New Person on Board Hi, all of you - - -
I am finding it really hard to navigate this site. Confusing. Not clear. So glad also that a new web-hosting situation is soon to happen. (It takes like 5 minutes just to go backward or forward). I got a letter from the sponsors saying "try the introduction forum" and yet, I cannot find where this supposed "introduction forum" is! But I am here, anyway, to support you all and myself, too, maybe...
I do not even know if I have Morgellans. But have been through hell, like you all. My father, a retired physician, is mainstream and old school and last year, accused me of having "imaginary bugs". My mother, a former nurse, also tends to side with him, saying "ha, ha ha!"
I started out thinking I had gnats (biting sand flies). This was something I lived with for seven years in NJ near the beach. Every Fall, it would go away. Relief!!! for the winter months. Then, again it started with spring in April. Horrible, horrible, horrible! It started with intense itching in my scalp. I had bite marks all over my head and back. I thought the residents of NJ were CRAZY to want to live there... Finally, I scraped up the little money I had and MOVED back to Florida and my hometown, Tampa. I was blissfully FREE of bug bites for about four years, until last April. Suddenly it returned. I was horrified, thinking I had taken the eggs or bugs or SOMETHING with me in fabric or clothes or something...
I did the Bug Bomb thing (toxic spray all over everything in my condo!) more than 5 times. I called in a pest control expert to evaluate the situation (he said there was nothing). I went to a Dermatologist to see if I had scabies (a surgically removed scraping DID NOT reveal such) and complained to numerous doctors and friends that I must have LICE!!! Nobody wanted to be around me. Everybody thought I was crazy.
BRAIN FOG???!!! Duh. That happens when you are deprived of sleep, because you are itching and itching and itching these things! All night. And then, you resort to addictive behaviors... Drink a truckload of red wine, so you might sleep...
Well, folks, I got off the red wine. Realized that sugars of any sort were destroying my health. I am still battling this, but seek to learn more. HERE. |