Hello All

[JimDoe]

I,m Making a little progress today. I would love even to to listen to a of some old Bob Dylan music.
I feel that good.
I feel more of a need to say this. And say it here. Today has been a good day. Dag on great even!
I,m fighting deperssion the other day, I still am. It hurts to say and keep up but you guys and gals need to know (Dang it does get better.) I mean that in a good way. I should not have even have made the post I did about my depression.
Heres why I did. I knew it was a Morgs related type depression from the onset. I knew it was coming on hard to. I wanted it heard and shared so you would know how bad it can get (sort of). What I did not know is how bad it would get or I would not have brought it here during that phase. So many responded that I felt kinda greedy of attenetion. Skylark69 you said some very nice and well respected things to me and Steve Frey, Thank You!

[janedoe]

glad your feeling better, depression sucks!! it happens so dont beat yourself up...just know it will pass..

[jonsi]

Jim, go to the "For heart, for fun" thread. I have a feeling you might find some Dylan over there! love to you

itwl,
~jonsi

[Steve Frey]

Originally Posted by JimDoe

I,m Making a little progress today. I would love even to to listen to a of some old Bob Dylan music.
I feel that good.
I feel more of a need to say this. And say it here. Today has been a good day. Dag on great even!
I,m fighting deperssion the other day, I still am. It hurts to say and keep up but you guys and gals need to know (Dang it does get better.) I mean that in a good way. I should not have even have made the post I did about my depression.
Heres why I did. I knew it was a Morgs related type depression from the onset. I knew it was coming on hard to. I wanted it heard and shared so you would know how bad it can get (sort of). What I did not know is how bad it would get or I would not have brought it here during that phase. So many responded that I felt kinda greedy of attenetion. Skylark69 you said some very nice and well respected things to me and Steve Frey, Thank You!

Your welcome Jim, and thank you for posting about what your experiencing, I think it helps everyone and I commend you for it. I often wonder if what I'm experienceing mentally is a direct result of morgellons or not, can you provide any kind of detail as to what's going on in your mind during these tough times Jim? With me it's not exactly what I would consider depression but rather a complete lack of desire, as well as a lack of reward, and procrastination like crazy.

[Baraka Obam]

Get out of your homes and enjoy somthing you enjoyed before, if not nature, somthing else.

get some exersize and you will feel better, thats for sure. Sitting behind the computer/tv all day helps nothing.

here are a few pictures of where I run and walk everytime I step out of the vechical I feel better.

I engage everyone on the run, most are good people that need care also, wether they are overweight, tired, health problems, they are all there for a reason and that means they are gonna feel better.

[janedoe]

i cant totaly speak for jim, but i know depressions are not something that any kind of logic or reason can help, when ive been in depressions, its like a cold. i feel it coming on, if i fight it, i prolong it. if i take a day or two off to myself and let it run its course, it usually goes away in a day or two. but ive had the ones you cant get out of bed for a month. the worst thing people do is try to tell you how good you have it, this doesnt work because in a depresion, your in a 'fog' a big nothing. nothing gets better, nothing gets worse. it just overcomes you and drowns you if you let it.fidning your 'pretty place' isnt something you can do, there is no pretty place.only nothingness.
then there are the depressions where you lash out, those always end me up in jail and nothings worse than jail when your in a depression.hard to be tough when your crying for no damn reason. i fight depression everyday. just another lovely thing to deal with.. its like my peroid or a cold.. if it hits you, dont fight it, let it pass. because it WILL pass.sometimes it takes forever though

[kckc]

Originally Posted by Steve Frey

Your welcome Jim, and thank you for posting about what your experiencing, I think it helps everyone and I commend you for it. I often wonder if what I'm experienceing mentally is a direct result of morgellons or not, can you provide any kind of detail as to what's going on in your mind during these tough times Jim? With me it's not exactly what I would consider depression but rather a complete lack of desire, as well as a lack of reward, and procrastination like crazy.

I experience the same thing that you've just described.! Procrastination!... I can logically see myself doing this? Exactly what you said, the lack of desire, lack of reward. It makes you doubt yourself... sometimes.

Jim, I am so glad you posted, even when digit posted... it is one of the many symptoms that we all struggle with, and for me it was therapeutic, to know, I'm not the only one that struggles with these strong wills that seem to overtake me. Just like Jane said, you see it coming... .... our minds are well enough to understand when and what is happening... so, to me, that crosses out "mental illness", but yet it is so over powering? Does this make sense to any one? of what I am trying to say? can't type so much right now....

love, kc

[Dzana]

Jimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmm get off ya arse and start crackin jokes like I do.......... anywhere, everywhere,,,,,,,,,, with da police officers,,,,,,,,,,,,, with da thiefs, with da Royals........... everyone lol............

love ya xx

[Doc Holliday]

Originally Posted by JimDoe

I,m Making a little progress today. I would love even to to listen to a of some old Bob Dylan music.
I feel that good.
I feel more of a need to say this. And say it here. Today has been a good day. Dag on great even!
I,m fighting deperssion the other day, I still am. It hurts to say and keep up but you guys and gals need to know (Dang it does get better.) I mean that in a good way. I should not have even have made the post I did about my depression.
Heres why I did. I knew it was a Morgs related type depression from the onset. I knew it was coming on hard to. I wanted it heard and shared so you would know how bad it can get (sort of). What I did not know is how bad it would get or I would not have brought it here during that phase. So many responded that I felt kinda greedy of attenetion. Skylark69 you said some very nice and well respected things to me and Steve Frey, Thank You!

>>thanks for sharing that with us Jim,..you have always been a good guy,..I wish you the best,.& hope you get better,.. depression is never easy. Good luck my friend. think I can say this freely,.we are always here for you.

[lamb]

Get up. get out. Do anything. I know depression is the hardest part but DO Not enable it!
Move.. exercise..get SOME SUNSHINE!
God Bless you ,pal.