i was tapeing off a lesion above my lip that had been there for 10 years and was looking at amazing things found on my skin under this tv microscope. I had to make up a vocabulary for what i was seeing, and did, and reported it on yahoo groups "morgellons". It was about 20 months ago that this first lesion opened and i ran from the mirror to the front porch to cry to my daughter about what i saw that scared me. "It's like a SCARY STARFISH i reported to her in a fearfilled tearful voice, and i cannot understand it! The lesion had swelled with the application of baking soda, applied to absorb its incredible volume of bright red blood overflowing from the top of it...and it was oozing clear liquid, and ridges like a starfish had become raised and visible! Even more alarming, and the cause for trembling and tears, was the observation that outside its raised and fringed rim.........equal-distant holes appeared, opened and blood began to sit in each hole! Since that time on the porch with my daughter, my time has been devoted to discovering what this is. Today i believe i have beloved victory in my understanding. Today, i will run out on this world wide porch with a shout and show you what this scary lesion is made of. Tomorrow, i will celebrate my daughters birthday, and then will attempt to show you all the parts and pieces i have seen with the mothers day microscope.I truely believe that the mother of pearl is the mother of our mystery. Scroll down to the bottom of this site and look at the center picture. Look at the irredescent aqua glowing abalone. See how it is tiny but developed with holes equal-distant all around it? See the thumbnail for size comparison? Ok, now imagine that this tiny abalone is a bit smaller and embedded in the skin....holes facing upward. The holes are not only for resperation, but also for expelling stuff from the organism living under that shell. This is why, for me, in tapeing off the top of my first lesion.....i found fibers of irredesent colors, and lots of "globs, and blobs", and particles that looked like gems! The photo on the left is the shell turned over, its organism....which has been consumed by centuries of humans, has a big hole in the center in this picture. What goes in that hole, is an upside-down "mushroom".......its core collum attaching within the organism....and then spreading out across its underside like a big foot. Can you picture that? Now, look at the picture on the left. See the upside-down abalone shell and all the frilly stuff coming out of it? Imagine each one of those frilly things being embedded and cemented in the skin! Yuck and gross! Yup! Thats Mr. Bean for you! Uprooting Mr. Bean, the "white thing" is gross! This is the entire focus of all my days for too long. BUT, i had to find something to do with my mothers day gift So, now i am gifting you with this pearl of wisdom. What are you going to do with it? Will you help me validate this victory? Can we plant this information so it will mushroom in peoples minds? Can we uproot this mystery and celebrate mothers day with our families....and cast out this pearl that has extracted such a price in our life? http://www.dfg.ca.gov/marine/pdfs/abalone_brochure.pdf

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Could i be mistaken? Of course, im always making mistakes, like in the third paragraph above the bottom of my last post. It is supposed to tell you to look at the upside-down abalone in the RIGHT photo(not left).

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Mistakes do occur....but, on the other hand,don't forget to remember.... (:"mother is always right"!

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The art and design of abalone have been around for a long time. Here is a photo from 1604 by P. Breughel called THE GIFTS OF WATER AND SEA. Can you find the abalone? I wonder if there are any abalones in these womens skin? What a horrible thought! God forbid! In 1604 who would have ever imagined such a bizarre situation? For that matter....who in 2008 would ever imagine such a situation? Oh, yeah...guess that would be me. Well, i dont know how mine got painted on my skin.....sure would like to know the author. [img width=672 height=1000]http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/dd183/CHAMBERLIN2007/Firstpaintingofanabalonebottomleft.gif[/img]

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OH! Here is more art and design about the abalone....and a new fact about its behavior! It needs to RELAX! Is it fearful, aggitated, disturbed, unsettled, cowardly or intimidated(F.A.D.U.C.I.)? WEll, it needs to know that ABA, our FATHER IN HEAVEN says to not be that way. Why? Because HE is always with us, HE does not leave us to deal with life a lone. Aba-lone, relax. Scroll down this site about 4 inches to photo 43....to see the abalones relaxing on the table. Move over abalone....i need to relax on the table too. And remember to not be "faduci". There are many things to learn, but that might be the most important! Which brings up an important question....how could abalone get stuck in my skin, embedded, grow, reproduce...even flourish and my body not put up a giant fight against them? How could my body be relaxed about that? My skin just ignores the situation and grows over it? That is perplexing, perturbing, and worthy of pontificating about, don't ya think? Think about it.....http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=...&ct=image&cd=3

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While abalone rest on the table, their STATOCYSTS contain STATOLITHS that tell them if they are facing up or down. That means that whoever has a morgellons lesion, whether on this side of the world, or that.....can rest assured that they are not alone in the orientation of their lesions! Not only will the design and behavior of their lesions be predictable....but also the direction the lesion builds itself ....in the skin! And most likely, all the lesions on one human body will all be built with the same orientation. It is my opinion that the morgellons lesion is an abalone that orientates itself with the shell facing outwards on the skin, and the pedal foot grows into the skin. Yet, i believe it is smart enough to know, on our body position.....which way is outward, and which way is inward. If that discrimination were not made amongst the construction of the lesion....some would be stuck in the skin sideways. Shell side faces outside, foot faces inside...... whether they are positioned sideways on a cheek, rightside up on a head, or upside down on a chin. Pretty smart lesions huh? Im actually guessing here....since there has not been an opinion poll worldwide concerning a lesion law of orientation. That might be because im the only one in the world who believes this is an abalone, shell side facing outside the skin, foot facing inside. Well, this is a fun position to be in so i might as well give another opinion. No, better save that for later. Of course this leads to a really big question. Before the lesion matures, assuming they start in a tiny larvae stage and then get big.....the question is: at what point do they get orientated correctly? Or are they "Smartlarvae"? Added to that is the confussion of the fact that as they mature, they torque into an 8 shape. So, yeah....they are smart larvae! Somehow they can even outsmart my skin. Now, how in the world did they get orientated and grow and my body not reject them? Oh wait, i remember how they itched. But, the itching went away somehow, so i thought they were gone. Wishful thinking on my part. Or, maybe they are soooooooooo smart....they took control of my thinking and MADE me think they were gone. Sooooooooo....really smart larvae? In addition, they outsmarted my skin big time. It had grown over them, hiding them while they grew. AND I DIDNT EVER FEEL THEM BEING THERE AND GROWING. I mean uncovering these lesions has been one big surprise after another! If i decided to bury a piece of chalk, an eggshell and a seashell in my skin....would my skin grow over it and not be bothered a bit? Not have a fit? To be honest if that were the case: i would probably shout "no s--t!" And no,i am not going to try that experiement with calcium carbonate structures. I think it would hurt......yet, there is a long time of a lesion growing hidden that there is not any sensation of it being there. How the heck does it get off getting away with doing that? It sure outsmarted me! And look at this thru the abalone theory as to how a lesion can be there for a long time and not be infected. It is not only effective in defenses, and fat in feasting on good fortune....but its pretty healthy. Actually i think the morgellons lesion is predictably always in perfect health! Thats probably why the doctors dont know about it......the abalone doesnt get sick! This from my last posted website of info> "Abalone blood contains antimicrobial properties (Li, 1960 a and 1960 b) that are effective against a wide variety of micro-organisms including penicillin-resistant Staphlococcus aureus, Bacillus subtilis, Salmonella paratyphi A and B, Salmonella typhi and Streptococcus pyogenes. "