In Prayer and Petition from Texas

[dragonfly1]

Samples from tip of nose

[daisy71]

To Natalie - I tried to reply to your message, but was told that I can't send a personal message for some reason. How do I write to everyone individually? To Kritters: Where in the States are you?

To all who have replied:

Thank you so much for writing and sharing a bit. I don't know how or where to begin in telling you what I am going through...just that I am not crazy - this is not in my head, and it is very, very frightening. It's the not knowing what this is that is so difficult. It's the countless doctor's visits and blood work and stool samples and sigmoidoscopies I've endured only to be told that they can find nothing....causing me to doubt my own sanity. It's actually seeing and feeling "things" (little black specks and some white ones) in and on my skin. I have been doing some of the protocols I've read about: enzyme baths, avoiding any foods that are oily, avoiding sugars - as these things seem to worsen my symptoms. I have begun to look more into the holistic/homeopathic routes in the meantime to strengthen my immune system through nutritional darkfield microscopy (looks at the bloodcells through a very powerful microscope), herbal treatments and supplements and diet. Whatever I have is now affecting my joints and muscles, I have severe fatigue, (also attributed to the stress and fear from all of this, I'm sure) my hand-eye coordination is getting worse, I'm worried of contaminating my family, my friends, and the isolation has really taken a toll. I have lost my job because of this, my finances are dwindling, I am now moving out of my home and am forced to find a new home for my cats. I don't know if they have whatever I have, or if they can recontaminate me..and my heart breaks in this decision...but I don't know what else to do. I am so afraid. I am praying for strength and hope and light. To believe that God will heal me of this and let this be an experience of humbleness and new love for life and to reach out and love others who are suffering. I am trying so hard to stay focused and to be an advocate for myself..to keep trying until I find a doctor who is willing to work with me. I want to hold my 5-year-old nephew again and to be with my family at Christmas...Is there a light at the end of the tunnel for all of those who suffer as I do? Or is this forever? How could this be happening? What is it? What cruel mind or government or evil would inflict such a horrrible thing? Or is this nature's doing?

Please help me understand...

Grace for today,

-Daisy

[hilly]

Living with Morgellons-Treatment Suggestions

Hi Daisy, I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad.... go to the above and you will find lots of suggestions... I'll pm you the things I have found most helpful. When your budget is low it's so difficult to know what to try.... please keep on posting, we're all here for you and some of us are getting a little better. It's hard work with lots of disappointments but you'll get there. I do feel for you about the cats... you need them for company and love and if you have to re-home them I hope you find a good home so you won't have to worry about that. I have lots of animals and I don't think they have much to do with re-infecting me. Keep your chin up, we'll get out of this mess eventually. Hilly x

ps.. I'm sorry the above does'nt seem to come up... perhaps Carla can help.

[Kritters]

Hi Daisy,

I'm glad you found this place. I know you will find some comfort and treatments which will help. I live in South Jersey at the shore.

I have a question for you, if you don't mind answering.

Are your cats outdoor cats and do you let them out into the yard? If they are indoor cats or outdoor cats, are they constantly on the kitchen counters?

thanks and welcome to this place.

Kritters

[carla]

Hi Daisy,
New users can't message until they have posted a few times . Somnewthing to do with spam .
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[carla]

Hi Daisy,
New users can't message until they have posted a few times .I hate that but it has something to do with spam .
. You should be able to by now.
Heres the link that wouldn't work for our Hilly .
carla

xxx
Living with Morgellons-Treatment Suggestions

[Sadsack]

Daisy -
For whatever it's worth, there's not one of us who don't understand every word of what you are saying, haven't asked all the same questions, haven't felt the same terror and hopelessness at times.
I just can't imagine anything worse than this.
SS

[Brenda]

Daisy~
everybody is right......the things u are goin thru and the questions u are askin, the terror and the doubts of your own sanity, the isolation & the fear of infectin others.....we have ALL been there. all of us have been there, we believe everything you are sayin the first time and everytime and WE CARE! i have found that when u do convince the nonbeliever....well....they stop wantin to be around you. whether or not its because they are afraid of catchin it or whether they just don't want to be associated with all this, i don't know. i know i was kicked out of my cousin's house 2 years ago and to this day a logical reason hasn't been given. so hang in there and when you have a bad day, know that a good day is comin.

bjkth956 (brenda)