Hi there, I am new. Mostly new "freckles" and black specks in sking, some sand too

[jee]

My symptoms started two months ago when I moved to a new apartament and felt crawlings at night. Felt some bites too but not many. First of all 3 months ago I think I used a bed sheet that was tinted with morgellons. I remember getting it out of a closed and opening it a bit to give to my son, he said, urgh look at this! I with ingenuity said, well this is only lint! And put the bed sheet to wash. When I moved I remember using the "clean bedsheet" and there was a mild bite sensation with it. I stopped using and washed again. After that sitting in my desk an insect, ant bit my toe, and the crawling began, mostly eyes, ear and nose.

I thought was something invisible until I looked closely to my bed sheets and saw all these black specks. Horrible! I thought I had bird mites called the exterminator. Nothing much helped but somewhat it diminished. One night I got an odd painful bite on my little toe, and when I lifted the sheets this gooey odd stuff with hairs , with an Y inside and the color of my lavender sheets was right by it.No way that thing came from me... I cannot stomach that yet... plus it was too big to be there and there were no sores of any kind but I noticed that somehow I was had more freckles than before.. Next night I woke up with a pink eye, and used some antibiotic for eye on it and got better but I had the sensation that something was inside my eyes, ears and nose. The eyes got better.

Years ago I was diagnosed with Arthritis and possible mild lupus... and I usually feel tired, now even more plus I had a frozen shoulder and a pain in my right side as if I had a bowling ball inside of me, felt really sick.. So I went to a new doctor as I just start working at home full time with insurance (that up to now is investigating pre existing conditions, damn them). I told the doctor I had bugs, he said, call the exterminator and did a blood test, I also did my anual OBGY that reccomended a sonogram and a Ultra sound. News now is that I have fibrosis, the side of a golf ball, and my blood tests come different, the ANA came negative ( YAY! first time in 5 years) but cholesterol and sugar high and the inflamation markers high.

Anyhow I collected all the black specks I was seeing in my bed and the ones that were bitting me and sent to Cornell to see what mite was that! I was baffled the day the results came, fiber pills, carbon and a link to Morgellons Research.
I could not belive it. No way. But read a thread that said Eucaliptus oil, I drenched my bed on it and they seemed to diminish. The next time the exterminator came, it was quite funny, not many black specks around. Though I see them EVERYWHERE.
So I took a bath with Epson salts + Sea salt and noticed little black lace like tiny things floating in the water. I cried and locked myself in the house waiting for the worse. I also noticed that the silver ring I always wear was oddly black in color...

I slept with peppermint oil on my ears, that was not clever as it burned my ears but I got to sleep...

Anyhow, I mentholated my room, use eucaliptus spray and peppermint spray in everything, was my clothes and myself with Dr. Boomers Peppermint oil.

Last night got tea tree oil all over me, and these tiny bit black dots came out of it specially on my feet and hands. What are they? eggs? After the tea tree oil the crawling began again... eyes , ears and nose. I had the menthol going at night so I could sleep.

As I said, I have freckles but not sores, see some fiber in clothes but in me mostly black specks and some tiny curled fibers when bathing.
I am afraid of bathing now, as re-infecting myself. Have been taking showers.
I gave my doctor the results from cornell with the link, he found amusing and funny. Maybe now he thinks I am nuts.

( I think sometimes that I am because, at night I can "hear" these things, seems in my pillow but I actually think is in my ear, w=how else I can hear them?)

Basically I am drinking DE, twice a day, Omega 1 capsule 3 twice a day, peppermint and eucaliptise my bed sheets every night, every cloth I wear. I shower with Dr. Broomers peppermint soap, wash my clothes in it too. Now I am thinking of using also tea tree oil on skin. Vaseline also has somewhat the same effect. What to do with the nose crawling?
I feel joint pain and cramps.

What are the usual phases?
What are the carbon black specks? Where is the MAIN thing so I can grab it and pull it apart if I can!

[Jo]

Welcome Jee!!

Sorry to hear that your going through it. Great to hear you getting those essential oils in your routine.

I'd recommend you use warm saline water to flush your sinuses. Some folks use a nettie pot for this, a dropper works too. Also try this with 3% hydrogen peroxide and water in ears.

Then buy a new pillow and pillow protector. They are probably in your pillow too.

Salt is a good friend and you can mix it in shampoo and shower gel. Grapefruit seed extract is also a winner.

Morgellons UK - Awareness Campaign 2009 - Morgellons Disease - Support: Skin Cleansing

Do you get any white particles coming out of your skin?

We're not sure what the black specs are, but with detoxing you should find a big decrease.

Jo

[jee]

I have a big order of essential oils coming my way
I wonder why the tea tree oil last night makes the crawling back, also it was cold... late on after a while I could not handle it was 4 am already and I needed to be up at 8 am, soI turned the heater on with menthol crystals in a bowl.... I guesss it worked.

I think is in all my pillows, your are right... I hear them... I know it sounds crazy but I do. Plic, plack... is horrible. got a new mattress, have a protector on it. Still by bed is close to the floor and it gives me the creeps. So I am ordering a higher one... Tell me about spending money... I threw mostly all my bed sheets away...

Now I have been thinking that, when I buy new ones, maybe they should not be cotton, but then what? Polyester? Argh, arent they made of some kind of poly fiber?

Wanna hear something REALLY Nuts? I looked at some morgellons sites and saw pictures of white thread, that somehow moves when you wave a finger around them. I went to TJMax o get a lens to see the black fibers and while looking for a coat, I saw a rised odd looking thread, a big one,in this black coat and waved at it, and it totally followed and moved, it scared me but then I am just now too sensitive to it.

They are moved by static though I am sure of it.

There is a bath waiting for me. I also heard about the honey, makula? I want to try that and MMS.
What are those new freckles? Is not even sunny! Are they going to turn into sores?
I do not really itch though... and yesterday I saw these marks on my buttocks, as if I had scratched it... and at the end a freckle.. and I am sure I did not scratch it.

When I looked my nails in the magnified glass I saw black specks, that is why I started to tea tree it... and they came out... is there anything else deeper?

Why my blood sugar is high? And my ANA came back negative!

Thanks a million!

[lamb]

Jee.... welcome. Sorry you are here! Get rid of the bedding and try organic cotton sheets, they have a new one made of bamboo which is supposed to resist insects. Work on your immune system and start cleaning with enzymes,
biokleen, tweetmint from Safe Solutions (expensive) Kleen Green, Nature's Miracle from Petco. Run dehumidifiers if you can. If you have pets, treat them..Dino vite for dogs, I read that some folks put small drops of cell food in their pet water. Try sulfur soap, all over, let it sit on your skin for three to four minutes before rinsing. Throw out your vacuum cleaner bags in a sealed baggie when you clean.
Try not to flip out in front of your kids.
My quickie synopsis!
Good luck.

[Kritters]

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I think is in all my pillows, your are right... I hear them... I know it sounds crazy but I do. Plic, plack... is horrible.


[quote]

WELCOME JEE...

Pillow Talk!!! Doris Day movie. The cotton is no longer 'cotton' it's franken cotton. They also have pilow covers now with silver infused. I bought some of those. My pillows probably talk to me also, but I'm 30% deaf in both ears, so I don't hear them. Good news is I sleep soundly

Kritts

[jee]

[Do you get any white particles coming out of your skin?

Jo[/quote]

NOW I AM 100% convinced this stuff IS inside me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am horrified!!!

Got the awful smelling tea tree oil. Passed on the surface of my skin. Close where the "freckles" are. the sking did not itch or anything ( because of tea tree I guess!!!) but it was moving, raising up and down, it even formed a white raised sking patch.... up and down. It scared me so much!
Then passed on a scar I have from a dog bite, a tiny, little white looking "worm" went out to breathe there, super tiny........ I even got a magnifier glass to look at it.

I do not know what to say or think. So the freckles are their outside window! It is alive! This is the grossest thing I ever seen!

[Kritters]

Hi Jee,

Here's a good spot for me to tell y'all something. About a month or so ago, I saw a new age spot/sun spot form on my hands. A first. It looked almost like a pinkish mole forming. Mole/sunspot...neither exactly it. So I started putting things on it. Wish I could say which one did the trick, but it actually stopped in its tracks, and I peeled it off a few weeks ago. I just looked and there is still a teensy tiny (almost unnoticeable lesion) but that's going away also, I think. I used tea tree oil and neem oil and coconut oil. Coconut oil and tea tree the most and I'll continue until it's gone.

Kritts

(did I just say a good "spot"???)

[jee]

They do not like tea tree at ALL! That did the trick.
But I am afraid of keep doing that, what if they open holes on my skin. Now I have what you could call angiomas, age spots not that big!

I am grossed up knowing that I will try to go to bed with them!!! And that they ARE in my eyes. And that I carry them with me everywhere!
I am not taking baths anymore!!!! Guess is better to put this awfull smelling thing all over and shower and hope for the better!
The thinguy put his head out poked around and went back! I am sort of big maybe they like fat. Oh no!

So next time I have my doctors appointment I will take it with me e show him!
Gosh everywhere I go there they are!!!

Maybe you can imagine how i feel...
No one else, that is not plagued by this thing can fully understand it.

Thanks board for existing, thank you all for being here!! Is sort of a lonely road...
Now! Shower and some CQ10 or whatever you call that!

[Kritters]

nononononononooooo.........

no taking the morgie critters to the docs, Jee. They'll call you delusional and put it on your chart for all future docs to see. Please wait until you've read more information from this site.

Don't be grossed out....they're just entities. Stressing will only make it worse. I take baths in epsom salts and/or sea salt and/or baking soda and/or eucalyptus oil.......and I know it helps get rid of any skin lesions I have. I also use DSP (devine skin protection) products by Marc Neuman. I use it as a moisturizer for my face and just love it.

See? This is why we need that sub-forum section on specific remedies for specific symptoms.

Kritts

[lamb]

Do not tell your Dr.!! Big Mistake!!
Try and find an entomologist and lie through your teeth, you found it in your kitchen, it fell off of the dog, it was in the sink..whatever. Vets are more helpful than Doc's however.