Will Anyone See the Elephant in the Room?

[sarothra]

Hi again,
I know I have been posting voraciously. I am not one to generally post on blogs, but honestly my reason for posting was to tell everyone here about the forms that are on the skin and the organism that is living just under the surface of my skin. I have every symptom of Morgellons - the mysterious swelling, fibers, fibers that move, fatigue, on and on.
I am sort of frustrated because I haven't had anyone try the poultice yet.

I am starting to feel like the lone voice crying in the wilderness.

I cannot keep trying to get someone to try it because I am a single older mom, 52 years old, suffering from Morgellons.

I am very tired. I have 2 girls, 2 and 3 years old, who also have Morgellons. I have put them in respite care for 3 days (one is adopted, one is foster child) - so I could treat myself and get the word out to the Morgellon community. Once they come home (tomorrow) my focus will have to be on them.

I have prayed to the Great Spirit to show me what to do to heal myself and to feel in control. Lately I have felt very out of control, compulsively picking at my sores, throwing away tons of clothes and blankets, sheets and underwear, spending so much money. My focus has been 100% on this affliction and the healing I need for myself and my girls.

I feel I have gotten an answer - not all the answers, but a crucial aspect of this disease that no one (that I can see) is talking about. I feel it is my responsibility to help others see the truth of what Morgellons is.

There is a lot of talk about a lot of different things. I do not dispute any of it.

But as Chief Joseph said "it takes few words to speak the truth".

Again, I will say, there is an animal/crustacean/arthropod type organism, ranging in size from 4 to 8 inches. It leaves a "form", or outline on the skin when heated with the blow dryer. The form has two brown "freckles", which are its "eyes", or where its eyes would be. I'm talking about an impression that this animal leaves on my skin. I don't have the animal itself, although I saw a picture of one on another website. It is bright green (almost florescent green, like a very bright lime green). When this animal dies, and its body is coming out of the lesion on our skin, the lesion can turn bright green. This is its body breaking up and trying to come out of our skin.

The swellings that we have on our ankles, wrists, shins, jaw, etc., are the bodies of this animal. I believe it is a crustacean, an aquatic creature, that is microscopic to start out with. Once we ingest it (I think through water) it begins its migration to the skin. Here they latch on and feed, probably on our blood, but I don't know that part. When they are ready to reproduce you will get the lesion. Here you will pick out the white larva, which is another stage of its life cycle. The white larva lives in the red gel (which is most likely its symbiotic bacteria, again, I am unsure about that) Under the white larva you will find the black material. When you reach the black material you know you have reached the organism itself. If you can interrupt its reproductive cycle by constantly keeping the lesions covered and smothered and treated with ginger, tumeric, etc. you will conquer this infestation.

But then you have to keep from getting re-infected. I think French water is implicated, maybe different spring waters as well. Why? They "strain" the water through very very tiny microscopic filters. They don't want to treat the water with chlorine because what would be the point you might as well drink good old city water. They filter the water through these microscopic filters (as well as carbon filters) but some of the microbes/aquatic organisms are so small they go right through. Or sometimes they infest the aquifer. The filters are not foolproof.

The bottom line is I don't know where they came from but I see them very plainly on my skin. I burn them with my hair dryer. It sounds so primitive, I know. Yes it is painful. I also kill them with Pyrethrin (lice cream rinse) applied on the skin (in about a 4 inch radius around each lesion)

You will know when they are dead when you start to see the black material rising to the surface of your skin. First the black specks, then darker black material (it is not bugs - it is some of the internal structures of this animal). Then after the black material, if you keep putting some sort of drawing salve on them, you may start to see the bright green material. If you see the bright green stuff, you can be glad, because that's its body coming out.

If you itch ANYWHERE you must assume one is alive there - it doesn't matter if you have a lesion there or not. You must treat immediately any area that itches. If you can stand it, blow the hair dryer on the area until you can feel the morgie "boiling" - once you experience this you will know what I am talking about. Your skin will be somewhat red after this, but your skin will not blister or be burnt. I know because I have done this many many times. I sometimes spend as much as 1 hour using the hair dryer on my skin. Take as much pain as you can take, but heat them up.

Then use the herbs, etc. I think they help. Use Pyrethrins unless you're opposed to that. I don't think they are essential to kill them but I couldn't say for sure.

The fibers are part of this creature's body. There are two aspects of the fibers. Some of the fibers (the colored ones, purple, red, etc.) are part of the animal's body. I see the outline and the fibers clearly formed on a lesion I have on my breast (very thin skin there and very pale skin, so easy to see the animal) - This organism has a head, about an inch wide and an inch long. It's body is about 2 inches long and it has two arms (at least) - maybe more appendages that harder to see - sort of like the "arms" a crayfish has, they go up and out and over its head.

I care so much about the people who have this condition. It is horrible. You just don't know where to turn when your doctor tells you to take a psychotropic drug for itching and sores on your skin. The medical community is really misdirected here. The sad thing is, they really believe that we're making this up in our head. They really believe that. Like Jesus said "forgive them for they know not what they do".

We can take care of ourselves and each other. What I feel I really need to know about this illness is if this organism migrates to other parts of the body and causes heart disease, lung disease, etc. Filariasis (sleeping sickness, caused by a parasitic nematode) migrates to different parts of the body and it takes years but does major damage to organ systems. I can't let that happen to my girls.

There is an animal living under our skin. Use the poultice or the hair dryer. Watch the form of its body raise up into shaving cream. Try to see it. I need someone to see it so we can start passing this information around.

My muscles hurt really bad after killing it. It has wrapped itself around my wrists, ankles, knees. These animals do not require a microscope to see. They are huge. Look for where you have a swelling or a lesion. Put a mixture of red wine and rice or red wine and oatmeal on it. Watch the form of this animal raise itself up into the poultice.

I will be able to post tomorrow until 5 p.m. and then my girls come back from respite. I'll be limited after that but will try to stay active on this post.

We can't depend on the doctors to cure us. I do think, in spite of themselves, they are doing what they think is "right". They have to do what the AMA says or they will be sued. I used to work for a doctor. I am a medical assistant. Doctors aren't all bad, but many are very misdirected by their training and the threat of lawsuits.

I'll be waiting to hear back. Peace.

[Baraka Obam]

You sound a little frantic here, you need to understand everyone has their magic bullet. I myself will try your poltice but it will not be untill I am done doing what I am trying right now. I have picture of what is under the skin I dug it out it does not have eyes, they are tumors and they are hooked into the blood. Seeing that we do not know what is the cause of it just yet it could be from anything. The fact that you see a lobster form on your arm when it swells up can be the same thing as a piece of toast that is burnt like the Madona, is that a message from god, well I do not think so, is the cloud in the sky that looks like a three leaf clover mean that it is, nope! I wish it was that easy, yup looks like a fish under there, put a wrom on the skin and it would come out to get the worm. That would be GREAT but today I do not think it is going to happen, could the infection have come from water, life itself came from water so I would give that idea a gold star. You know your idea with the wine and rice or outmeal is ok,,, it will give me a good reason to drink a bottle of WINE, while I whine about my condition, which will make me feel better. I will also go one step better and wrap it with plastic wrap to keep it close to the skin and moist without getting it all over me and the house. I will let you know how it works out for me, that is when I do it. I have been working on this for 5 years without the doctor drugs, so far so good I am not perfect yet but on the way, hope the trip is comming to a end, that is of corse without my demise. Oh good luck in everything you do, especially in taking care of the children. The infection on the arm follows the gaglia nerve it is the cause of carple tunnel and fibramialga. Don't worry so much things are gonna get better, maybe not tomorrow but soon. Thank you for your imput.

[sarothra]

Hi Barak,
Thanks for responding to my post.
I know I sound frantic. I acknowledge that. Yes, I am frantic for a cure, for answers, not only for myself but for my children. I have an African-American (I'm white, but that's not really the point) - the point is my little girl is 3 years old and she is an absolute beauty.
She has lesions on her FACE - with the corresponding brown freckles (if you will) - she is being SCARRED. I can't sit back and watch this beautiful little girl's face get scarred.
YES I AM FRANTIC. I AM OVEREXCITED, WORRIED, OVER-FOCUSED, OCD EVEN. This just gives the doctors even more reason to say "TAKE ORAP". right...
Anyway, that being said....yes, my friends and family have always said I am over-sensitive and too easily hurt, over-emotional, etc.
That doesn't mean what I'm saying is not true.
If you put the plastic wrap over it it will obliterate for forms, but it's still therapeutic so I wish you well with it.
I don't mind if you disagree with my theories, but I just wanted someone to at least try to shaving cream thing. It's so easy...
But I probably sound too controlling, so people don't want to.
OK.
I tried Menthol shaving cream - boy they really suck that up.
Barak, with all respect, why would a "tumor" have hooks like that. Doesn't that sound more like a parasite? Yes, tumors do tap into the blood supply but they "normally" do it by creating their own personal network of capillaries (not sure if that's the right term), their own arterial/venous supply network. Cancer is like that. Tumors from cancer divert the blood supply and create veins and arteries to feed itself. It doesn't use "hooks" - parasites use hooks.
Is what you're seeing bright green?
Yes, I agree, what I'm saying sounds nutty, like the Madonna in the tissue - yes, there was a lady who saw Mother Mary in discarded tissues. I'm NOT talking about something like that.
By the way, do you know the difference between a delusion and a hallucination?
Delusion: A false belief.
Hallucination: A false or distorted sensory experience.
Hallucinations are what you see or hear.
Delusions are what you believe.
So you're saying you think I am hallucinating....
I thought if anyone might believe me it might be somebody here - Please don't you too tell me I'm psychotic. I AM NOT PSYCHOTIC. Yes, I mentioned the Great Spirit. Doesn't mean I'm hallucinating....
Again, there is an animal - I don't know for sure what kind or what classification it would fit into - there is an organism/animal/crustacean/arthopod/aquatic organism - SOMETHING WITH EYES, A SPINE, APPENDAGES WITH PINCHERS ON THE END, AND A TAIL. If you put plastic wrap over the poultice you won't see it, because it will keep the animal's form from "rising up" -
THANKS FOR SAYING YOU'll TRY IT.
By the way, Yellow Tail Shiraz (from Australia) is what I'm using and it's delicious.

[sarothra]

By the way, Barak, can I see the picture of what you dug out?
I'm very interested in that...

[Baraka Obam]

The hooks are in the white plastic protective coating, yes I know that, who wrote the rules on what a organism can do. These things, (the lesion/tumors) do hijack and develope veins to feed them, the center feed blood line is the first red spot you will see on the skin. I have a funny feeling part of this will flow up into a capillary in the skin, when it is too big to flow thru it gets stuck and then the lesion starts to grow, as it grows it needs to develope the capilary into a vein, this is why I think the LESION/TUMOR puts out a hormone to accomplish this. Time will go by and the lesion will need exits to be deveoped for the blood to flow over and out of the mass that is spreading. When I used hydrogen peroxide 35% on them it would destroy the top fake skin cover all the way to the end of the underskin, LESION/TUMOR ans you could see on the circumference the area where it flows out there would be a little indent on the edge of the plastic like protective bowl that it has formed thats edges come right up to the skin surface. The plastic totally encases it below the skin and the fake skin covers the top. The young/smaller ones are round in shape but as time goes on they develope spreading long and wide, they can take any shape, I have some of the white plaque left and it is dam near 4 inch long. I gave it a good bashing a long time ago but must out of desperation left some of it alive as the spot was so big and knarley that to put it bluntly I was worn out, depressed, tired, putting burning to the bone 35% hydrogen peroxide on it every day. I have seen open what you see thru your skin, the shape that it takes is a funny trick, mine looks like President Bush, yeah its ugly but maybe when I am done I will have a tattoo put on the large scar that is left there. I am going to ask you if you took steroid cream, or steroid shots, You are at quite a age to be having children, let me ask you somthing did your breakout come after having the children.


Oh about your sanity, If I was to go outside and see a cloud shaped like a DRAGON and I started to scream and run around its going to eat me, that is not a cloud it is a DRAGON, watch its moving closer to me. Well I would think people would all kinda be shocked at my actions, would I be crazy in your eyes or would you run around with me scared to death also? First answer that question!! I am not saying you are crazy, or DOC (Delusions Of Crustacean ) but if you keep on like this someone is going to call the loony tune truck to come and take you away, the very least that will happen is they will take the children from you. If you don't sit down and take a deep breath and get off the Holy Quest to rid yourself of sealife people will call the authoritys on you. I know you think I am being mean but if you love your children you need to STOP trying to force your ideas on people around you (THAT SOUND CRAZY). There is a very old situation playing out, SOUND CRAZY, IS CRAZY. Here is the next question, what good will it do you to CONVINCE anyone that what is under your arm is sea life, like that is going to happen, it will not. Please relax and sit back at this point we are not able to do anything much, things are changing as more and more people that have not just skin problems by hypocondriac like complaints that somthing is wrong INSIDE their body's. There is one other thing i want to ask, since I have never seen a black man with lesions, I wonder the condition of his skin, if he was the carrier, this may not be the case as your underskin lesions are so large as mine were. I have had this 38 years and was also treated with steroids.


Last but not least focus on how to keep this at bay and not what kind of animal it is, you will find the less you speak about it to uninfected people about it, the more compassion you will get, stop trying to force people to belive what SOUNDS crazy, even IF it is NOT!!!!! The sad part is I know you will not try to and then you will really be much worse off.

[Sadsack]

Something that confounds getting to the bottom of this Monster is that it does not manifest exactly the same way in everyone. Some things, like the fiber-types, seem to be rather consistent, but other things seem to be almost unique.
I have had MANY things emerging from my skin. One thing that I found - and I found 3 of them - was seeds that had sprouted.
I have never heard that from anyone else.
I guess the point is that sometimes we feel urgency to share a discovery when it may be something that only we have. WHY??? Who the hell knows....
SS

[Jo]

Hi Saro,

I tried it last night, but made no remarkable observations. Maybe we dont all have the same species of parasite, or maybe I've zapped them with treatments and meds. I do believe these suckers to be in similar arthropoda families and I want to help you identify this beast.

If my parasites were 2" wide, they would be wider than my wrists - Im not saying that because i doubt your observations, I just doubt this large size of parasite in me....but I could be wrong.

I know what you mean about feeling them boil.

Please feel free to email me your drawing and I'll get it on here

jrsca_77@hotmail.com

We need to pace ourselves, getting all the pieces together is more like a marathon than a sprint - but we will get there.

Jo xxx

[sarothra]

Hi Barak,
Several points in reply to your thoughtful post!

1. If I were to go around shouting "nanotechnology is attacking human beings!" (which is exactly what many people are doing) - gee, somehow we accept that, because someone has a Ph.D. or is somehow sanctioned by others who believe the same thing.
There's security in numbers.

2. If someone were to say "there are dragons in the sky - look out!" - I tell you I would sure look up in the sky! Then I might commit them for 72 hour observation - if I didn't see anything.

3. I never said "sealife people" - I said aquatic organism. Sealife people do not exist. Aquatic organisms do. (see, I am rational)

4. You think I'm crazy, but you don't think your statement sounds a little looney tunes
"the plastic totally encases it below the skin with the fake skin on top" - hmmmmm - Orap time for you......

5. Aquatic organisms do exist. They do infect humans and other animals. Worms and parasitic nematodes have been known to live and reproduce under human skin. I don't know what type of organism this is. Think small green tadpole (they too exist) - Your examples of dragons in the sky and sea people are far-fetched.....My theory is an organism (think small green tadpole) living under the skin. I think it's feasible. Why does it sound so impossible to you?? That's what I don't get.

6. Dr. Phil says you base how well something is working on results. I am getting amazing results heating up the swelled up areas and the areas with lesions with the hair dryer. My ankles are no longer swollen. The red dots on my arms and legs and face are disappearing. I am detoxing big time because these invertebrates (is that a more acceptable term? - I don't know what to call them - I am not a biologist) are dying. They are dying. The black specks come up, and then the green stuff starts to come out of the lesion/ it looks sort of a greenish tan.

7. Yes, my intensity makes me appear not credible. Yes, I am excited about my discovery. I want others to heal too. Especially the children.

By the way, my African American girl is adopted. (December 200 - no medication/steroids/hormones involved. My other girl is a foster child.

Peace

[stillhere]

Baraka,
I am just thinking about how a surgeon opens someone with cancer and immediately closes the incision due to oxygen causing it to grow and low and behold the cancer grows and the person dies immediately. When you put these things on the slide which I saw, they do take off and I am wondering if this in fact is exactly what the surgeon knows who sews the person up immediately full of cancer.
Very scary stuff. I am glad you are brave enough to do the research you are doing and I so hope, the professionals would come in with their knowledge and save us. For some reason that is not happening. Thank you for your efforts.
Saro, I know your panicky feeling. I too have a daughter who I worry about and fear of the unknown with some knowing (hysteria factor) of this condition is the perfect set up for panic. I tried to get a medical professional to hear me, as I knew something was wrong. Something was in me. I felt it would not kill me though. That was then (2002). I am now not feeling so sure. Baraka is correct in what he is telling you. It is what it is and you must breathe deeply and step through it. You could have the authorities remove your children. Please hear Baraka. Think about the fact that with all the research going into cosmetic surgery, they may have a repair for your daughters skin/scars in the near future. My secretary had scarring which she had blended by tattoos. Childrens skin recovers way better than adults. My face went through a lot and the only scars I am left with happened after my 30's. (thank you morgellans).
One more thing, I have heard of a technique with breast cancer where they freeze (dry ice?) the tissue surrounding the cancer cells prior to going in to remove the tumor/s in hopes of stopping that fast growth when oxygen hits it. Has anyone tried freezing?
sh

[Baraka Obam]

The old idea of the air hitting the cancer and then the people die was a falacy. It goes more like this (my idea before I saw it on tv) the large tumor they remove gives off a hormone like fluid (morgellons) and it keeps all the small tumors in the body from growing, when you remove the large tumor you also remove the fluid, then all the smaller tumors grow!!! Thats what it said on the tv show I saw and it is quite like this. In my mind Cancer is this disease when it morphes.

sarothra, no matter what you do not want to hear, still it is a fact. I never said you are crazy, I say what you say sounds crazy to others. I am warning you of future problems you WILL face if you talk like this to others, here you are safe. I do not believe in nano tech being the vector of this disease, but many do. there was a time if you said the world was round you were considered crazy and quite likely to be put to death for herasy. Get it strait, out of my typing fingers I type to your mind, I am not saying you are crazy, I may think your misguided, but I will never say you are crazy. I can say anything is possible does that cover what everyone is saying, YES it does. Please climb down off the I am not crazy box and start to believe yourself, it does not matter if I believe you now does it. I may post the pictures soon to show you what you are really seeing, then you may still stay with sea creature but really I don't think so, I have torn apart to many of them, one on my right arm was the size you are spouting. I will not be the one to come and get your children, nobody here will, the people that call will be your relative, the teacher at school, your neighbors, your best friend, if you want to set them at ease stop with the monster story and start to repair the damage by saying, the doctor thinks it may be lymes disease. Thats all ,over and out, good luck to you.

PS I still want to drink that bottle of wine, Merlot will be my poison, I never thought for a moment that I would be drinking with my morgs, well what the hell, I have been trying to kill them all along, maybe if I am nice to them they will be nice to me, LOL!!!!!

Wiskey man, they done killed us both!`