New here, Im Natalie

[Natalie]

My name is Natalie Im in USA and have been ill with four kids, all adults, for at LEAST 10 years. Right off I will tell you that I knew immediately that we had a parasite. Allergies, asthama, circles under the eyes, stomache pains, throwing up, irritable, teeth clenching at night, and the darn frequent infections of the sinus, the chest and what I beleive .. the stomache and spleen. I contacted the Board of Health immediately because there were birds living in the walls, there were holes in the main water pipe coming into the house, and we found dead birds every other day in the cellar!! Noone cared, I contacted everyone! Docs didnt carwe too much, only gave antibiotics for infection. Im sorry if I sound like a record. I have written many people about this for years and am so tired, phyisiscally and emotionally. Right to the point. The upstairs tenants also have this. My exboyfriend and his family have it. My sister and her cats also. Its spreading like wild fire here in Mass. I warned the Hospital with names and records. This is another story, people in this town are trying to shut me up. At first I thought we had a worm or amoeba, maybe we have that too, I dont know. I read alot. I study. I pray and I call people. I also had to stop drinking alcohol for a long time, it was turning into poison, even a little. My liver is full of bacteria, fungus and parasites for sure. My kids have enlarged livers and they dont know why either. I asked them to do a liver biopsy, another story. Anyway. I love you all and wont give up, even though I have been suicidal in my thoughts. I have been given a handful of **** by doctors, I used to hate them. I now let there garbage go, take whats useful and go on. Ive come up with what I thought was ingenious plans to saty comfortable!! Then I read on this site all the wonderfulideas many of you have come up with! This year is the FIRST time I realized WHAT I have! Its so good to be understood and have a name for my illness. Also, my psych. and councelor have been with me from the begining!! So I have them to back me up. Lots of things are happening, a researcher emailed me today, like most of you Im sure and wants to study fibers. Its about time. Lots of love to all. We are ok and will be ok. Peace.

[carla]

Hi Nat, Welcome to MDR. Your story sounds similar to mine.How has this effected your kids now they are grown up. I have a 3 & a 4 yr old with Morgellons .
carla xxx

[Jo]

Good on ya Nat, knew you could do it!!

Every story is precious and useful - whether to bring comfort to others or to reinforce areas of research...those birds

Great to have you here,

Jo xxx

[jonsi]

Hi Natalie,

So glad you found this place. My 9 y.o. daughter "Natalie" also has this.

After I went through the "poisons" (lysol mildew remover, ammonia etc, do not try those things because they don't help) trying to find something to get rid of this "parasite", I finally found relief in my spice cupboard. For awhile I felt like a tossed salad alternating between vinegar rinses in the shower and olive oil on my skin and hair. (I thought I could smother them out with the oil...).

What did you find to make you comfortable?

Peace and in the white light,

~jonsi

[Gator]

Hi Natalie,

Welcome to MDR. Soooooo sorry to hear you and your children are all sick with this "crud" You sound like a fighter so keep up the good work..

You will find lots of support and information here. We will be looking forward to your sharing as well.

We are a group of people searching for answers to the Morgs/Lymes problem.

Welcome,
Gator

[hilly]

Hi Natalie... poor you.. I'm so sorry you've had to join us but glad you found the site.. As others have said, you will find lots of comfort, support and help here. Just battle on, we'll get there Milly x

[Kritters]

Welcome Natalie!

I was just telling someone (the only person I can comfortably discuss this disease with) how wonderful it was that I found this forum. Otherwise, I think I have no idea where I'd be right now. I can't even imagine how you have gone through this for 10 years. What a strong person you must be.

I think your prayers have been answered beforehand when the internet made its mark.

What I think is very interesting is that people like yourself who have been going through this for so long and are still functioning. I wonder what the implications are of that. That perhaps the critter(s) are enjoying a symbionic relationship with the hosts (us), taking just what it needs to survive and not kill the hosts.

Are you a healthy person otherwise? Are you like so many here who are health-conscious individuals? This may be a God-send.

xoxo
Kritters

[Franky]

Hi Natalie,

Sorry you are forced to join our little club here. But I am glad you found us. You will find the best info and people for support here, until a cure or a solid explanation is found. Dont be afraid to ask or share anything you like. God Bless

MDR Staff
Admin Franky

[Natalie]

Thankyou everyone. Im pleased as pie ( no sugar either) LOL! I feel comfortable and enlivened now. Trully. You guys gave me back some hope for our future

Say hi to little Natalie for me. Tell her she isnt alone. Maybe I can borrow a camera to take a pic. She blonde too?

Franky, critters, milly, gator, jo and carla.. this place rocks!!