Public apology to Baraka

[posey]

Ha anyone determined why some get lesions and some do not? I have never had any lesions but I do have M.

I am wondering if there are different strains of M and if one can have more than one strain at the same time. For example, some things may work on one part of the body in removing biofilm but they will not work in other areas.

[Baraka Obam]

GIVE IT TIME, the first two were on my head and they did not look like lesions until way later. What you may assume are just little tiny injuries that bleed like mad are the tumors. hidden , mine were on the legs.

Herpys may be connected.

[Baraka Obam]

Originally Posted by tcmgpt13

LOL BO, I am not reading your posts, so you may as well save your breath if you are addressing me. I see the swaths of inches are back again. LOL. Anyway, no time to read repetitive posts. Have a nice day. : ) BTW, is English actually your native language?

OK TCM WOW thats a deal, your not LYING again are you, your not going to read my repetitive posts, LOL, that means you will not be able to respond to them or be upset about my grammer and speeling, thats a wonderful gift, you are the best.

I feel so close to you right now. KISSES

Anyway this thread was an appology to me from my new best friend Polly, oh Polly I accept.

[Baraka Obam]

TCM I must try to tell you something, I have to try to tell you, I am going to attempt to make some things clear to you.

Tcm, if I did not get my skin issues under control, if the skin issues were still making me work hard to control them, TCM, if I could not go outside, I WOULD BE TAKING A DIRT NAP, that means I would already be DEAD, i WOULD HAVE FOUND A NICE WAY TO EXPIRE THAT DID NOT LEAVE A MESS BEHIND FOR OTHERS.

QUALITY OF LIFE MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME, QUANTITY MEANS NOTHING.

LUCKY FOR YOU I AM STILL HERE TO GUIDE YOU WITH MY GENIUS, RIGHT, YOUR A LUCKY GIRL.

To those that can not read and understand, ask questions, its always to your benefit.

To those that are healing up completely your way, do not bother to read my way, it works but it is slow and painful.

To those that do not know or can not surmise, the lesion material takes MANY MANY years to grow under your skin, it does not grow on the skin, it erupts, for anyone that has not seen how large the growths are, thank the lord, most likely they are under your skin, most likely your immune system has not waged its last stand ATTACK on them yet driving them to the surface.

The lesions may not be a part of the actual problem but may just be herpes acting out when this vector disease manipulates your body to its own liking, such as changing your blood pressure first down then high, or making your body run cooler.

The herpes may be a symbiotic disease that works with or is a relative of the vector disease, then again late stage herpes may be the whole problem, who knows.

As for the people that keep crooning that my treatment of the lesions are inhumane, LOL, or that my form of treatment is not a cure, or such other drivel, I KNOW ITS NOT THE CURE but it may just cut back its grip on your system and allow you to be able to work, live and feel good about yourself once again.

I know many of you ladies grow plants in your yard, so lets put it this way, if you had a weed that could not be destroyed by weed killer, it kept spreading and growing.

Would you pull the weed out or would you keep throwing weed killer on it.

You ladies also know if you do nothing, the weeds will DESTROY the yard, there will be nothing but weeds.

So do you destroy the weeds or let them grow and spew more seeds, next year its either flowers or weeds, what do you want in your yard.

I have a real serious idea that these hidden UNDER SKIN TUMORS have a aperture that can constrict and stop blood flow into the lesion/TUMOR but not out of the lesion/TUMOR if you put hydrogen peroxide on a open lesion you can sometime see a spot 3 to 6 inches away start to bubble UNDER THE SKIN, many times it opens then you will see the next lesion/TUMOR as it opens upon the surface.

The lesion did not SPREAD it just SURFACED like a submarine coming up to the surface of the water.

Possibly the immune system attack pushes them out.

HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND NOW, TCM, IT IS SKIN APPEARANCE EXPERT THAT I AM, LESION EXPERT, YEAH BABY.

I WILL LEAVE CURE UP TO YOU GUYS, YOUR GENIUS AND THROW SOME CHINESE FLOWERS AT THE MONSTER, THATS OK WITH ME, I PREFER SOMETHING THAT WORKED MORE THAN WELL FOR ME.

I AM WHOLE.

[Pollyringworm]

Awww

We're best friends, Baraka? Cool! At least until I disagree with you again, huh?

[Baraka Obam]

well lets see, your testing me, no thats not at all true, we are buddies right up until you are WRONG, LOL.


There is just a tiny little problem I have when people talk about something I saw work time and time again and do the same thing every time.

When they say they used GSE or hydrogen peroxide 35% and this or that which is not consistent with the thousands of times I have used it and seen what it had done, well, yes I get peeved.

Why, most people will not even be able to stand what it takes to do it, so they will never see the results. I know what it takes, and its not a two day trial with store bought 3% hydrogen peroxide and watered down GSE, or two times use of full strength GSE.

Its not a instant result item, there are some that lathered up their heads only to find later on that they wish they had never done this at all as they started the reaction and it whipped their butt.

They did not listen and they had to go through a living hell, this is the message I try to explain. I really have no idea if it works so well without going through that. I do know after going through that and treating myself for a time there was no reaction at all and my head had no more greasy feeling.

[jonsi]

Polly, BO & I disagree a lot of the time! But he is a buddy & friend, and has a lot of knowledge, and he cracks me up!!!!

posey, going back to lesions, I had huge lesions on my face, jaw & thighs before I got the creepy/crawly sensations, brain fog & other symptoms. Small lesions on arms & the rest of my body. I got bit by a spider (not a tick) & had the bulls-eye rash too. But, I never experienced the scalp or eye issues...

Yes, I do believe there are different strains to "M" and different stages.

There are many treatments too. I am a natural/homeopathic believer and I'm doing good now. I never tried the salts (except for epsom salt) or the 35% H2O2. But I live in a very dry climate and these tx's would totally dry out my skin & make it crack wide open. I tried GSE. Ground cumin worked just as well on my lesions.

I enjoy this open discussion and talking about alternative treatments.

(by the way, I never use toxic poisons to kill the weeds in my yard. They trickle back into our water sources & poison us all.)

In the white light,
~jonsi

[annesco]

BTW Baraka, I have put on three, hard-earned pounds so far, and am continuing to do my modified yoga practice and light resistance training, as well as eating like a horse and drinking my daily blended smoothies. Boy! -Who would have thought it was such a chore to take in enough calories and make them stick?

Anyhow, I have not developed lesions either, except for three, tiny scab-like areas on my scalp, which are now down to one, tiny, dried up bump. I am hoping like crazy that I never do. Hoping that with the protocol I am following, that I have headed them off at the pass, so to speak.

Jonsi, I live in the Northeast, where the past year had, as you all know, more than its share of issues with hurricanes, tornadoes, and flooding (Irene, Lee, etc.). We've been having increasingly higher levels of wet, warm weather, and with that comes an increase of insects that vector all kinds of diseases. Lyme has increased a lot. Black fllies, mosquitoes, ticks, spiders, bird mites, have all increased in numbers here, and are not "dying off" like they used to in the winters, as our winters are not as harsh or cold either. We finally got a bit of snow here last night, but it's already melting. I was infected with the acute symptoms at the end of August, and I will say that the humid days were awful. Humidity makes the symptoms seem more acute, and of course the mold, mildew, and increased insect activity all contribute.

Now that it's winter, I am enjoying the reduction in those conditions and am hoping to be in a much better place come spring when the buggies come back out to play. We have a man-made pond system in our garden, with fish and such, and so can't treat for insects with chemicals either. Unfortunately, those things are breeding grounds for black flies and mosquitoes, and so I suffer accordingly. I get bitten like I'm the Friday night special. We also have two outdoor dogs and two cats, and a pet tortoise, so can't treat with harmful chemicals indoors. There are a lot of the little tiny flies all around the tortoise's habitat in the basement. My husband has hung the fly traps which get most of them, but still some are flying around. There is nothing I can do. They don't bite me, I don't think, as they seem to hang around the plants down there.

I will spend my entire summer coated in insect repellant this year, and hope that keeps things away...

I agree that this thing varies with each individual, and so protocols must be tailored to each case.

Originally Posted by jonsi

Polly, BO & I disagree a lot of the time! But he is a buddy & friend, and has a lot of knowledge, and he cracks me up!!!!

posey, going back to lesions, I had huge lesions on my face, jaw & thighs before I got the creepy/crawly sensations, brain fog & other symptoms. Small lesions on arms & the rest of my body. I got bit by a spider (not a tick) & had the bulls-eye rash too. But, I never experienced the scalp or eye issues...

Yes, I do believe there are different strains to "M" and different stages.

There are many treatments too. I am a natural/homeopathic believer and I'm doing good now. I never tried the salts (except for epsom salt) or the 35% H2O2. But I live in a very dry climate and these tx's would totally dry out my skin & make it crack wide open. I tried GSE. Ground cumin worked just as well on my lesions.

I enjoy this open discussion and talking about alternative treatments.

(by the way, I never use toxic poisons to kill the weeds in my yard. They trickle back into our water sources & poison us all.)

In the white light,
~jonsi

[Baraka Obam]

I am so glad your putting on weight, maybe you are putting on muscle, thats the best kind of weight as you know, still it takes more calories to feed muscle.

At one point in my life I went from a pretty fit man weighing 165, muscled up, six pack dude to a 190 + lb muscle man. Looked like a cube with arms and legs.

I do hope you know how to push yourself no matter how lightly, making the heart WORK is necessary.

When my arm muscle was destroyed, and I mean destroyed, I could not pick up three pounds with that arm.

The arm could lift before that 150 pounds all by itself, the deterioration of the muscle took less than two weeks, the arm was just like the loose flab.

It took my determination to build that arm back up to normal again, it looked very funny, one arm a dangling pile of mush and pain, the other a great big bone crusher.

I started with light weights, when I got the arm a bit bigger it was time for girl push ups from my knees, this took a very very long time, for tiny improvement with me trying to do exercise every commercial on TV.

FINALLY it started to build up when that happened it was over in a flash.

It also took my dedication as it hurt like hell.

25 or 30 years ago, I have had this 39 years is the first time I saw the lesion material but for the most part had no idea what it was, but knew it was caused by this mess I had caught.

The mess I had caught was ever developing, always some other change, the attention given to the development was monumental, so do not imagine a person that sits there saying oh thats normal, or its nothing.

Still, most all the issues were tiny, such as seeing the lesion/TUMOR material, that was an accident, but as I said I saw noting as normal or incidental.
One day I was drying off and all of a sudden I started to bleed like someone had shoved a knife into me.

Looking at this good amount of blood I wiped it away to see a miniature hole, that was my wound, what the hell now I thought, so I stop the bleeding and look at the spot and there is this like luminescent red beacon looking out of the little bigger than a pin hole size wound.

Along the way I got a few larger bumps on my head in the hair, one on the side of the head above the ear hole, then one on the spine one inch into the hair line.

When it was new it was centered on the spine, from tiny little spot to what I uncovered took 20 years to develop look at the first page of this thread posted where I bash the lesion making it pull together getting smaller and smaller.

Uncovering a lesion/TUMOR

[Pollyringworm]

Originally Posted by Baraka Obam

well lets see, your testing me, no thats not at all true, we are buddies right up until you are WRONG, LOL.

Bahhahahahaha! That's awesome.