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April 30th, 2011, 05:06 PM
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 Sex Hey, So I am just gonna throw it out there...... What about sex? I haven't yet seen any messages about sex. Is it a current part of your life or just a happy memory? Since I haven't read any postings regarding the subject, anywhere, i thought was interesting. I'll be honest, been wondering what others do? I live with my boyfriend so I don't have to worry about that whole dating with morgellons thing. My boyfriend has morgellons too. He has seen me looking my worst and is still around. (same goes for him too with me) We are sexually active but it has slowed down drastically. It can be pretty tricky feeling sexy when you have a "freak show" on your head, itching, scratching, plucking things out of your body. Just getting me out of the bathroom mirror can be quite a challenge at times. (Have been consumed with looking at everything for hours) My boyfriends name is Dave. I don't know if Dave and I are just reinfesting ourselves each time we are intimate? Chances are YES! Do other couples think about any of this? Do you still want to have sex? Do you not have sex because of the morgellons? How about condoms? Should we be using them? My sex drive has definitely slowed down thanks to morgellons. (awh!) Dave, just can't bring himself to fully accept the whole morgellons disease, so for him, not having sex because of morgellons doesn't compute with him. I have been the one to change so much in this department. Not only do I have this disease eating away at my body and mind internally and externally, I have gained a lot of weight. (a fat me is a very depressed me). If I'm not turned off by the morgellons, my weight is an immediate party pooper. Nothing like a fat, itchy, morgellons girl to set the mood?!?!? It's better now, but it use to be after sex, I would go crazy! Immediately! The creepy crawly sensations, itch, spots, you name it, I felt it. It would be very emotional for me also. To share this intimate moment with someone I love, and have it ruined. I started not wanting to have sex at all. It just wasn't worth it or interest me. I knew what would happen if we did, and it would be so bad. Anybody else gone or going through that? I am very fortunate that no matter how many spots or skin rashes I have, or white hairs, or even weight gain, my boyfriend still finds me attractive and desirable. (horny can be a factor also, I know this, lol) It's kind of a bummer that morgellons had to effect this part of our lives. My man is like a woman after sex, wants to be held. HELL NO! I can't! I have to clean that immediate environment and myself afterwards. I know Dave has had his feelings hurt and it takes so much away from what is suppose to be a wonderful expression of love between two people. I have been concerned that my actions will eventually turn him off to me all together. So I know this is pretty revealing and personal. It's sex. But it's a big factor in my life with morgellons and I needed to say it and been wanting to know about other people? I hope I don't get in trouble for writing anything offensive, etc., isn't easy to post about sex "appropriately". Hope I did ok, and did not mean to offend anyone at all. Or flirt either, lol. Ghettogirl  |
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April 30th, 2011, 05:09 PM
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| Did it post? Oh-oh I ho pe i didn't just screw it up? |
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April 30th, 2011, 05:11 PM
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April 30th, 2011, 07:28 PM
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Yes this has been brought up here at this board. Most of which was fairly vauge compared to your ramble. Just kidding G. Where to start,"Oh my". For me and those that posted on this subject way back when 7 months ago,ish and ,and maybe even before, that I,m not aware of - most were sexually negitive, well lets call it sexually zero, not really negitive or positive either. It was like Ok but not really a thing of big importance anylonger. The mind misses what it what its used to but not the body. The body misses what its was used to but not the mind. I think a lot of it is mental. Not all, but a lot. I,ll start with the physical part first tho. First and foremost our bodies are out of wack. Our immune systems are attacking our nervous systems. Thats a fact if you have depleted electrolites in blood and body. Our nervous system allowes us to experience pleasure as well as missery. We are a walking health  bing factory I can,t say b because our sicking and waiting to shower its trail of sparks, or in our case that you mentioned non to no sparks. No 4th of July here baby! But think of all the other things we also do not any longer want to enguage (enjoy). Our chores, our hobbies, basicly our even lifes soul. GG its a both thing. This disease in not all black and white with easy sections that we can pull out and examine indivually. Here is our mental part.We know we are sick. We know we are not as attrative as we were before this. ( I,m still not pretty but I Have regained my youthful appearance again. Yes 52 and going once more on 35)  ( should I really print that,, WTH yes I will) That affects us mentally. I know if I,m not in some small measure acttractive to my gal then I don,t even want it because she would not as well. That effects our ego. Good or bad we all have one. Mental, as this is in another way- is also what you mention G. We worry that we are contagious I had pubic lice (crabs) once in my twenties. I went to my doc. I got the RID prescription went to my drug store and begged them to let me promise to pay them on friday. They did and I did. Point is this. I was floored when the medical staff or doctor did not ask for who I had had sex with. You know "the list" of whos and phones #s and all the people you passed out with but don,t remember and stuff. Yeah! Ok I,m being funny but that does not make it any less true or serious. But I supect that even if this has not affected our appearence to others it has affected the way we look at ourselves. We feel infected, we don,t know if we are contagiuos. THat makes us cause caution.We are as a whole good people with an infectious disease. We need help and we need more people like you that will ask the hard questions and not be shy or ashamed to ask. I,m sorry I did not awnser all your questions. But I,ll continue reading your post and try if I can. I will add this. And this means to all who have true morgellons disease. If or when this disease gets better or beaten. You will look more youthful (As you were before and hopefully all) minus regular ageing. You will regain physical strength (proabally not all tho). Your hair does grow back minus what any bugs ate the folicals of. You will regain mental function again (proabally not all) to the degree of what it was minus age related delemita. LOL at my spelling. I want everyone to know I had the pleasure of enjoying posting this, well just to share and hopes of help as well. . Thank you all for helping us. JimDoe. My todays prayer is, We all get well! I have to! We have to! Last edited by JimDoe; April 30th, 2011 at 08:07 PM. |
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April 30th, 2011, 07:41 PM
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| Hey to something that runs this baord to all who charge of it. the word Bomb comes up in pictures and not writting. I,m am not a freaky terroist. No one here has ever been one. There is difference between clicking on an icon and writting. Oh Well! |
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April 30th, 2011, 07:52 PM
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| GG i did not use funny faced yoyo faces while making my reply in my paragraphe. I have to be the one to apolguise tho. LOL stupid robots take over whats in print and makes them into stupid faces. Well! Oh! Boy!. Hey thats Buddy Holy! Stuff! |
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