This is horrible

[JimDoe]

I,ve been lucky enough for the past month to enjoy no symptoms phisically from Morgs. No sores or leisions of any kind no biting itching or stinging. No need for my salt baths I so constantly harp on, no bugs for several months now. And for the most part it all seems like a awful dream of suffering. And I never had or have had it as badly as so many others here have suffered. My heart sinks and aches for each of you. I try hard to take things in stride even with this disease. I stay usually so upbeat I could make a rock sing glad to be alive and smille.
I,ve had Morgellons brain fog and depression before, I know what it is. Morgs depression and brain fog is distinc and easily recognised when it strikes. I think we all know what a bad Morgs depression day feels like. What I did not know is just how bad bad can get. And today its all mental no phyiscal anything. I can not without great difficulty even read my internet news sites, or Mags.can not concentrate enough or focus on much. Whew! This is heavy. I feel so bad I could make a happy pill roll over and die.... Well... maybe not a happy pill. Not them to!
Take care all!

[Steve Frey]

I know exactly what your talking about Jim, I've been struggling myself lately, especially this past weekend. I'll sit here in front of my computer dwelling on all the things I need to get done, stressing about it all to the point I worry about giving myself a heart attack, but yet I can't make myself act, I just sit and stare or maybe play a little solitare. I believe I reached a new low for myself on Saturday, complete hopelessness, but the one thing that I can still hold onto for support during times like this is this very topic, morgellons and the entity responsible for it, the organism that is a real threat to every living thing on this planet. Whenever I am focusing my efforts on this subject, whether it be reading about sponges, flies, ticks, bacteria, cells, or diseases I find comfort in some way or another because I know with certainty that this is my destiny.

Hang in there Jim

[sojii]

Nothing to add, Jim, just sorry you're having a rough time. Hope something happens soon to make you laugh and lighten your spirits.

[sammy]

Jim, We all have our ups and downs and somethimes it feels like they are all going one way I know your feelings. I was so bad last year when this all started honestly I thought I was going nuts. So many doctors and couldnt see what I was seeing or feeling, At last the bugs were gone this year but its still been a rollarcoaster. Lesions are gone. but still feel some biting once in awhile. will be thinking about you. take care and know you have friends here. sammy

[Gator]

Hi Stee,

Sorry you are feeliong so bad. Me too. I have been very sick and can't seem to function either.

Steve, I believe like jonsi that the reason we have Morgellons is so we can help others that are getting it.

I know you have worked so hard to determine what this is and how to treat it even in the face of adversity.

WE all get down and depressed at least I do when I can't think, write my name or have to live like a hermit.

WE will make it through this.

I will say a pray and light a candle for you. It helps to light a candle and sit in the white light.

til later
Gator

[kckc]

Hi all,

I've been sick with strep and pneumonia....and like many of you have other things going on......

Getting some sun sounds good, ......until you see all white lines across the sky huh?

I am so sorry many of you are struggling, I know... there are good days, there are bad days, and there are really, really bad days.....

Jim 'ol buddy.. glad to see you posting, I was worried about you.....

You all are so strong and with each post, shows proof that you all are NOT giving up. Will say a prayer for you all.... God Bless.

love,kc

[jonsi]

I just lit my candle and am thinking about all of you.

This disease is so depressing! One good thing is that I have made a lot of very good friends here and I enjoy your company and conversations.

Itwl,
~jonsi

[JimDoe]

Originally Posted by jonsi

I just lit my candle and am thinking about all of you.

This disease is so depressing! One good thing is that I have made a lot of very good friends here and I enjoy your company and conversations.

Itwl,
~jonsi

Thanks jonsi. Feeling better for your cares already. Big Smile!

[JimDoe]

Originally Posted by kckc

Hi all,

I've been sick with strep and pneumonia....and like many of you have other things going on......

Getting some sun sounds good, ......until you see all white lines across the sky huh?

I am so sorry many of you are struggling, I know... there are good days, there are bad days, and there are really, really bad days.....

Jim 'ol buddy.. glad to see you posting, I was worried about you.....

You all are so strong and with each post, shows proof that you all are NOT giving up. Will say a prayer for you all.... God Bless.

love,kc

Thanks kckc. I,m about back to normal today. Strep and pneumonia is darned serious, Get well quick as you can.

[sojii]

Glad you're feeling better, Jim.