New member - View my morgellons pics

[Brenda]

over the last 4 years i've seen 'em all. oh my God, i do believe i'm gonna have nightmares. i'm just too sensitive 'cuz i couldn't even look at all those pics, they scare me. i have had such a wide range of emotion today. i can't stand this......i'm goin to bed. please, God, don't let me dream.....................brenda

[Brenda]

over the last 4 years i've seen 'em all. oh my God, i do believe i'm gonna have nightmares. i'm just too sensitive 'cuz i couldn't even look at all those pics, they scare me. i have had such a wide range of emotion today. i can't stand this......i'm goin to bed. please, God, don't let me dream.....................brenda

[Richard]

Hi Bayou,

I love your pics. Yes, I see much of the same. I have a popular website, "MorgellonsUSA"

I see that you have what looks like "Cercaria" in 3 pics. They are like a tiny snail and/or slug.

One has a shell, did you notice. Also, I love the scab looking thing with all of the fibers hanging off of it. There's one other thing that I noted which was the Loooonnnnngg looking things, kind'a shaped like stems. In one pic, you have a few of them which have hair like things sticking off of the sides. It almost looks like plant seeds, or else insect legs. I don't know what they are, but I have a good picture of the same thing. I've never posted it on the web, because sometimes I have doubts about them, like I wonder if it's not really morgellons related, but maybe sometimes something might get mixed into our samples, from an outside source. Having a website is different, because I don't want to post anything that might take away from what we're trying to do, and I have doubts sometimes, so I won't show things.

But this is a first that I saw from another sufferer the same exact thing, which brings validity to the table for me. Thank you very much Bayou.

[EvDownJr]

Welcome! I am personally registered with several online Morg boards. However you may also find this to be most supportive, coherrent, and positive group going. Not that there's anything wrong with say Yahoo. But there is so many statements occuring from different directions there and not enough organization. I come here when seeking intelligent secondary research of members.

Must say, find the way you have documented your history, condition, and images very impressive. Hopefully you refer physicians to your work when attempting to explain.

Looks like you may have what I have by way of parasites: They look like bagworm moth larvae with tiny pyroderma mite probably causing some of the burning. For that, I am finding internal cinnamon (a natural larvicide and moth repellant to be helpful). Also I noticed recently lemongrass oil I bought in health food store topically repells the little buggers; menthol/camphor like in Vicks Vapo Rub seems to also do something. However, some folks say I walk around smelling like a cough drop.

Glad you can join us an look forward to your contributions.

Evan

[Brenda]

i tried to look at those pics again and i just couldn't finish. my stomach rolls and my nerves start jumpin. i know its here and i got it, but seein it up close and personal makes it just TOO SCARY. what's wrong with my senses? brenda

[redibooks]

Brenda,

Nothing's wrong with your senses at ALL! I can't look at pictures of this. One time I was looking at pics and I actually started feeling movement in my body. That was the last time I intentionally looked at anything! I have enough movement without encouraging them!

xo wishing us all well and good health.

karen

[chester]

Thanks for sharing your wonderful web site and photos with us. I am trying to prove/disprove my new idea that safrey's "bryozoan challenge" under the catagory speculations, may be what i am dealing with. I have examined untold amounts of fiberballs with my proscope tv mmicroscope. I use "slopy slides".....clear packaging tape that i can bend and cut or move the wand microscope over...to see all sides of the fiberballs. What i think is happening, and this is because of the many stages of these fiberballs......i think the tiny hard sand like objects, or rectangular shapes, have ooze and particles of morgellons in them. They are broken off dry ooze, or callus, and land in the enviorment, and maybe also are in the enviorment(even outside)....blowing in the wind so to speak. I think the piece of "sand" has ooze or goo(try tapping on one under a scope and see how it seperates easily) in it that begins to act on the hard particles. The hard particles begin to grow. The cocoon stage looks like the particles have now become fibers inside, with the goo encasing and surrounding them. As the goo drys out, and or the fibers create too much pressure inside the cocoon.....the fibers break thru. Now, the fibers begin to expand and unravel. Some fiberballs are all white, or black, or many color combinations of red, amber, translucent, blue, tourquoise, white. Soon these UNRAVELED fibers from the fiberball can be found as single fibers, sometimes emmiting goo with red dots in them. I wrote about this in speculations under "hanging out inside the lesion". Would appreciate your opinions, and again thanks for all the work you have done and the great photos.

[whatthehelminth]

Hi, I am new here also, welcome! Your pictures are almost identical to mine, except yours are much better. Smiley I let out a sigh of relief when viewing them after having been accused of seeing something that is not there so many times.

I found a new one this morning in my ear, perhaps you have seen it? Makes me sick to think all these mfs* (*meddling foes) are on me. Sometimes I wonder if they are what's holding me together there are so many...and so embarrassing to wear long sleeves in 80 degrees to the store, etc. Sure feel sorry for the people in the HOT places , guess I shouldn't complain.

This is not magnified and about a half inch long It kept moving its neck to look right at me, freaked me out! wish I had taken more pics. It was laying down flat thought it was just a worm, but when I looked again it was standing up on 2 front legs. (only) The black dots you see: the one on the left is an eye but the right one is the nose , the mouth is open. Didnt get the other side but need a break so will go see what it looks likes now. WTH


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[carla]

WTHM,

I just wanted to warn you that some people get the odd bad day once bubbas treatment steps start working.You sounded so bright the other day that it reminded me of when I first began the treatment.After two days of feeling good I suddenly got all symptoms back again .So dont worry if you get a return of symptoms or depression.It usually passes after a day and your back to feeling good again.Dont stop the steps .Keep going .
Carla xxx

[whatthehelminth]

Thank you Bayou for posting the great pictures. But most of all for sharing a bit of your experience. Your amazing display of courage through such tribulation was very enlightening to me and transmitted a "booster shot" of hope and energy from your place right through my keyboard. Thank goodness you found a Dr. ! Hope you feel much better soon.

Thanks carla for the encouraging advice. What an angel you are
I have been severely depressed being unable to work & playing hermit to prevent infecting my friends (that I've alienated) or anyone! The thought of spreading these mfs* (*metamorphic festers) brings such an array of possibilities to mind should it come to that.......its horrific! Don't think about it! I refuse to let it hinder this good shot. Must have faith that a cure will be found soon.

Thanks again for sharing the great images and the booster shot Bayou. Look forward to seeing you again. WTH