Grey.......

[Dzana]

just another grey day, just another grey day
and
there is no way I can express that feel...
am I made
of stainless steel?

trapped between the falling walls......

diggin the holes
under my feet.......
is there something underneath........?
I can feel the heat...... it burns ....turns body into ash.........

am I dead?
or
am I alive?
mixed emotions pouring out,,,the north is south,,, and the south is whereabout?......
how to get there?........ when feet are rotten........
am I forgotten?........

where is the path that leads to higher self?...


shortcuts are forbidden.........

as if being a bed ridden.......
pulling the covers over my body,
self made morgue.....dead people do have voices ........
can u hear?..........




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[jonsi]

OHHHHHHH, Dzana did you write this?

It is very very good! I hear you & I understand.

itwl,
~jonsi

[Katinka]

Dzana, I can feel your pain and I'm sorry you're in distress. I think you've expressed what many of us feel with your poem. Dzana..Isn't there another fellow morgie who lives in the UK, perhaps near by, that can help you? Sometimes it helps a lot to talk to someone personally who understands, who reaches out to show they care. And even a heartfelt hug to let you know you're not alone can sometimes help overcome even the biggest burdens, then carried together.

Kat

[belle9]

Dzana, I could so feel your pain while reading this poem. Being sick with this stuff is so depressing, frightening, disheartening. I am lucky because I have my family with me including a husband who loves me and helps take care of me. Know that I am here if you need to talk.

[zenmorgie]

tragically beautiful.

thank you for this.

[Dzana]

yeah my poetry heh......


eh........shall we laugh or cry...... or do something else.....

[jonsi]

Hi Dzana, your poem made me cry & laugh.

mixed emotions pouring out,,,the north is south,,, and the south is whereabout?......
how to get there?........

I hope you write some more. I think you are helping some of us "get there".

Please keep sharing.

In the white light,
~jonsi

[fritolay66]

Impressive. Shows both sides of each emotion to be felt by having this, and there are so many.

Frito