Morgellons and co-creating realities

[Mat]

I am a firm believer in co-creation and the likes of Louise Hay says that we create dis-ease in ourself whether the fault is initially internal or caused externally. Louise says that ' body parasites' are created because we are allowing someone or something to 'get under our skin'. This may sound very simplistic but I ask forum members to go back to the point before your symptoms explicitly surfaced, what was your frame of mind at this point? I know I was heavily involved in 9/11 Truth and allowing the NWO to 'get under my skin' as well as a personal issue with a deputy manager at work.

I believe in our own healing power and so do the monsters that have created this godawful affliction. Anyway, I digress, do you think, for whatever reason, that you may have 'embraced' this dis-ease on a sub-conscious level?

Your thoughts please?

[Kritters]

Well, here I go again, Mat. I hope I'm not too redundant when I discuss 'myself' but since almost every 'disease' I've read about which are more common than others (excluding malaria, leprosy, etc for simplicity sake) they say it takes hold after a trauma of some sort.

I believe that trauma of any kind makes the body acidic and the acidic environment is the gatekeeper which allows the critters in to finish the decomposing job of mother nature's ecosystem. Our environment of weeds, algae, et al are constantly working to take back the earth. There was even a documentary on discovery or one of those history channels which deals with this. I think it was called "after we leave' or something similar.


Another two cents. What o what will I do once legal tender/currency is eliminated in the near future?

Kritts

[Morgan]

Originally Posted by Mat

I am a firm believer in co-creation and the likes of Louise Hay says that we create dis-ease in ourself whether the fault is initially internal or caused externally. Louise says that ' body parasites' are created because we are allowing someone or something to 'get under our skin'. This may sound very simplistic but I ask forum members to go back to the point before your symptoms explicitly surfaced, what was your frame of mind at this point? I know I was heavily involved in 9/11 Truth and allowing the NWO to 'get under my skin' as well as a personal issue with a deputy manager at work.

I believe in our own healing power and so do the monsters that have created this godawful affliction. Anyway, I digress, do you think, for whatever reason, that you may have 'embraced' this dis-ease on a sub-conscious level?

Your thoughts please?

That would be a resounding "NO" to that. I had just been planning two very happy occasions in my life and my family's. A huge birthday party and then a family vacation. I don't get into conspiracy theories in the slightest. Never have never will. That being said, even if someone did I don't really think that would have any bearing. But, if you think this is what happended in your case then maybe that holds true for you. Perception is reality. Self blame and loathing in the face of a serious medical condition may not be a great route to take in my humble opinion. Again that is up to the individual.

Morgan

[Mat]

Originally Posted by Morgan

That would be a resounding "NO" to that. I had just been planning two very happy occasions in my life and my family's. A huge birthday party and then a family vacation.

Morgan

Any chance you can expand on the above, Mr Morg?

[carla]

I was happy just before I was inflicted with morgs. But I was pregnant so that would have effected my immune system.
I wish I'd made the most of being happy instead of taking it for granted.

xx

[kelley]

Carla--

I've asked myself a form of this question lately, without having known about Louise Hay's parasite ideas---it's been awhile since I've looked at those books!

In general, I was feeling very optimistic, which is kinda uncharacteristic of me. I had been stuck on a physical level for several years, but in the last year had begun to pull out of that place, and take some proactive steps toward health. (This makes the current difficulties all the more disheartening at times...)

However, I was also planning a wedding for my boyfriend and I. I like to live under the radar and the attention I received around the wedding, though certainly well-intentioned, was extremely uncomfortable to me.

The wedding was a fairly low-key and non-traditional affair held in a friend's home. But I work at a church where my boyfriend is a pastor. And lots of church folks were invited. I rarely attend worship---and am pretty agnostic at best, though I don't broadcast that at work---and despite this being a very liberal Christian church full of very lovely people, I had some fears about how the wedding would be perceived.

Plus---it may sound silly, but I just couldn't take one more question about what I was wearing, or how I would do my hair! My lack of enthusiasm for these things was palpable. I love my boyfriend husband very much, but I'm not into weddings!

In trying to be true to myself, it felt like I was flying my -freak flag- a little too high for comfort! I felt vulnerable---and "seen" in ways that I wasn't sure I wanted to be. So Hay's "under your skin" diagnosis feels pretty apt here.

kelley

[Mat]

Carla, please don't think sadly. You seem so cool and lovely and switched on. I must admit to being sad tonight. My ex girlfriend has vanished and I am sure it is because of this ****ING TERRIBLE AFFLICTION. She has it now and she is blaming me, albeit silently. She said she had symptoms before, but
I know she thinks I passed this wretched disease on to her. After two years of this I am fed up. I have been off work two years, all savings gone, all esteem ****ing gone, nothing. I am in a dark place now.

Ah, sorry Carla, I was supposed to have being cheering you up. I have maybe failed because I am so heartbroke. But you are all those things I said you were. And more.

Do you like Bonny Prince Billy? This one is for you. We will all get better sooner than you realise, I promise. x

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[Mat]

Originally Posted by kelley

Carla--

I've asked myself a form of this question lately, without having known about Louise Hay's parasite ideas---it's been awhile since I've looked at those books!

In general, I was feeling very optimistic, which is kinda uncharacteristic of me. I had been stuck on a physical level for several years, but in the last year had begun to pull out of that place, and take some proactive steps toward health. (This makes the current difficulties all the more disheartening at times...)

However, I was also planning a wedding for my boyfriend and I. I like to live under the radar and the attention I received around the wedding, though certainly well-intentioned, was extremely uncomfortable to me.

The wedding was a fairly low-key and non-traditional affair held in a friend's home. But I work at a church where my boyfriend is a pastor. And lots of church folks were invited. I rarely attend worship---and am pretty agnostic at best, though I don't broadcast that at work---and despite this being a very liberal Christian church full of very lovely people, I had some fears about how the wedding would be perceived.

Plus---it may sound silly, but I just couldn't take one more question about what I was wearing, or how I would do my hair! My lack of enthusiasm for these things was palpable. I love my boyfriend husband very much, but I'm not into weddings!

In trying to be true to myself, it felt like I was flying my -freak flag- a little too high for comfort! I felt vulnerable---and "seen" in ways that I wasn't sure I wanted to be. So Hay's "under your skin" diagnosis feels pretty apt here.

kelley

Yeah, I understand that wedding thing and being the centre of attention. I would dislike that immensely.

[Mat]

Originally Posted by Kritters

Well, here I go again, Mat. I hope I'm not too redundant when I discuss 'myself' but since almost every 'disease' I've read about which are more common than others (excluding malaria, leprosy, etc for simplicity sake) they say it takes hold after a trauma of some sort.

I believe that trauma of any kind makes the body acidic and the acidic environment is the gatekeeper which allows the critters in to finish the decomposing job of mother nature's ecosystem. Our environment of weeds, algae, et al are constantly working to take back the earth. There was even a documentary on discovery or one of those history channels which deals with this. I think it was called "after we leave' or something similar.


Another two cents. What o what will I do once legal tender/currency is eliminated in the near future?

Kritts

Money will be abolished by 2012 and you will get your little 666 implant during your long term stay at yon local FEMA camp, Missy Krittsy. I think you are also spot on about the acidity gatekeeping thing. I was so stressed the night before with some ****ing 9/11 denier c***t***. AC-IIIED!

[Mat]

Jeebus, I certainly created this morning's hangover.

*shakily shuffles off*