Another sad letter

[lostintime]

I found this letter tonight surching for answeers.
Its sad to say the least.
This is what I will have on my mind as I drift off to sleep tonight.
I will pray for all of us the best way I know how.



A letter from Sue to anyone who can help,

I have recently been diagnosed with small cell Lung Cancer, have had Morgellons 4 1/2 years.
I had a son Joshua who died Feb.17, 2006 from a Glioblastoma Brain Cancer and he was also a victim of Morgellons Syndrome. My son’s suffering from the two horrors was beyond anything any human or creature should suffer.
Back then most of the doctors called Morgellons DOP, so the suffering was even more profound for my child to be told he was crazy rather then very ill.
I don’t think anyone could ever understand the suffering he went through, now I walk the path of Cancer/Morgellons but my doctors so far have put a diagnosis of Morgellons rather then crazy to ease a bit of my pain.
They seem to believe me but yet I think I may have a post traumatic stress disorder from the treatment I received from my doctors 4 years ago and I don’t feel at ease discussing Morgellons with them.
My hair just fell out from Chemotherapy. 2 days ago, all at once, with it came the millions of red, blue, black and clear-white fibers and springtail’s, spiders, ants, dog scabies, human or dog lice we, with Morgellons, have come to know.
I know losing hair for a woman or man is very tough during chemotherapy and radiation which I start on
June 30th along with more chemotherapy, but to have the bugs and fibers coming out of your scalp is a torture beyond words.
My beautiful child lived this torture, he did not deserve this pain, there are many children out there with this un-known horror, trying to come to grasp with the disease, parents that don’t understand and doctors who still carry the stigma of (It’s all in your head) and dump drugs in their poor broken bodies.
I have no doubt that Autism, All of the Hyper-Active Disorders and yes now Cancer has something to do with Morgellons, as I’m sure you folks at CDC have by now heard many people with Morgellons are being diagnosed with cancer.
Many of us have Chronic Fatigue, Chronic Pain disorder from Neuropathy, MS, and many disorders where we were told by you from CDC through Mr. Dan Rutz were conditions that would not kill us, so maybe you felt no rush to get answers for us.

WE are dying now, please help us I beg you. I have lost so many friends from Morgellons Syndrome, I’ve lost my son, a young man who could have giving so very much love and kindness to mankind is gone.

I beg you, help us, please tell us what was found in your study, you promised answers for us, now I feel you have really let us down.
It was not just a way to keep us quiet for a while was it?
Please don’t let us down.
Thank you for providing this e-mail address for us, please let us know what you have found.
Sincerely, Sheila Sue Laws, Gaithersburg, MD

Sue Laws passed on shortly after this letter . So many of us are dying now.
Please someone help us , Fiber Disease turns Cancerous,
Please , Please HELP US.
Jennifer Miracle

[Enviro Girl]

Hi Jennifer: Hang in there! There's always HOPE! We'll get through this!

Question for you: Does Maryland have a lot of cases of Morgellon's vs other states or ? (Sue's letter mentions losing a lot of friends with Morgellon's.) I hadn't heard of ANY deaths, except for suicide.
Thanks!,

[weredIgo]

That letter was from one of the regulars on Limebusters. A few of their regulars have passed away. It always seems to be of small cell cancer. It seems morgellons leads to cancer. All these people have same stories we all do. Pretty much drs don't help them. Then when they get so sick after many years and they go to the hospital, its too late. They then don't last very long and die of small cell carcinoma.


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SAD

[Kritters]

Another link to candida, folks. I know I'm probably seemingly over-simplistic and under-studied, but Dr. Simoncini says C. Albicans is cancer. Even IT is not CANCER, my thinking is that it BECOMES cancer...dust to dust. All diseases end in fungi.

I have a friend who was just diagnosed with small cell cancer of the lung (heavy smoker) and is under-going chemo and radiation therapy. I cringe when I hear that and his wife works for a doctor's office so I couldn't even dare to lend them my book by Dr. Simoncini.

The only reason I'm bringing this up ad nauseum is because I just found out a few of our members hadn't read any of my posts on Candida.....

Okay, I've made the association and I'll try to keep from repeating.

Kritts

[Enviro Girl]

Hi WeredI!
I think the M leads to the C ultimately, too. Actually, I think The M IS the C. My theory as the cause: Agrobacterium, which literally IS Cancer to plants. I think we are on hold now w/the CDC, waiting for a Patent to be test-trialed. I just posted some of my reasoning with this near 1 of the Monsanto pieces. I'd never take anything Big Pharma patents for us now for us anyway, my bet is any patent for us will only alleviate symptoms. The Morg will be left inside, cuz it's a Big Pharma/Big Treatment Cash Cow...
There is totally hope now - Chins kept up!
Be well!,

[paddel]

Bacillus Lichenformis is what really causes many types of cancer. Its very persistent and it isnt killed easily. Frequency treatments can eliminate it though aka rife along with other treatments

[lostintime]

I just found the letter and posted it.

Aspergillus
Some Aspergillus species cause serious disease in humans and animals. The most common causing pathogenic species are Aspergillus fumigatus and Aspergillus flavus. Aspergillus flavus produces aflatoxin which is both a toxin and a carcinogen

Im not saying morgs is aspergillus but it sure looks like it has something to do with mold or fungi.

My guess is it is a cross between fungi and Chlamydophila pneumoniae.
Chlamydiae is a rather fast evolving bateria that is suspected to lead to new diseases.

If it is Carcinogenic we have a more serious problem then thought.

[Enviro Girl]

Sounds like a very aggressive strain to this layman. We need to move. Any idea of the numbers of deaths? Sheesh, I didn't know that.

Please check out my hero and former Mayor, Bob O'Connor.
He was energetic, bright, charming, led crews to tear down crackhouses and build playgrounds on Saturdays, with a twinkle in his eye...
Morgies in town speculated something related to US happend to him, he was taken down sooo fast (like he just was zapped).
And when they showed him in the hospital, dying - his eyes were watering like mine used to every night when I laid down, when I first got sick.
(I've heard that symptom from other Victims).
His slogan was actually 'Redd It Up'. I met him cleaning up litter and the whole town loved him. He would have never stood for this.
I've often thought I felt his spirit, encouraging me on.
He died at the local Kaiser - blocks from where I backed into The Tree on 03/25/06.
He would have wanted me to Redd This Up!

City mourns the death of Mayor Bob O'Connor at age 61

Folks, it's time to PLEASE make some noise, we need & deserve answers - we can't slow down and we can't wait:

Lace Up The Combat Boots :)

[hurtin1]

Words can hardly express that letter.
.Now you cant tell me that morticians,and/or coroners have not seen a mass exodus of this stuff,from some people,,while doing thier job also,,as well as chemotherapist,and other..at one time or another..(sorry to stray here)
I am sure they have,,and have been told to keep quiet too.
I am not trying to be morbid,,but I have wondered about this,before,,specially when I had bugs comin out-a me...What WOULD they have found, if I had dropped,at that time?? Almost did too from heart palps.
And would anything have been said even if I had,,say ANYTHING come out of my ear as I lie on the table being prepped,,probably not!!
I think there are alot of secrets being kept..especially from that end of the med world..that will never see daylight..

Yes there is fungus,,bacteria,,and a mish-mash of other,,but there is something CORE,,and this core is super sizing these,,, into strained out versions,,AS WELL as creating life(bugs,,and not-so-bugs),,just out of dna/rna...
I have come to grips with,,YES I got infected somehow,,,,,had fungus/bacterial infarctions to the max,,,was paratasized from the inside(not out),,and something was eating the heck out of my liver,,,making living insects from inside,,and escaping through pores,Oh and swimming worms through-out,,but I still can even comprehend of what in the world kind of(chemical/biological) "core",, could have this ability,,and power..and what exactly it is..
We have identified alot of different things ,,now supersized co-infections,,but there is still this "core",,at the center of it all..being the main..
Anything super sized by this"core" could likley cause cancer,,cause our cells were not meant to be pushed this hard..

My cousin went through chemo,,and doesnt(i dont think) know about M"s,,but out of curiosity I will ask him if he experienced any kind of abnormal purging,,that he might have thought to BE normal..(for chemo that is)
His mom(my aunty)suffers really bad with shingles,,and his sister(also my cuz.),,passed away three years ago with C..
I wonder what thier connection might be..if any,,regarding the cancer..

Remember OXYGEN!! and lots of it....good 4 U,,bad 4 C,and M"s

[Enviro Girl]

Hurtin: You familiar with the work of Dr. Hulda Clark? I think you'd be real interested. It's OK to stray and vent, no problem - there's a lot of people that aren't saying, you're right. There's also a lot of people that are onto this game and that are not going to shut up, be bought off or scared into silence...
People get mad cuz I talk politics but it does directly relate, I'm scared for us and I want us safe. I'm not saying all of D.C. is paid off, just a few key folks. We have to boot them out - we can't take this lying down. Whatever IT is. I had no idea there were cancer deaths, we've got to act.
We've got a lot of good people fighting. My own ND - they went to work to make us something and boom: Prompt Forcing Drugs Admin harassment. Confirms to me I sought out and found the exact right people to get us through this and whatever we may face. We'll win.
We have all the tools to heal ourselves, here on the earth. No matter what they TRY to do to our DNA
Here's an org you might enjoy, if you aren't in touch, they warned me of the $wine $cam last February. I didn't want to believe them. I think they were right: American Association for Health Freedom + the Health Freedom Foundation
Knowledge is power. We'll win.