A very fine person wrote this to me, I responded.

[JimDoe]

I call her GG. Ghettogirl. She,s anything but ghetto. She is a member here.I,ve tried hard several times to get her to open up. She is not shy to open up about life things but I when is about morgs and what bothers her with this disease, She wrote this to me today. She gave me permission to take this from our emails and post this part of it. I think it,s important to hear. Newbies and oldies alike. I ramble a lot in this but listen to her, she asks good strong questions. Offers up what she is doing to protect her and her son and BF. I beleive her. She is my friend since before I went to jail for the DWI way back when in OCT of last year. She still is. Forgives me with good heart. I can take that. GG and Family I hope you,re not embarased at me for this. Thank you for letting this post.



--- On Wed, 6/15/11, GG wrote


From: GG @ makebelieve. a real lady
Subject:
To: jimcool59@yahoo.com
Date: Wednesday, June 15, 2011, 8:24 PM

Hi Jim,
I noticed you have been active on MDR, I always enjoy reading your posts. You are doing good these days? Hope so. I know you have had to go through a lot in the past, I hope you are doing well, I think you deserve it very much.
How is the bike? I saw your pics and it's beautiful!
How is your garden coming along? So envious, can't have one living here in a condo, but when I move, perhaps I will be able to where ever my new home will be.
I took a bath with my usual, epson salt, tea tree oil, eucalyptus oil but I added some baking soda and peroxide and it seemed to really help.
Is it the peroxide that is helping more? I read one of your posts that you mentioned using peroxide so I figured you know about it.
I try Jim to eat well, no fast food, or boxed food, but sometimes I can't get away from it. Do you think those times I lax and eat poorly is what is keeping my morgellons strong?
I take vitamins and supplements but again, I am bad with that too at times. I have a problem swallowing pills. I wish I could get all my vitamins in "gummy form" lol.
This is what I take:
garlic
probiotic
omega 3 fish oil
vit c
vit b 12
vit e
msm
milk thistle
cats claw
I think that is all of them. Do you have any suggestions for me? I ask you because I respect your judgement and trust you.
Hope all is good with you, talk to you later.
GG

Well you wrote at just the right time GG. First thank you for mentioning my posts. When I first joined MDR I was right popular and more friendly then. I miss me being more friendly. I sure do. Oh about writing at just the right time was because you mention healthy foods and I just now happened into my puter room to look up green soy beans recipe. I don,t yet know how to prepare them. I bought a bag frozen last week at an asian market. I,ve had soy beans raw off the plant from the field dried in the sun Sorta like nuts are in taste about three to five in a pod like peas do. And I,ve had fried in a snack bag and salted that were good.
I,ve been drinking again some but is not bad or making me to sick to eat. Not getting plastered at least. You know I,ve never been so drunk that I passed out or fell down. But lord I get hangovers bad. Must be the ulcer along with drinks.
Lets see garden is doing ok, I messed up and could not get out there and put down the mulch two dumps trucks worth of oak leaves I worked so hard getting from our park. But at least got mulch around tomatoes squash and corm. Beans will be history due to grass takeover. And bell peppers got mulched. So I,m good for those things. Don,t mind me I almost always write long.I live alone just set keyboard in lap while I watch news or public tv. Reread and correct a lot is like a leisure almost sometimes. I should have taken a carrere in writing comedy or science fiction. I actually won creative writing contest two years running at the private school I went to before I dropped out. Both were science fiction short stories. But my spelling really is sucky. The year after I left school the school got a video recorder and made a short film of my short story with the kids there playing the parts. That was a compliment! They even invited me for the first showing at the school. Boy was it funny, not meant to be but was anyway.
So you finally opened up some and have told me something of what you are going through with this and what you,re doing to help it. Good for you. GG before I was a member here I was busting to relate to anyone about it. I was very close to death and I know that for sure. I was going to take my life before life or lack of it took me (morgs). I posted my number all over the board any chance I got I wanted contact. I needed human thoerpy from any fellow sufferer. I found it to. Jonsi and Doc and several others Gator, Barack, janice called me. Thats not counting the support that I got live on the board. I did not want to take my life. And I never mentioned that part then on phone or board.I was one sick monkey boy. I got some sad news yesterday morning. I found a bruise on my arm when I woke up. Its no doubt a yeast bruise. I,ll be ok I know how to treat yeast overload now. And its tiny and only one and not a running streak of bruises. These never are sore or hurt. Thats how I can destiguinsh them so well. Blah! spelling.
Next subject. Bike is like a dream. I,ve already put 500 miles on it. Service time! It,s broke in now, which means I can ride it hard and fast after first service. Oil change and tune up. I used to be a pickup man. Then retired and took up cycles, go figure.52 year old punk kid and deaf riding cycles. LOL!. I love it. Thank you again Miss for the fine compliments on pics of them.
Next subject,, Eating well. I guess I do. I never eat out. Mostly never that is. I go to Mayflower seafood and take out about once a year. Has been 4 years since I had a Mcburger or anything related.Honestly my cooking, healthy or not is just so much better than resteraunts can ever be. I do not ever buy store vegies ( well I did buy the green soy beans. But I don,t grow that.) YET) we,ll see how they are first.caned fresh or otherwise. I know my garden vegs contain no insectisides. I have never once bought a tomato in all my life. I,ll take some pics in a few weeks of mine. Groovy Boovy. They,re still green right now. If you like them I,ll sun dry you some and mail them. You can pack them in olive oil in jars and have them for sauces or eat straight, Or drop the bag into the freezer as dried. The flavor is intense. I make the best homemade tomato juice on the planet now that pop is gone. Was his recipe.Though they are gummy once dried unless they are cooked. Flavor is ten times as intense dried and packed.

[JimDoe]

continued reply. 10.00 words is a limit

Next subject, I have a hard time with pills getting stuck in throat, if thats like you I can certianly relate to it.
GG you take things I could agree with but confess as to not having tried most of it. Poroxide I only used as a mix with rubbing achole to rid my heels of bugs, Embedded fleas mostly there. Salt baths are always good. Save some money and use pool salt its purified and iodine free, Its about the salt not the other stuff in ebsoms to me at least. 3 lbs of epbsom here cost 8$ 3 years ago and I can get pool salt 40 lbs for 6$. Table salt is almost as cheap but get non idionised. There is such a thing as iodine posining. I use about ten lbs to a long soak. But just a box of table is good. Do you ever see brusing, Please awnser that GG. Its very important if you do. Or red streaking? Please let me know. If not then no worry but if yes I need to tell you something.
Garlic pills (gel Tabs) 1000mg 4 times a day for 90 days is great. Thymus pills one a day will help build imune system. 30$ for thirty days. Also take for 90 days.If you supect fungus in hair selsome blue can help. Cutting hair if fungus is a must do as fungus gets into hollow hair shaft and nothing gets that out or kills it off. Hair is water proof and med proof to. Is your hair brittle and breaking off? If so that could be fungus.
Next subject. GG (notice I call you GG and not your name today) Smiley on that. Mam I will always wish you the best. You have to be one of the ones that beat this. My strange bruise on arm yesterday is the only thing to show of morgs since Oct. of last year. And GG when I took many salt baths I took sometimes two a day. then finally got to where I could go for three days without one., I knew I was getting better then. My electric bill reflected all those bathes.And it took a year. I,m on my second regime of garlic tabs now. Started last week and will last 90 days.
And GG I once saw you post that you had a bad day with itching once. Hear this good lady. Salt is chock full of something called Electrolytes. I,m well read in science even before morgs, but not medicine. I had never heard of electrolytes. If someone had mentioned electrolytes to me I would have thought it was something to charge a radio or cell phone with. Electrolytes are important in regulating and maintaning the nervous system. The intense itching and stinging so many of us have is most commonly due to a system alergenic reaction of the body and disease as a whole. Long hot salt baths induce electrolytes through the skin and into the nervous system thereby calming the itching and stinging effects. Thats most likely what you experienced with the epsom salt soak. Not the peroxide. Maybe? But salt sure is good.Be careful with peroxide it will eventually yellow and atrophy the skin.(Saggy skin to) I know its hard to take me seriously when I can,t correctly spell many of my words. Remember I was close to death. And now am one of the very few 10 maybe nation wide that for all purposes have beaten morgs. Some even say I never really had it. I did! And know this I care very much about your well being, your mindset with this, I just do. When I was on my 30 days countdown to my last demise at my own hand, I beat the internet hard. As I said I wanted to live. I found some good doctors personal pages, this and other things put it together into the fix I found. I have said nothing that is expensive or will ever hurt you. Sea men do not get sick from salt water and they work in it everyday all day. Watch the garlic, it does thin blood. Watch the stool for blood. You will most likely be just fine though. If any indication of blood stop and restart as many times as nessary with 1 pill then 2 then 3 then 4 a day. work it back up the body does in most cases adjust to garlic, and it is safe. Thats all I know GG. Don,t forget thymus health food store. I admit I never did thymus but would have if I had to. The extra 30$ a month was a little tough at the time. I may yet do it. Baking soda I think is good and safe to bathe, remember baking soda is mostly salt. LOL! had to punch that one in. But there are many stories of soda being good. You,ve suffered eonugh with my long babble this time. Sorry., Hope I was not too forceful or boring to you. Lady I do care. And yes you deserve it! I know for sure and fact that others here do care about you as well. Blessings to your family GG. I mean that! My friendly lady. I very well may be wrong but I don,t believe food has anything to do with morgs. No one knows it,s just my belief,speculation only.
I,m Jim and out.
I hope this went over well all. I really do.

[Ghettogirl]

JimDoe,
Thank you for your kind words, you make me feel special, been a while since I have felt like that.
Thank you also for your support, suggestions and friendship. Not easy to find these days, I feel blessed for you and others here on MDR that do not judge and care about people.

Ghettogirl

[MeaganM]

JimDoe, I was wondering if you would post info about the bruising and red streaks, what it means and what helped for you. I get them all the time. The bruises go up my leg in a straight line as if something is under my skin moving upwards and the red streaks happen with a two line indentation after wards. I also have white molting (or what looks like white dots and rings) all over my body and my muscles twitch something awful. You are a very kind person indeed to help out fellow sufferers and I'm very glad to hear that you are in a good place right now.

Meagan

[Baraka Obam]

Yes Jim is doing a good job of being a sweet man lately, more power to you Jim.

I do not know if you have seen my pictures of the lesions inside out.

The only time you see lesions is when something attacks the living matter these tumors are made up of,(LESIONS ARE ONLY THE TOPS OF A TUMOR THAT HAS TAKEN A LONG LONG PERIOD OF TIME TO FORM) it may be antibiotics, it may be food, but most likely it is the immune system fighting them that makes them show.

I do believe what happens is this, as they grow in or on our systems they exude a chemical that allows them to propagate, grow, spread or all the above.

When the body starts to have a problems with simple functions immune response will either see through the invaders chemical veil or the body will continue on a downward spiral.

This reaction in the body doctors call anti immune, because they can not see the infection of the body, these doctors ASSUME the body would attack itself. The immune system must have after millions of years of dealing with pathogens have lost its way.

Anti immune response is the body attacking a unseen invader in every inch of or being, you see we know we have it, but alas as of yet we do not actually know the identity of our destroyer.

It is a very sad day for us because the medical profession develops lackluster doctors by the thousands, because the pharmaceutical company's are the ones that control government entity's, these drug pushers go on and on promoting health induced by chemicals.

This is sad but true.

When you see the lesions it is actually a good sign, it means your body is recognizing an invader and making it work to protect itself.


If you reach down and feel your shin bone, you will find evidence of what happens to ALL your systems and organs, you will find these evenly spaced tiny lumps on the shin, push down drag your finger upward and you will feel these evenly spaced nodules.

The white material covers the tumors top and bottom, red pulp, with thousand and thousands of tiny red orbs is the central part the veins feed and where the blood flows through feeding the growth.

There are many situations in this disease that do not seem related, THEY ALL ARE, the symptom pool is related either by our forced lack of immune response to invasion, and, or the ability of this pathogen to adapt, mutate or become symbiotic to these other issues.

The ability of this invader is not that of a new pathogen, it is the ability of a very old and most likely common life form, the reason it is so prolific now, man has fooled with it. Have they made it too strong to handle the question is WHY they did it.

Having this disease so long did not make me obvious to it, attention to ever little detail did.

I have a funny feeling the yellow fluid that comes out of the lesion/TUMOR like mad when I used to put hydrogen peroxide 35% is what the growth uses to keep away immune response, steroids do essentially the same thing, it will tell the body all is well.

The tumor saw the attack of hydrogen peroxide 35% as a threat, that is why even after I stopped all blood flow from the lesion the yellow fluid would still run out like you were squeezing a orange.

here are some of what I found from hundreds of hours of looking through a microscope,


Here is the itching disease vector

Pictures of LESION/TUMORS inside out

Watch all 5 of the videos, in the one you can watch while the reaction explodes into action, remember, there is only mostly yellow fluid on that slide, no blood, blood is food, it will look for blood cells to afflict it will actually turn them from red to clear with a black liner of a smaller version of what your seeing.

When you watch this if it does not stir your grey matter, then your grey matter is probably not grey anymore.

YouTube - ‪Sillyrabut's Channel‬‏

[JimDoe]

Originally Posted by MeaganM

JimDoe, I was wondering if you would post info about the bruising and red streaks, what it means and what helped for you. I get them all the time. The bruises go up my leg in a straight line as if something is under my skin moving upwards and the red streaks happen with a two line indentation after wards. I also have white molting (or what looks like white dots and rings) all over my body and my muscles twitch something awful. You are a very kind person indeed to help out fellow sufferers and I'm very glad to hear that you are in a good place right now.

Meagan

Megan I,ll have to write a reply tomorrow or the next. I think I may have to call rescue soon. I,m having some pain and cramping in the lower side of back. Probally kidney stone trying to pass. I,ve had many before and know when an attack is starting. If I have to go to hospital I,ll be back within 24 hours. I will get a reply to you. Promise.

[Janice]

I was wondering where you were...

[JimDoe]

I haven,t called rescue yet. I can reply here a little but nothing long or requiring much thought.

[Janice]

Mabey you should call them now sweety.

[belle9]

Jim,
I have been where you were. I was so sick last summer and felt close to death. My body was going. I found it very amusing that at school the other teachers have decided that I am a health nut I am careful most of the time with what I eat. I'm so glad you are here because you have helped me several times.
I have a question. Yeast bruises?? I have unexplained bruises and yeast overgrowth quite often. I take oil of oregano and GSE as well as some Diflucan the doc gave me. She says she doesn't like to give it for long though because I will become resistant and because big pharma doesn't need to benefit from M. Love that lady. Can you describe your yeast bruises more thoroughly?