Discovery about relapse....

[MELISSAJ]

Okay, yesterday I had some major problems that were very surprising to me. I had some more bumps, black fuzz and specs and shedding. I keep assuming my relapses had to do with my environment, my boys, the car, etc. Well, today as I looked at any bumps, I realized that the areas of concern were the EXACT same areas that were previously a problem. I mean an exact pore, pact, hair follicle, etc. This had been the case for years with my acne and I always thought it to be odd, but life.

Anyway, do you think that those areas are active due to my improper diet, decrease in cleaning and bathing and I may have been overexposed in my garage or by my laundry or that I am just more active and shedding? I was busy with Easter, NY relatives in town and was not on top of my game. I didn't think I would have trouble days later. I didn't wake up funny, but it happened around mid day. The boys soccer socks and some towels were more linty than usual and I was not too bothered at the time.

It is so odd because I was doing so very well and I cannot figure out why I would have such problems. I had a few issues within the past 3 weeks (nothing to write home about), but yesterday was much worse. Do you think if I was overexposed, those same sites would be the first to give me trouble? It cannot be a coincidence.

Any ideas?

[MELISSAJ]

Okay, yesterday I had some major problems that were very surprising to me. I had some more bumps, black fuzz and specs and shedding. I keep assuming my relapses had to do with my environment, my boys, the car, etc. Well, today as I looked at any bumps, I realized that the areas of concern were the EXACT same areas that were previously a problem. I mean an exact pore, pact, hair follicle, etc. This had been the case for years with my acne and I always thought it to be odd, but life.

Anyway, do you think that those areas are active due to my improper diet, decrease in cleaning and bathing and I may have been overexposed in my garage or by my laundry or that I am just more active and shedding? I was busy with Easter, NY relatives in town and was not on top of my game. I didn't think I would have trouble days later. I didn't wake up funny, but it happened around mid day. The boys soccer socks and some towels were more linty than usual and I was not too bothered at the time.

It is so odd because I was doing so very well and I cannot figure out why I would have such problems. I had a few issues within the past 3 weeks (nothing to write home about), but yesterday was much worse. Do you think if I was overexposed, those same sites would be the first to give me trouble? It cannot be a coincidence.

Any ideas?

[jeffd]

my guess is the bacteria that cause morgellons are so small...You think there gone. but there still there living inside your cells..in the same area as before...they like the low oxegen levels of the previouly damaged tissue..it is there they can find haven in the scar tissue. or callus

[jeffd]

my guess is the bacteria that cause morgellons are so small...You think there gone. but there still there living inside your cells..in the same area as before...they like the low oxegen levels of the previouly damaged tissue..it is there they can find haven in the scar tissue. or callus

[beverlybdmd]

I believe that when you get a re-infection from some fibers around your home, because you are NOT paying attention when you are "feeling well" or better with the meds, and so NOT cleaning up as carefully even though your body is STILL purging, Those fibers are from specific colonies that had preferred sites of infestation within your body, where they had established their burrows--and what one cell from the colony knows, ALL the cells from the colony remember. These are the same parasites that you had there before, just a new set of cell growth. A "second generation, a reinvestigation from from your environment. DON'T stop cleaning now. while you are on treatment you must totally purify your entire environment AND re-build your immune system (which the antibiotics are NOT helping--they are ,in fact, helping to overwhelm with toxins...) It is a TALL order, but actually very important if you want the most recovery for your money on the first go-around.
MINIMIZE and THROW away, anything that you cannot keep entirely spotless and clean easily; check out what I wrote about the Nature's miracle. Please don't worry so very much about looking completely Normal & keeping up with the local Rich B--tch's.

I used to live in this totally toney section of Silicon Valley in CA, and I would go to my local supermarket, slepping in sweats, and the parking lot was filled with Mercedes, mazerattis, Ferraris, & Bentleys, and the store had all these little perfectly shaped hard-bodied show-wives dressed out in matching designer leisure pants suits or jogging-wear, with their hair perfectly coifed and their nails done, and their make-up so subtle and enhancing... That was NEVER gonna be ME. So I would put on a BIG ole smile, and think, "None of them ever went to medical school-none of them ever went to medical school -noneofthemeverwenttomedicalschool..." and just slepped my cart around through their immaculate beauty and got my groceries and made it home. usually it was easier to shop at nights when they were busy with their dear families--BUT then SO was I!!

[beverlybdmd]

I believe that when you get a re-infection from some fibers around your home, because you are NOT paying attention when you are "feeling well" or better with the meds, and so NOT cleaning up as carefully even though your body is STILL purging, Those fibers are from specific colonies that had preferred sites of infestation within your body, where they had established their burrows--and what one cell from the colony knows, ALL the cells from the colony remember. These are the same parasites that you had there before, just a new set of cell growth. A "second generation, a reinvestigation from from your environment. DON'T stop cleaning now. while you are on treatment you must totally purify your entire environment AND re-build your immune system (which the antibiotics are NOT helping--they are ,in fact, helping to overwhelm with toxins...) It is a TALL order, but actually very important if you want the most recovery for your money on the first go-around.
MINIMIZE and THROW away, anything that you cannot keep entirely spotless and clean easily; check out what I wrote about the Nature's miracle. Please don't worry so very much about looking completely Normal & keeping up with the local Rich B--tch's.

I used to live in this totally toney section of Silicon Valley in CA, and I would go to my local supermarket, slepping in sweats, and the parking lot was filled with Mercedes, mazerattis, Ferraris, & Bentleys, and the store had all these little perfectly shaped hard-bodied show-wives dressed out in matching designer leisure pants suits or jogging-wear, with their hair perfectly coifed and their nails done, and their make-up so subtle and enhancing... That was NEVER gonna be ME. So I would put on a BIG ole smile, and think, "None of them ever went to medical school-none of them ever went to medical school -noneofthemeverwenttomedicalschool..." and just slepped my cart around through their immaculate beauty and got my groceries and made it home. usually it was easier to shop at nights when they were busy with their dear families--BUT then SO was I!!

[MELISSAJ]

Thanks Doc. I am so tired. I have cleaned more in 3 mths than most people have in 30 years. I felt so great that I wanted to ease back. I didn't plan on passingout with out a bath in my day clothes. It is so unnerving.

Appearances matter. The more you keep them up, the better you are treated and you feel about yourself. For me, that'sthe case. Dress the part and be the part. It's the whole self actualization theory.

Well, I was keeping up and I had 4 lovely cysts on my face that I thank God took care of with Eco vie and DSP in 24 hours. I still have hundreds of marks from lintlike cocoons, splinters, and specs. They'll be gone sooner than previously due to these fabulous products, but I am still concerned. Did I over do it. I have overdone it my entire life so i find it difficult to slow down.

Oprah is on and she's telling the audience that moms have to model happiness so the children will really know happiness and not just hear aboutit. A self help guru is telling the sad mom to ask for help and accept it. Get out and have fun and be happy and live for yourself and not just everyone else.

M

[MELISSAJ]

Thanks Doc. I am so tired. I have cleaned more in 3 mths than most people have in 30 years. I felt so great that I wanted to ease back. I didn't plan on passingout with out a bath in my day clothes. It is so unnerving.

Appearances matter. The more you keep them up, the better you are treated and you feel about yourself. For me, that'sthe case. Dress the part and be the part. It's the whole self actualization theory.

Well, I was keeping up and I had 4 lovely cysts on my face that I thank God took care of with Eco vie and DSP in 24 hours. I still have hundreds of marks from lintlike cocoons, splinters, and specs. They'll be gone sooner than previously due to these fabulous products, but I am still concerned. Did I over do it. I have overdone it my entire life so i find it difficult to slow down.

Oprah is on and she's telling the audience that moms have to model happiness so the children will really know happiness and not just hear aboutit. A self help guru is telling the sad mom to ask for help and accept it. Get out and have fun and be happy and live for yourself and not just everyone else.

M

[ladycolorado]

remember, melissa we are all human. do you best, but yes need time for you too. sometimes disease adapts to some things too. or stuff comes to surface with topical treatment. i dunno, but hang in there kiddo we all love you, (L.C.)

[ladycolorado]

remember, melissa we are all human. do you best, but yes need time for you too. sometimes disease adapts to some things too. or stuff comes to surface with topical treatment. i dunno, but hang in there kiddo we all love you, (L.C.)