A Good Cry

[Kritters]

I guess I could have posted this in the therapy section, but didn't want to take the time to look for it.

I'm in the middle of a good cry. I just realized that we have the ability to have a good cry because salt comes rushing forward as well as all the other documented, physiological reasons we have tears at ultimate times of emotion. Laughter is one, but I also have a theory about laughter (really Kritts? YOU? A THEORY?)

I just stopped my good cry to tell my Morgie family about it and the salt implications, LOL. So I guess I'm not a blathering emotional moron at that. Anyone ever seen the movie, " Something's Gotta Give" with Diane Keaton and Jack Nicholson? It's one of my favorite ever. My daughter and son both think I am the part she plays LOL. For those who haven't, she's a playwriter who finally finds someone she falls in love with (Jack...can you imagine how dumb that is?LOL) and he doesn't commit right away, so she is absolutely devastated. She is writing on her laptop and crying at the same time. I'm like DK because of her obvious charm (or lack thereof), independence, loving white, loving walking on the beach, vulnerable, yadayadayada.

Well I'm doing that now, too. LOL. SOB....LOL....Sob... okay...they're coming to take me away haha....no seriously.......what can I say?

I know we are all going through such a horrific thing here. I just came in from going out on my boyfriend's boat (who is very tolerant and trying to understand) but he is not a good sounding board, for sure. I so enjoyed the ocean ride, as I pushed my eyelid against the eyeball so it didn't hurt, surveyed and picked at my lesions, plucked a few fibers, while I smacked at the greenheads and blackflys attacking us on the boat. So I just sent him out on his own so I could release my swell of tears, and he can ride off on the sunset to ponder his own personal demons.

Okay,,,, so the reason behind all of this is to say to my Morg family.....when you have to cry....just cry and make a big deal of it. I mean.... get a drink of vodka or whatever that will feed your misery and give you the license.... get so low that you don't want to climb up. (he asked me what I wanted to do for dinner, and I responded...."um... no thanks. I'm contemplating death right now" LOLOLOL.... don't fret... he understood or I wouldn't be with him now. LOL

But I'm good now just talking to you and it only takes about fifteen minutes for the entire run.

I'm wiping my cheek right now of the last tear.

I'm good.

We'll lick this.

xoxoxo
Kritts

p.s. In closing, I just noticed this little white-winged enemy on my screen. Of course I smudged it.

[Jo]

Hi Kritts,

Your expression of words and emotions are, as usual, spot on.

We are all in the same boat hun....with you, analysing the debris from our very strange, mixed up existence, instead of just enjoying the view.

I thought earlier, I'm not depressed but I am getting fed up with this fight. Talk about perserverance. Think we should all get morgie medals.

My Dad said today that he'd like me to stop wearing my hat....I cant wait for the day when I dont need it.

Much love, hugs and a high five

Jo xxxxxx

[Kritters]

How awesome, Joey....

You'd be there. Being OCD (was as a child, but overcame it. Overcame it. Overcame it.) I wanted to read some Morg family posts and checked to see who was online. Said you were responding to my thread. I said to self, "cool" I'll wait. Excellent.

What hat are you wearing? Anywho, I'm glad you're not depressed. I'll get over it because of you and other morgies we know and love. Especially you, though.

By the way.... "we're all in the same boat..." LOL

IF YOU WERE IN THE BOAT WITH ME TODAY I WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO WRITE THIS POST! LOLOL

xoxo
love ya,
Kritts

[pat]

Well kritts I'm not surprised you are upset--drinking vodka -poor you I could cry with you in fact I am!!You a sailor too,its Captain Morgan you need not that nasty russky drink.This rum doesn't depress no no,you send stupid embarrassing messages to strange men,and contemplate death in 12" water in fishpond.But ya wouldn't do that cos the fish have all got fungus,and you don't want to worsen their condition.So you have another drink whilst laughing like a manic.
All I can say its a good job that they closed all the asylums over here or some of us would be there counting coloured beads.
Does ya good to have a good cry-male or female-no man or woman is an island.
Mwah,Mwah xxxxx

[Natalie]

Well Im really glad I dont have to start another thread. Im bawling my eyes out right now. One son called and said why do you have to move? arent you going to be itchy everywhere? I said I have to, and he wasnt listening so said Im sad and he hung up on me. I dont blame him. His fathwer committed suicide. Stupid humans we are. why arent there answwers to our challenges?

Im sad and mad. Im not going to kill myself. BUT worse than that, I havere to leave here. I have to move away from my family. Be alone worse than now. I know Im not grateful.

I have to move away. Please someone help me??

How do you stay away from the Morgs when kids have it and dont care, or wont pay attention to whats happening?

Help me please???

THey arent being respectful at all. I didnt raise then thaT WAY.

i WENT TO THE BEACH TODAY WHILE MY CLOTHES WERE WASHING AT LAUNDRY MAT. i WAS SO FREE, SO FREE. I need the ocean so bad.

Thankyou all you beautiful people who are my freinds, who are fellow lovers of the truth being opened up for all to observe...freedom!

[Natalie]

oh Pat, I laughed and cried, like you were here! Thankyou.

Hey Mr. Tamborine Man, playa song for me? the smoke rings of my mind.

crazy sorrow

please let me forget about today, until tomorrow???

Ill come follow...

[Jo]

MASSIVE HUG!!

Love you xxxx I will shish my red wine in your honour

[pat]

THAT IS SPOOKY.How did you know i am sat here with a Byrds cd playing with tambourine man on it???And just as an aside its taken me 40 yrs listening to it and i still don't know what they say in a line there but it sounds like 'I'm ready for toothache',honest it does.If anyone out there knows these chaps ask em what they sing will ya.Or maybe they are on the site.PM me boys,put me out of misery.LOL Hey,Natalie,talk to me about kids!!They ALL need a good smack.There is a REALLY funny story i could tell ya and i do mean funny.Seems like a few of you over there are having probs with them.Maybe I should become a peripatetic chastiser of kids.I am the business,I can silence em with a look.Don't get me started!!!Never mind the naughty step,crack round the backside sorts them,specially with a horse crop.
You all must get a skype phone,cos I couldn't type it all,and it will give you a laugh.Carla's getting one (phone not kid)

[Natalie]

Lovely lady that you are Pat! I thankyou for the validation that when WE all think of another its true! I have noone but YOU PEOPLE. Yeah sure I have friends. But this is where its at. For me anyway!

What do I say? I have so much.

YOu freaked me out too.

Anyway, this has to my validation... that I AM on the right road. Ive been on alot. Like us all.

Blah Blah. Im boring. I wish I was in England. write soon?

[Natalie]

Honesty is the best policy.


First thing I thought of was, cool, Im in tune. psychically. Gosh darn it! Im sorry!

Im listening to Melanies version of Tamborine man. MELANIE. Beautiful gal. everyone with a heart has to hear!

I will listen again to hear what is said