What a year,What a Life!!

[hilly]

Pat, you're amazing.... what lucky chickens... I've got some auracanas too, marans, welsummers and leghorns. the Mabel Pearson are the best, very laid back and lay deep deep brown eggs, but you have to go to the Cotswolds to get them. Mine don't get such good food I'm afraid, but seem pretty happy at the moment. Hope you're doing OK. Hilly x BTW one day I'll tell you about Molly a battery chicken who fell off the back of a lorry, but I won't bore everyone else with that now, they've heard it before ! lol

[hilly]

Where ???? LC

[hilly]

Thanks LC that's great xxxxx

[hilly]

I cleaned up 30 lol... x

[pat]

Yes s I cleaned up 30 too,stuck them in the bath and showered them then they had a blow dry.
Have been down in one of the huts cos there was strange fibres in there washing it with salt.I question my sanity i really do when some of the stuff looks like usual spiders web with bits of straw in it.Its a case of is it/isn't it.
Thanks very much LC for the link will certainly have a look at that.
Went to the doc-cringing with embarrassment and on the defensive,but she was very nice and said she didn't think i was delusional at all.But she had never heard of Morgellans,she quickly looked a t the official site and i asked her to look at it in depth when she had time,she said she found the scenario very interesting.Well thats one way of putting it.She told me to make some enquiries with the 2 docs in uk working on Lyme disease and she could send me to an infectious disease consultant if I want that.
I spoke with a professor at Leeds University this morning--he studies bugs.He had never heard of Morgellans either,but he told me to send him the bugs and he would have a look and identify them hopefully.I reckon he will never have seen this sort of bug before.
Does anyone out there know if ivermectin is any good to take and what dosage is it.
Hilly i believe i've read the story somewhere about molly falling off a truck.A pity that they all don't jump ship poor creatures.

[hilly]

Pat did you g et my pm ?? my laptop broke today, so in a bit of a muddle. H x

[pat]

Yes Hilly got your pm did u get my reply?Sent u my email address.
Well LC dont want probs with the liver on top of everything else.

[pat]

Well thats that then.Big argument with sue today after i'd noticed something very strange in chicks hut.Saw it last night resembled brown sealant stretched between where the panels slat together.Chicks were hidden at back of hut.It was soft,pliable, anyway I chucked loads of salt on it.It hadn't moved this am but put more salt on anyway.Also there are strange 'hairs' on hut roof which weren't there before,but according to her they are hairs from a paint brush (er when did i paint the hut?)and the sealant stuff is just that.Only we haven't put any sealant in there.So I lost it completely am sick of being treated like some poor thing losing her mind.She read that report yesterday from the docs in usa on their findings but still sits on fence,not convinced.She may as well call me a liar or nuts.I told Jim to run her home I was so cross.And she can stay there.Its easier on my own I reckon.At the moment she's has useful as a chocolate fireguard, trying to make me doubt what I'm seeing when its hard enough to convince yourself what you are seeing.If it wasn't for you people having the same stuff I swear i'd jump in the fishpond.House,bed, washing full of turquoise fluff and I have nothing in the house TURQUOISE.And I never will have because am sick of looking at that B***** colour. look even the smiley is B***** Turquoise!!!AAAAAAGH
There was some questions I wanted to ask but they have gone right out of my head.Will go away and come back when have remembered.

[tcmgpt13]

Pat, it is totally out of one of those awful science fiction movies, only you get to be the star of the wretched production. Still you certainly are also the director who can fire the extras at will and have. What do they say, illness or any other horrible thing that happens in life will separate out your friends from those who are not. Maybe Sue will see in time you are extremely ill and be more accepting of your condition. It is hard enough to landed squarely with the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, but to put up with rejection and doubt too? Well, it is enough to make one wish to jump in the fish pond, except in my own case I would fear the consequences of that act, having caught this blasted (I think the B swear word in British English you are using is not the B word most commonly used in America, but whose counting, just substitute the blasted word which is acceptable in both versions of English) stuff from eating fish, which makes me fear anything fish connected. Especially fish ponds.

Yes, this place is a sanity keeper. Thank goodness for that and for friends and family who do care and understand. Sorry about everything you are suffering. It is a gift you have been able to laugh through your tears. You truly have made me feel better with some of the laughter you have shared in the midst of so much of your pain.

Here's to a better day tomorrow.

best,

tcm

[pat]

Well tcm thats the fishpond out then!!To be honest the fish are looking a bit pale round the gills.Maybe they have it.From your point of view thats probably divine retribution.
Yes I was using a different B word to you and believe me I could use a few more good old Anglo Saxon words about this but I manage to rein myself in.
I dont believe Dean Koontz or Shaun Hutson could write a novel as good as this that we are living.Anyway the good thing is if its kicking off in the UK as it seems to be all these immigrants we have been saddled with will be heading off home quick sticks.Thats a pleasant thought ya see- there is always a positive side to everything. What say you Hilly
Maybe Sue will get a bite on her bum from one of these yet.That will be interesting -she's paranoid about her hair and nits.Not that she's got them but she's terrified of the thought of them..Well i reckon they seem like your best friends compared to the horrors that are infecting us.
I was looking at the fields today (the two we have left in this Country)and thinking what a terrible thing man has done to the world with his so called knowledge.And I have always felt I was born out of time I would have been happy to live in the 1800's when everything was rural.I wouldn't miss the car or washing machine in fact it would be like a lottery win NOT TO SEE THE WASHING MACHINE EVER AGAIN!!Sick of washing everything.No we could have washed the clothes in the fish pond back then- the fish wouldn't be affected.We could have all been cowboys on horse back or stagecoach.Much better than this frantic horrible lifestyle that we have now.
Just had a thought I remembered it is my selfish daughters 21st birthday today(I disowned her a few years back) and if this is really going to kick off she'll be saying 'But why is this happening in MY lifetime'. she said around the time of 9/11 when I said I thought this would be the start of the endShe was livid and said'but its not fair I'm just starting out in life I mean you've had YOUR LIFE'.so there you have it -written off at 49! She won't be very happy with this lot.Keep smiling!