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[crashcourse]

Hello all. I am new here.

Well I would like to be cheerful but this really is getting me down.

I have had morgellons symptoms for 3 1/2 years. FIrst I was treated with anti cancer drugs, then light treatments and heavy duty steroids. Then my doctors told me it is my fault. I have some hysterical need to keep recreating the sores. So the itching burning irritating feelings are in my mind?

I am a practicing attorney who is perfectly sane. I also have had sores everywhere but my face and head, and the palms of my hands and bottoms of my feet. I have dozens at any one time. Anyone on this board knows what they feel like. No onein my life wants me to describe that to them.
Sometimes the skin coverings which form over them seem positively like fabric.

I used to do the red wine rinse but stopped when nothing seemed to change. I came across a reference to it a couple of days ago and so I did it again. I have a theory that the fibres are in my saliva, which is why the fbres keep on coming out of my mouth as long as I rinse. I did a little test this morning and bingo. I added red wine to saliva outside my mouth and there they were. Clumps and clumps of fibres. They probably also are in my gums. Maybe if I take a bath in red wine... They are everywhere. Just knowing that feels so warm and fuzzy doesn' it?

Is anyone else here completely covered with little scars by now? It worries me as the skin does have a role to play in our health. I think that is why I get so itchy. My body needs to breathe.

I hope that ws not too intimate for a first post. I am glad to be here.



crashcourse

[Kritters]

Hiya Crash! Welcome and glad to have you here! I saw what you wrote on the demographic thread and I think there are prolly many people in Canada with this. Maybe not so many in Mexico since they eat a lot of hot peppers (seriously)

I am going to post something hopefully shortly I found info on in my 'candida' thread. My personal theory is that Candida Albicans is involved in a major way SOMEHOW. I do know that candida is in our saliva, in our sinuses and depending on a few factors is in our systems pathogenically.

We'll figure this out!

Kritts p.s....good that you're an attorney. It might come in handy.

[fracty]

CrashCourse,

I'm so glad you are here also!!! And thanks for sharing all the info. We have to be "intimate" here I guess, because what is happening to us is "shore" not something we can tell the average person we meet each day, right?!?!

About the skin, my skin is geting a "bit" better. Some things have seemed to reverse. But maybe it depends on what type of scar it is. Weirdly I had all types of strange things on my skin - even brown blotchy spots, and of course the white chunks of stuff you can see just under the skin.

I know what you mean about the "fake" skin. One thing that helps is any type of skin resurfacing. I used those fruit acid kits, I use lots of scrubs. You can even make your own organic scrubs. I also used lots of tea tree - but mainly I kept scraping, scraping, scraping - trying not to let the fake stuff set in too much.

Anyway, THANKS so much for being here w us!!! And yes, I think you should do the lawsuits against the doctors who have lost lives for practicing out of their area of medicine and not even properly examining ppl because they say we are crazy. Some days i really feel that they should face retribution. Other days, I think of Nelson Mandela and think the best thing is to be gracious (despite their viciousness) when the truth finally comes out.

[Dzana]

aloe vera juice cranberry taste on its own or with few drops of GSE in it pulls lots of fibers and is good to drink also cools down burning sensation - if u gargle with it u will remove tons of mucus and fibers from the throat -- I have stopped coughing after one day of gargling with it -- very good stuff -- green type of aloe vera juice did not remove any fibers - dunno why

dzana XX

[zara cybele]

Just dropped in to say hi and glad you shared your story with us. Welcome.

[crashcourse]

Sorry it took me so long to check back. My work load has been ridiculous given my health (sleep anyone?) so I have not been around for awhile.

About candida, I have started a gluten free diet, 2 weeks, and body is definately less bloated but the fibracritters seem to love me all the same.

I also am switching mostly to lactose free dairy. Pleassseeee don't tell me to give up dairy. Or do, if it works.

Brown blotches? Yes I have some lately in the more, er, lesionactive areas. It seems to scrub off while nothing else related to this crap does.

Wth is GSE? I would love to try it.

Ciao and best wishes to all.

crashcourse

[fracty]

Hi again CrashCourse,

Welcome back!!

I drink dairy but mainly only cultured things like real kefir. I was thinking of trying raw milk too. Back in the day... Mayo Clinic used to use raw milk as a healing therapy. You can buy it in California, but not everywhere. Goats milks, raw, is also supposed to be very good. But it really depends on how the goat is raised whether or not it has an icky, goaty taste, lol.

My brown spots used to rub off too. The GSE made them come off even more.

GSE is grapefruit seed extract.

Well, good to hear from you again.