mold,cleaning,futility,frustrated

[maggillamorgellan]

can u say biofilm - YouTube
i dont think im smart enough to eradicate these nasty worms cos i don't know where they go after i start shedding, i wish they would go down the drain in the bath, but i felt like i was going to die when i got out of the bath, they must have a highway like the auto Ban in Germany with no lights or speed limit, and go right into my ears nose mouth and i feel like i will drop on the tile and have a brain overload , or they will just eat my reason, if i dont put iodine or peroxide in my ears fast i have more than what i would call brain fog, its like fainting inevitable, my mother leaves me when i bathe cos she hates to hear me scream, and hides my salt blaming the screaming on the salt inn my wounds, but i scream usually when my forgotten soap or sponge or washcloth jams into me or some nasty sharp nemafrog rams its nasty promiscuous shell into my ***,or vagina,or exits through a new cut thru my pinky ... my hands are leaking into everything i touch,,, not always when im in the bath,but ususally when im trying to eeat something my mother just fried in a morgellon lined frying pan i have to clean for her before she fries a nice cut of meat with fried worms and garlic. i cant eat them to make her happy, she goes between calling me insane to seeing my worms which are big enough for even her to see with her magnifying glass, and i show her how they stick to everything, and they are in my slippers she insists on me rewearring after i have washed my peeling soon to be nailless feet and handss, i dont want to lose my fingernails, i cant even use them anymore to open a product that you need to grab a small tab with your taken for granted till they're flacid fingernails. i stopped scratching anyting when i got one oor 1000 in my fingernail months ago and i couldn't extract it, and i guessed it was their way of entry to infect you through any opportunistic opening.
now i have to return to the dermatologist, after getting a nebula, nebish,four seassons nevis,not a 5 star resort but a new black precancerous didn't know it was there behind my knee where its hard to bandage, and keep dry or covered, to remove some more of my sad flesh and get stiches.
i would prefer to shellack or put crazy gglue to my skin to keep my appendages attached.
so they seem to go from my ears back into my argan oilled gorgeous conditioned once so easy to keep and manage head of rapidly thinning hair,, i cant look at hair or lint in the same way anymore, i have to flush anything resembling my hair, and how this stuff seems to fall off and just disappear into your skin, table cloths,underwear,rubber gloves,plastic bags,containers,hair-gels,neem oiiils,i don't want to buy anything now that dosnt come into a foam application or spray bottle, baking soda box,even opening a bottle to create a concoction to clean will have an infection soon and if i forget and mindlessly wash my face or hair and feel that sudden nasty feeling of something other than soap tingling and moving, i scream again, i sound like im being murdered,off and on all day long.

im beyond squeamish when it comes to creepy crawling ugly insects mammals or reptiles in anywhere other than the nature channel on television to begin with, having to eat,inhale,,excrete,wipe them off of my body is my vision of hell on earth.and im not qualified to effectively remove them, i just seem to wash the hartiest survivors to excel and thrive for their future survival in my domiciles.all covered in neglected or hidden to be cleaned hiding places.

now after blowing another 100dollars on new protocols,like, coconut oil pills, i had one day ,to swallow pure health bliss, i opened the bottle to find new brown spotted white pills that were hard to the touch and not pure white anymore, ive found the test to see or feel them is if a product like shampoo or even a can of soda suddenly feels like it has an erection, i mean it feels bloated rock solid hard, it may have been infested.

i have so much biofilm in my environment, i feel like i can open a mold laboratory for future ressearch, as im losing this battle with out any support, my mother is in denial and now is ill herself, refusing to face the truth in her defense of her clean apaartment. she hasnt had the cleaning woman come as she is ashamed of my growing piile of protocols spreading in my nightstand, and too proud to let her non english speaking maid pass judgment.

[Fables429]

I am sorry you are going through a tough time, but I believe there is hope. (Just not totally sure on what that is yet).

First it sounds like you need to get your immune system up in high gear, and fast.

You need to do a few things. (None of this is a cure, but should help).

-Tests for Co-infections
-Natural supplements/herbs
-Diet (Really Important for your Immune System)
-pH level
-Light Exercise
-Stay away from toxins (such as some Dental work/fillings)
-Cleanses
-Stress Levels and overall attitude
-Consider Moving

You might have secondary infections going on, at least it seems that way with the severity of your symptoms. You should get the usual tests for parasites/Fungal/Bacterial/Virus/Lyme.... everything. Also maybe even Heavy Metals and cancer tests.

Make sure your diet is free of processed foods, sugars, alchohol, caffeine, no smoking almost all drugs, steroids, immune suppressants (anti-inflammatory- such as benadryl) and NO genetically modified foods.

Make sure your environment is free of chemicals too, get "green friendly" cleaning products for your environment such as Borax, Bio Kleen... ect...

You probably need to do a few body cleanses to get rid of your toxins, such as Colon cleanse with Bentonite Clay and Psyillium Husk, and Liver Cleanse.

Make sure to check your pH levels with cheap pH strips. If you are below 6 you are way to low, try to get a little over 7 and see how things go. (Baking soda and lemons/limes help with this)

Make sure you have no dental work, jewelry, or other instruments that might be inside your body, they can easily harbor the biofilm.

Consider Moving to a colder, cleaner environment. Maybe near the ocean. Also try to get rid of as much fabric/cloths as you can. Or unwanted things... do not be a Hoarder (Morgellons loves Hoarders of random things... ie useless ****)

Seeing a Naturopath could be beneficial.

-You need to get your Mood up, relieve stress... you sound very stressed out which is normal for this type of thing, but it feeds the evil M thingys.

-So swim in the ocean... listen to your favorite music, drink lots of clean water, and try to relax......

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These should help a lot, but they are not "Cures" There are some treatments I have heard of helping maybe even capable of a "CURE", but I have not tried them my self. Though I am strongly considering it.

Such as:

Scabs horse med/ Ivermectin protocol
Gordon Stamps F-6 to F-8 Enzyme mixture
Monofoil for external environment

-I have not tried any of those 3, but they sound the most promising, but I need to look into them further. (not the cheapest either, but still a lot cheaper than Doctors and tests).

[SharkE13]

Hey magilla, okay- I am totally not happy that you are going through this but I want to thank you for posting because I am pretty much going through same with the worms. I seriously was beginning to think as everyone else I know does, that I'm freaking insane. I, too, have those worms everywhere! I see them in my food and quickly lose my appetite- I'm soooooo hungry. They are in my shower, all my products. The little &$#s even got into my nail polish but that was a wasted effort, too, seeing as how my fingernails and fingertips are disgusting, thick, yellow, andif peeling . I've been reading on here and it seems as if everyone trips if a newbie suggests something but I'm gonna go out on a limb because I feel your pain sister. And the product was mentioned above. I've been using bentonite clay; I bathe in it, drink it, pack it on my face, head/hair, arms, legs, everything. I always have some hydrating and some on order so I don't run out. And it's way cheap. My last order got screwed up so I've been out for almost a week and it gets worse every day. I understand that all may respond in different ways but we have pretty much the same symptoms and like I said, it's cheap so if you do try it and it doesn't do it for you, you' re not much worse for the wear. Please take care and get better. I'm going to work on some of the suggestions that were posted for you since I'm kinda in the same boat. And thank you, thank you, thank you! I may be crazy but I'm not insane - yet...

Oh- this is a bit funny- my mom took me to lunch before she took me to the psych center that the ER doc had recommended. I ordered a salad but the worms got into it and there was just no way that I could eat it. I told her that and in that moment in her mind, she labeled me delusional and it stands. I probably didn't help matters by taking out my napkin and trying to get worm impressions so she would believe me...

[nicoledmc]

After much experimenting over the past year...

MSM tablets. Anything high in sulfur helps.

HCL tablets -- will break up fungus in intestines. (You will actually see the white strings and chunks in the toilet after you crap.

Cellfood helps with energy and mental clarity. Ditto for liquid iodine.

Good quality B-Complex (absolutely necessary for health even if you don't have Morg.)

At least 5000mg vitamin C per day.

At least 5000 Vitamin D3

Coconut oil; several heaping teaspoons throughout the day.
Magnesium at night. You will sleep like a baby.

Don't buy vitamins at big box or chain stores; usually these have more filler and less of the actual supplement. Amazon offers the best prices; selection and the benefit of customer reviews.

Capsules are better than tablets; less filler; more easily absorbed.

Thieves oil (look it up). It's much cheaper to make by buying individual ingredients. Plus you can disinfect your house with it.

Also -- borax and H202 in distilled water. Check out earth clinic website for details.

My worst area was ears, nose, eyes, throat and scalp.

The best solution in that area: Raw honey and apple cider vinegar.

The first time I rinsed my hair with this; chunks of stuff came out and my ming immediately felt clearer.

You can also make an eyedrop solution that beats all others hands down. I swear I spent $200 on eyedrops alone last year before I tried this. You can google the recipe. You also spray the mixture in your ears and nose. It might sting a little but it will loosen all the worms and debris.

Borax baths help a lot.

I noticed early on when I cooked the black specks would always come out of my hands. Finally I deduced it was the sulfur in the onions, garlic (which I usually put in everything. Wear disposable gloves. I used to love keeping bowls of apples or other fruit in my kitchen; now everything goes in the fridge.

Glycerine rubbed all over skin especially after the bath helps a lot.

Here's one that may seem outlandish but really worked. There's an electrical component to this monster. I found that sleeping under a "space blanket" at night seems to cut down on the reproduction. Read up on dirty electricity and ELF.

Most important: No, you are not crazy. Yes, this is a waking nightmare. And it's a war and you have to keep fighting it like a war.

[tcmgpt13]

I have found some interesting vitamins in a couple of the discount clubs. Target also seems to stock this brand with a larger selection than the clubs, though it is more expensive there. The products are gluten, dairy and soy free and use only natural colors. They are chewable gummies that do not taste that bad though they are not sugar free except for a couple of their products, Vitafusion Fiber Gummies and the Vitafusion Daily Vision which contain mannitol. Therefore most of these vitamin products may not be a good choice if diabetic or totally avoiding all sugar. The amount of sugar contained per serving is not that large, about 3 grams. These vitamins are made by the company Northwest Natural Products and the adult versions are the Vitafusion line. I have trouble with a lot of the pill forms of vitamins and find these easy to take and easy to digest. Even some of the vitamins found in health food stores contain a lot of fillers. The company website and information about where to buy them (not sold directly to consumers):

nnpvitamins.com/

[Baraka Obam]

Originally Posted by SharkE13

Hey magilla, okay- I am totally not happy that you are going through this but I want to thank you for posting because I am pretty much going through same with the worms. I seriously was beginning to think as everyone else I know does, that I'm freaking insane. I, too, have those worms everywhere! I see them in my food and quickly lose my appetite- I'm soooooo hungry. They are in my shower, all my products. The little &$#s even got into my nail polish but that was a wasted effort, too, seeing as how my fingernails and fingertips are disgusting, thick, yellow, andif peeling . I've been reading on here and it seems as if everyone trips if a newbie suggests something but I'm gonna go out on a limb because I feel your pain sister. And the product was mentioned above. I've been using bentonite clay; I bathe in it, drink it, pack it on my face, head/hair, arms, legs, everything. I always have some hydrating and some on order so I don't run out. And it's way cheap. My last order got screwed up so I've been out for almost a week and it gets worse every day. I understand that all may respond in different ways but we have pretty much the same symptoms and like I said, it's cheap so if you do try it and it doesn't do it for you, you' re not much worse for the wear. Please take care and get better. I'm going to work on some of the suggestions that were posted for you since I'm kinda in the same boat. And thank you, thank you, thank you! I may be crazy but I'm not insane - yet...

Oh- this is a bit funny- my mom took me to lunch before she took me to the psych center that the ER doc had recommended. I ordered a salad but the worms got into it and there was just no way that I could eat it. I told her that and in that moment in her mind, she labeled me delusional and it stands. I probably didn't help matters by taking out my napkin and trying to get worm impressions so she would believe me...

You know we have a BUG EXPERT on MDR, she can many times identify these bugs galore.

It does seem that nobody can get a picture of these pesky bugs and nobody can come up with the exact same bug as the culprit.

I wonder whats happening to focus, if people are going to KEEP PRESENTING bug stories and will not even come up with a picture well what does that say.

Doctors can not see them IN THE SKIN, Doctors are not finding bugs embedded in the people, the best these people are getting is meds for invisible bugs BECAUSE the doctors are taking a shot in the dark that its scabies.

Scabies Scabies Scabies, Mites Mites Mites, why these bugs, because they can not be seen, does the itching stop, NO, why because this is a biological issue.

It is true I can not present the malady and neither can anyone else but it is there hidden away like so many forms of hepatitis used to be, like H-PYLORI used to be hidden away.

The wives tale for ulcers was drink milk to sooth the stomach, funny that produces acid in the stomach, the next wives tale was the cause of ulcers was STRESS, then the third wives tale still in use and abused by doctors because most are idiots (your stomach is making too much acid) so they give you drugs to cut acid production and then the real fun starts, undigested rotting food in the colon, malabsorbtion when all they had to do was a simple H-PYLORI test and take the antibiotic cocktail for 14 DAYS. to get rid of it.

Funny most doctors use the 10 day protocol as the do not keep up on treatment status, you see they do not need to read any more.

The difference in the treatments, one cures about 50% the other 85% oh well, who cares.

I just want to know, what does a salad with worms in it have to do with people with parasites, most of the worms you eat are digested, and believe me if you eat vegetables and fruit and do not wash them until the cows come home your eating larva and worms.

Not every type of worm is a parasite, they would die in the stomach

Whats worse the disease or the cure.


All this talk about bugs, parasites is cementing that we are in fact a bit over the edge, we itch, so, HOW MANY DISEASE'S MAKE US ITCH, HOW MANY?

One other thing, WHY does your mother have to believe in something that she CAN NOT SEE, why is it that you can see them but her eyes fail her.

If you are wanting to show the world that there are bugs on eart pick bigger bugs, if you want to show them that bugs are COMING OUT OF YOUR FLESH GET A HAND HELD MICROSCOPE.

If you want to PROVE parasites are coming out of you, in your waste get some slides and a regular microscope.

Then read up on all the different parasites, educate yourself to what they look like, find the correct dye to illuminate them as some can not be seen without the dye, and go for it.

I feel that the generic siting of WORMS in salad is just another mess to clear up, a mess pointing to the fact that we are Delusional, or DOP, even though I know the doctors are being guided to dismiss this disease by someone, I also know we have given them the ammunition to do just that.

Itching does not mean bugs or parasites in all situations, not every bug and not every parasite make people itch, actually for the most part it was always short term mosquito's, long term, mites or scabies AND THEY WERE EASILY CURED BY DRUGS, RIGHT NOW.

There are also many many disease that make a person itch, when I caught this, the stuff ripped through me like a lightning bolt, it did not even stop to say hello, parasite destruction usually takes a bit of time before it does its dirty work.

Oh well, opinion is a very powerful item, if this bug opinion is continually pushed as the vector you will see very little change in the help we receive and the powers that be thinking, you have tied their hands, the DOCTORS TELL THEM YOUR DOP so, they will not listen to you and they will not listen to me either, if I have the disease, I must be DOP also.

If you can prove you have a parasite, show the proof, REAL PROOF, if you have a parasite, kill it with anti parasitics.

I have had this 40 years, 40 years, 40 40 40 40 years, now I have itched until I wanted to did my skin away, I still itch now and again, daily I have used a microscope for the last seven years, I DID FIND ONE LIVING PARASITE, then that could have been cause by eating some that week, but I have never seen another parasite ever
EVER.

I took IVERMECTIN and called it a day, that changed nothing.

I unlike all the others here can show the one and only parasite that was inside my body as I actually took a video of it. Yes I did, that is what I took, I did not find it too much to ask to spend 7 years looking through a microscope to see what was doing me in.

I took 7 years to present what I have shown y'all here but I would not take one minute to say I know it all, its a bug killing me I found it, I am watching it wiggle because it is eating me, not even after I found one ALIVE and moving.

This site has become no more than a BUG AND PARASITE rumor site, there is no thought anymore going into the cause of this issue, YOU ARE NOW PRIVY TO JUST EXACTLY HOW A WIVES TALE IS BORN AND ALSO HOW A SEGMENT OF A POPULATION THAT IS ILL CAN BE DISMISSED AS BEING CRAZY

CAN THIS BE SAID WITHOUT CRYING FOR THE FUTURE PEOPLE THAT WILL BE PLAGUED,.......................................... ......... KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!!

[maggillamorgellan]

specks coming out of my fingers and hands in rubber gloves - YouTube
can you open this what do you see

[jcndc]

Originally Posted by nicoledmc

After much experimenting over the past year...

MSM tablets. Anything high in sulfur helps.

HCL tablets -- will break up fungus in intestines. (You will actually see the white strings and chunks in the toilet after you crap.

Cellfood helps with energy and mental clarity. Ditto for liquid iodine.

Good quality B-Complex (absolutely necessary for health even if you don't have Morg.)

At least 5000mg vitamin C per day.

At least 5000 Vitamin D3

Coconut oil; several heaping teaspoons throughout the day.
Magnesium at night. You will sleep like a baby.

Don't buy vitamins at big box or chain stores; usually these have more filler and less of the actual supplement. Amazon offers the best prices; selection and the benefit of customer reviews.

Capsules are better than tablets; less filler; more easily absorbed.

Thieves oil (look it up). It's much cheaper to make by buying individual ingredients. Plus you can disinfect your house with it.

Also -- borax and H202 in distilled water. Check out earth clinic website for details.

My worst area was ears, nose, eyes, throat and scalp.

The best solution in that area: Raw honey and apple cider vinegar.

The first time I rinsed my hair with this; chunks of stuff came out and my ming immediately felt clearer.

You can also make an eyedrop solution that beats all others hands down. I swear I spent $200 on eyedrops alone last year before I tried this. You can google the recipe. You also spray the mixture in your ears and nose. It might sting a little but it will loosen all the worms and debris.

Borax baths help a lot.

I noticed early on when I cooked the black specks would always come out of my hands. Finally I deduced it was the sulfur in the onions, garlic (which I usually put in everything. Wear disposable gloves. I used to love keeping bowls of apples or other fruit in my kitchen; now everything goes in the fridge.

Glycerine rubbed all over skin especially after the bath helps a lot.

Here's one that may seem outlandish but really worked. There's an electrical component to this monster. I found that sleeping under a "space blanket" at night seems to cut down on the reproduction. Read up on dirty electricity and ELF.

Most important: No, you are not crazy. Yes, this is a waking nightmare. And it's a war and you have to keep fighting it like a war.

THANK YOU FOR THIS!

[annesco]

JCN,

First of all, welcome. There is a lot of support on this forum, and hopefully, answers to many of your questions.

Secondly, I noticed from your post on the Poll thread that you listed many symptoms that are specific to Lyme disease, including the outbursts, paranoia, joint pain, etc. etc. Have you been officially diagnosed with Lyme? Are you being treated for it?

Reason I ask is that I just visited this link yesterday and found it very informative and interesting.

WildCondor's Lyme Disease Story

I am currently self-treating with long-term antibiotics in order to address the lyme aspects of this syndrome, along with other avenues. I have seen considerable progress and reduction in symptoms.

I believe that this is a multi-layered issue, and each must be addressed.

Diet is really super important, I would cut the caffeine/coffee way back, as you know it would exacerbate the mood swings and paranoia, and also the stress. I drink only green tea, water with lemon or lime juice, mineral waters and herbal teas now.

Also, if you can quit smoking, it would only help.

Good luck; don't lose hope. It does get better.

Originally Posted by jcndc

THANK YOU FOR THIS!