Healing Symptoms

[Enviro Girl]

Kritts, thanks for tyrin...Can you change it once it's up or no?
Tks!,

[Kritters]

I think YOU can change some things but no one else can change their choices. I think you have to go into advanced to do it.

[Enviro Girl]

- New mini heat rash had recently showed up on chest, directly across from Original Spot on Spine - peeling now, like after a sunburn
- Recent colds/sniffles have dried up
- New brush burnish patch that had appeared recently in between last 2 Marks = Gone (went away very easy w/Neosporin, seems like Neo now works when you get IT this close to the skin)
- Back of Neck Bump/Mark (last 1/2 Marks) = Gone, skin is smooth now, normal baby hairs on neck reappeared
- Had resumed the periodic yakking that alerted me to new lactose intolerance, 17 days after contraction. Came back recently, not daily but on its own weird schedule, getting closer in time w/bouts until Thursday night: this yakking produced actual throw-up, that takes me back in Reverse Healing Time to my 17 day-in mark. VERY Metallic taste in my mouth prior to throwing up Thurs.. Still managed to shower and haul my behind out to dinner...
- Sense of Sleepiness - Was falling asleep at dinner Thursday night, that's a new one! Been very sleepy last few days since
- Palms still sweat once and a while, no more sharp fibers are coming out, no more oily palm sweats (whatever that was about!), no more seeing fibers or fuzz incidents
- Haven't had a migraine/any type of headache for awhile, maybe weeks (after that 3 day off and on bout)
- Upon contraction, a few mos. after 03/25/06, I had what felt like a 'platelet' or a 'disc' underneath the skin - the only way to describe is that it felt like it had a spiral-ing pattern on it like a conch (sp?) type seashell...(?) That disc spot was on right side of neck, haven't felt that odd disk-like thing since maybe 1st yr in, but it seemed to be in the middle of original mark on spine/former neck mark
- Hair: I didn't lose my hair, like some of us I'd read of, but I seemed to shed a lot. In the shower, when my hair was wet, seemed like I could pull strand after strand out, (endlessly) I thought that might quit happening when I was better: it did! Last 3 showers since Thursday night - no more endless hair strands pull out in the shower!
- Will check original symptom list - think 1 remaining Mark/Original Spot on the Spine is only remaning symptom!!!
Wishing global butterflies!,

[Enviro Girl]

I think IT's out...

Original spot on the spine, my whole back muscles heaved, nose ran, sinuses popped, little of the dry cough I've felt when other pieces come off the spinal area.

I know we've all seen some freaky $hit come out of us/our skin. This thing is like none I've seen in almost 4 yrs..

I can't even guess what this thing could be, it looks like it could be the skeleton of a tick, but it's flat/no depth/thickness to it, it's shiny/almost metallic-looking but it doesn't look like a chip.
It's about 1/2 the length and width of a tip of a match, it's oval shaped (almost looks like a tiny face, I $hit you not) but it either has a white spot in an eye-type location on it or there's a whole in it in an eye-type location on it and the white tissue I have it on is showing through.

It's got some wicked tiny extensions that could be tiny legs/arms (?) a set of two of those at each end of the oval shape. Look like they might be sharp, no way I'm touching it again. (one of those things on your skin that makes your hand jump when ya feel it and you have to run to them mirror to see what the current drama is and it's scary!)

It was a black spot that just appeared by the original spinal spot, like a new fat freckle just rose up to my skin's surface - but BLACK, put finger to it to see WTF was going on now (sigh) - it felt 'fuzzy'. (!) Grabbed tweezers...

A red wadded up wiry fuzz ball (haven't worn red in days/no way it was from clothing/environment) and what looked like stringy thin, 'root' (thin, thinner than thread - it honestly looked plant-ish) came out of the spinal hole, too. Had Instense Itchies on the back but would not scratch. My body is still in a weird reaction stage. Back hurts like after a bruise, feels someone stabbed me in the spine (yay.) Had a ton of pressure in my head all day, not like a migraine that seems to push out towards your face but a very weird, new downward pressure (pressure from the top of the head down).

Let me speak from personal experience, if you are lucky enough to find a cool doc, any of these cool docs and they tell you there's Option A and Option B - take the gentlest route available. I did things the hard way, didn't even fully listen to my own beloved ND and this last year has been rough. Get it out the gentlest way you can, it is just wicked...it looks straight-up demonic on the tissue. Don't even know what to make of this...It better not have 500 twins behind it, is all I gotta say!

I just keep staring at this thing, I am in shock - it almost looks like what a chigger (sp?) or something sounds like it could look like, but it's just like a flat shell. I've never done photos but this thing is...I just could not even guess...Photos tomorrow if I can get that zoomed, my body's still having reactions, sneezing, chills, itchies on the head, been yawning a ton since, had some granules come up off my face, weird nose activity...it's been like an hr. now...I just keep staring at IT wondering what in the world this can be.

I doubt Precison needs it @ this point, if not - does anybody have a research lab or do they already have enough of IT? Still speechless...(is IT like a man-made metallic bug, w/a plant-root body...what is this THING?!)

[kckc]

I don't even know how to begin??
I am still having the chronic bronchitis going on. I believe I had that at age 20 to like 30's. I have the ADHD thing going on, that was about the 19-32,33 maybe? I didn't pay that close attention to time periods back then because I just accepted what the md's told me and took their prescriptions.
I remember though, that my mind would be racy and distracted( not like brain fog, like a wigger), I started drinking at least a sixer everynight back then to help me calm down, and all through my 20's I use to take actifed everyday to calm me down. This past week, I don't feel it as intense as when I first stated it started. It's calming down, to slightly.
Something not proud to post, but after my 2nd child my bladder completely dropped and I use to pee pee my panties. That has come back! So I am using the restroom very mucho more.
Ok here's something, that I was hesitant to post, however the LORD gave me time on the computer so.................
I was struggling all day with this, and crying. I told my mom and some friends this, that I felt afraid. I felt afraid to have hope that I'm actually healing from this hell, I chose to have hope in the LORD, not in being healed. I have not known anything but this for 2-3 years, since I found out its name.
But ..... I have been catching myself, forgetting that I have morg. Not like it fell out of my head, gone, but like its not my prime symptom. I feel myself coming back, my character, getting irritated with small stuff, like I use to.
"Why are buying a monster when you can have coffee?!" "Uh, hello flush the toilet?!" ......blah blah blah... I'm turning back into MOM.
I am multitasking like crazy, dinner, check, laundry, ' hey there put your jacket on', talking on the phone, oops forgot an ingredient, gonna run to store, yadayada yada....

I cried and prayed, and came to terms with it, I AM HEALING!!!! THANK_YOU JESUS!!!!!!
I know I probably left out some healing symptoms, but gotta go pee, and catch my running son out the door.
I love you all, thank- you for this site, and my prayers are still for all of us!!!
GOD BLESS!!!! kc

[Enviro Girl]

Wow, Labrat!!! I didn't notice this, Sorry. What date did you do this?!

Thanks for playing w/my 1st poll!!!

So you haven't yet had Fibers out the hands/sweating out/oily palms (not kidding), you feel your heart pulsate and look down and you have like sweat & fibers all over your hands and the yawning hasn't returned yet, right? Only those 2?!

How long have you been on the protocol you're on, who/what is it?! This sounds good...I love sharing Healing Stories, so cool!

If it's any consolation, I think:

1. There are diff. strains of IT in us, some ppl have lesions, some ppl don't (so we should heal diff, too)...I wanted to make the poll broader to include more folks' weird goings-on, as we all heal - but, alas I am poll-deficient
2. Fibers out the hands (sharp, hurt, most red and a few blue) went on w/a $30 parasite cleanse from Brenda Watson/Renew Life around 2007 and they also came out again recently w/Dr. Overman's Protocol. I think I might have it on here w/a date on it (fiber hands happened maybe 2 diff days? No more since then.)
3. The yawning returning, it was VERY noticeable when it came back, like 17 times in a row and I was like, "Hey, I didn't even realize, I haven't yawned in years - that's prolly something my body should be doing" and then you go back to normal yawning after you get the lil awakening notice that ya got your yawns back...
That's another reason I did Healing Symptoms, I thought Oh, Ball$! What If I yawn 17 times all the time from now on and that's my next freak dysfuction instead of Morgellon's?!
These aren't like that, it's like brief notification (hello!)/flash, then whatever it is goes back to normal function/frequency
4. Both the recent fiber hands/yawning returning didn't happen until last few mos., so I'm hoping they're on the way 4 U! (but again w/various strains of ITs - these may not happen all the same, for all of us, as we heal

Keep me posted/LMK what protocol you're doin! Also, what's your general locale, if you no mind me askin'...

Congats, LR! I'm excited 4 ya, I think these are all great signs we are taking our bodies back!

Sorry my poll is stinky, people - I'm a dud.

[labrat]

thanks from a sunny south africa ..ur message is inspiring.. u rock! all of you guys rock!

[Enviro Girl]

Oh, Eastern Cape/S. Africa. Is that where you think you contracted IT?

Thank you!

It is you that rocks: