Please help. I am panicking

[Jade17]

Hi everyone,

I am new here. I have to ask a question or two and hope for your replies. I don't THINK I have Morgellons, but I want to be sure. How can I be sure?

A friend I havent talked to in 2 years called me up in a panic and told me that she has Morgellons. I didn't know what to do for her and I didn't know about it so I went online to do research and got scared... it is a scary disease you all know more than I do about that!!

She told me that she made out with a guy who had lesions over his back and they laid in his bed for awhile... within a day she started itching and the crawly sensation started... she thought it was scabies but when treatments weren't working, she did more research and found out it was Morgellons. Well, when she called me in a panic it was about 5 weeks since symptoms started for her.

The next day her dad drove her up to my house... she stayed in my driveway and I handed her a box of stuff that I thought might help her -- MesoSilver, hoemopathic silver, my zapper, my foot pads, Oxygen supplements, Natural Cellular Defense, etc. I handed the box to her and didn't touch her.

Now I am paranoid that even though it was only 30 seconds and I didn't touch her, that I got infested. Is that possible?

I am itching all over. She says the itching was barely noticeable in her, that it is the creepy crawly sensation that is getting to her. It has been 17 days since then... my scalp is itchy and I have felt that creepy crawly sensation but the thing is, it was only on my forehead near my scalp.

It has gotten bad but not so much the past couple days. The itching is still there...

I am paranoid. I know that fear may be causing these symptoms, and I have no sores nor do I have any bugs or fibers that are visible with my 20/20 vision and bright lights.

I want to know your opinion. I have been reading your posts and it seems like you all are so kindhearted and generous and truly genuine. I have a tendency to panic and I don't know what could be happening to me.

Sometimes I think maybe since I have been doing a parasite cleanse and using a zapper for the past 18 days, maybe I am experiencing die off from the tons of other parasites I have inside me.

I have been using diatomaceous earth, Dr. Clark's clarkia, I ordered Humaworm or somethign like that... I have been taking my natural cellular defense, using my foot pads, and oxy supplements.

i also have miracle soap products... started using them last week.

Any ideas? I am desperate here. I am goign to soak my scalp in ozonated olive oil before I shower tonight in case I just have a severe case of dry scalp.

I just don't want to have this disease.

Thank you all so much. God Bless.

Jade

[Kritters]

Hi Jade,

What makes your friend think she has Morgellons? What symptoms does she have?

there are so many things it could be as far as she and her boyfriend are concerned.

What parasites do you already have that you know of? How do you know?

Kritters

[Jade17]

My friend has fibers. She has bugs, she has the crawly sensation all over her body, and the stinging and biting. She can feel them all over her.

When she took a bath in Miracle Soap, a copper fiber came out of her head, about an inch and a half long. Not to mention she has seen red and blue fibers coming out of her. She started to get a lesion on her chest but she was putting essential oils on it and it has started to heal.

She went out with a guy once, and she started itching within a day of it. He wasn't her boyfriend. He has the typical lesions that you see in the pictures of morgellons. He works at a supermarket, which scares me, because I do not know how this is contracted.

I didn't come into contact with her, but I also don't know how this is contracted so I am just scared.

What do you think? Could it be possible that the buggers could be airborne?

I know that more than 95% of U.S population has some type of parasites, be it flukes, etc in their gut, or other organs. And because I have always had animals and ate raw meat before, I am pretty sure I am in that 95%.

That is why I said I have parasites. I am doing a cleanse now, but I hear it can take years to get rid of all my parasites. We will see.

Do you think I could have Morgellons? Fear is the biggest thing that is getting to me right now.

Thanks for your replies

[An8e1a]

I have had Morgellons since 1991. 17 years, 17 diagnoses, hell.

I have had in that time a husband, a boyfriend, a fiancee' for 4 years, grandaughters (4) who slept over with me, etc. No one got it.

My mother and I got it on the same day at identically the same time. I am in a unique position because I can rule out all kinds of stuff. She and I didn't touch the same person, it didn't happen "over time". The same day, the same hour. The same singular itchy spot that over the next couple of weeks spread like crazy.

I've been treated for scabies, larve migrain, being nuts. I've had biopsies, stool samples, blood tests, urine samples, funny looks, rude, dismissive, self-important doctors (dermatologists and internists alike). Apparently I'm healthy as a horse but, oh yeah, I'm covered in sores, post lesion hyper pigmentations, spots of no pigmentation, itchy burning sensations, and, well, we all know the rest.

I'm convinced, after everything I've read, that it's an experiment that got loose and we're all full of plaques and fibers (which incidentlly I look through in my eyes every day, floating around), and how the heck do we purge ourselves of this junk. I am sure it's not parasites as we know them. It's either nano junk, or smart meds or some other darn thing gone ary.

Unfortunately, there will be resistence to point the finger at anyone or group of notariety. As soon as that proverbial finger gets pointed, I am going to sue the heck out of whomever made me live like this for the last 17 years and counting.

Angie

[megluth72]

It seems to me that you could be panicing a bit, not to say nothing is wrong, but the mind can play tricks. I have to stop myself from reading the medical sites sometimes because I'll begin to hyperventilate thinking I have cancer or some other devastating disease. It's only human. With all that you mentioned, if you do have an infestation, you seem to be on top of the treatments already. I'm impressed at your extensive knowledge of natural supplements and uses. I'm glad also to see that you've helped your friend in such a positive way. Seems like the supplements are helping her too. Just ease your mind, finish your cleanse and monitor your situation. We're always here for you and your friend to lend a hand or an ear.

Take care!

[jonsi]

Hi Jade, Kritts, an8e1a & mcgluth,

Jade, when I first looked at your question I didn't know if I would respond...

Do you have "Morgellons"? I don't know.

I don't know when or how I got "Morgellons". I guestimate I've had this 6-7 years. My daughter who just turned 10 hAS HAD THIS FOR ABOUT A YEAR NOW (oops cap lock). How do I know she has this? Because I recognize the symptoms.

It looks like you have already found a way to better health. Keep positive that you are already doing the right things and keep on living your life! Don't be too afraid that you will infect others, genetics plays a big role in this.

There is a lot of info on this mdr site. (just look at how many posts Kritters, Mcgluth and myself have made... along with the rest). We are here to help so others "newbies" can find the help and friendship that goes along with having "Morgellons". We are here to learn and to share experiences also.

An8e1a, welcome also. Please share more about your experiences with this...



In the white light,
~jonsi

[Jade17]

You are all so nice!

I have studied natural healing for years, probably 15 years (and I am only 33). I sell the detox foot pads at Purify Your Body... however I had never even heard of Morgellons before 18 days ago. I think I may have heard of it, but really never thought about it... most of my customers suffer from migraines, FMS, arthritis, cancer, etc.

Those types of things are easy to cure when you do a full detox and put good nutrition into your body. Morgellons, not so easy. I love to help people heal, that is, when I understand their illnesses.

I am also taking Diatomaceous Earth. My intuitive healer has told me that it is insect bites (I live in the country now, just moved here this summer) and it is also my fears playing on my mind.

I feel better now. Just took a miracle shower and sprayed neutralizer everywhere. Now I gotta fill my orders and then put my zapper on

Thanks for everything!

[jonsi]

Hi Jade,

Do you know Gwen Scott, ND? She suggested the MII and diatclay for me...

Are you talking about Miracle II soap, neutralizer & gels? I use these products too! Do you spray your food (meat, vegies, fruits) with the neutralizer? Do you add drops of neutralizer to your water and your pets...??? This site isn't a place to "advertise" products, but MII is wonderful. I have posted the ingredients several times, but can't explain how or why it works so well.

I see a lymphatic message/reiki therapist and I am a "healer" also. Yes, Morgellons is not so easy... but we are here to help others get through this.
'gotta go through it to get to it' You are blessed, we all are blessed and we will get through this.

In the white light,
~jonsi

[chester]

Jade, welcome to the good ship morgellons pop! We can sure use someone with your info, and there is no way you could get more creeped out than me, so enjoy knowing that you are way ahead of the ship in using and knowing about the tools you have at hand. The microscope i have in hand is a proscope-tv microscope from ebay for $100. I have learned from it....that if you have these fibers on your skin you can tape them off with sticky tape. The sticky tape lifts them off clothes and sheets and upholstry. So if you are creeped out....just play with sticky tape and know you have a safe place to relax in your skin and on your stuff. I just learned that hair follicles have a tiny muscle that can make them stand up, like when we get a chill or.....when we get creeped out. You can calm your creeps by making yourself laugh at yourself by getting a piece of aluminun foil and rubbing it on your scalp and body hair. This will lift off any static electricty which could be playing in your hair and making an itchy feeling, or make you laugh because putting aluminun foil on your head immediately causes thoughts of "people will think i am losing my mind" To the best of my ability, which is not professional...but whole hearted, i believe morgellons is a predictable critter making a preditable creation. The lesion it creates is for its home... has a predictable design and behavior. It is eroded off the skin layer by layer with things like sticky tape, baking soda and even a roll of wet toilet paper being repetedly dabbed against it.This may look like MRSA, or a tick bulls eye LYME Disease invasion or other skin disorders...but it comes off by a chemical reaction to water, acid and alkaline applications(and more others are finding...but, its not all clear yet). So....please dont panic, but calm down and think about making observations and comparisons of what you are learning about morgellons in relation to all that you already know about. What things are the same, what things are different?Morgellons has a big complicated picture that includes fibers and glitter and gems and lesions with a critter that can retract into a skin pore, but according to my experiement can be fizzed out with baking soda. Its fibers can be lifted off mirrors and glass and smooth surfaces with club soda. You can deal with thinking about morgellons if you keep this in mind. I am 3 years dealing with this and small efforts have a big effect, but the biggest help is knowing that others are working on this mystery, God is guiding us to understanding....and for what its worth, as much as i get the creeps, i have not lost my mind dealing with this, but rather grown in the humor of fighting fibers with faith.

[ibzahp]

it sounds like you are doing everything you need to do to be well. It is highly unlikely that you picked up Morgellons from your friend as it isn't in my experience super-contagious. I have been with my partner for a year and he doesn't have it. Its great to have you here and in some ways just talking about it makes it easier to deal with. Try not to keep your friend at arms ' length as it is highly unlikely that you are going to get it from her thru the air and she needs friends imo. It does sound like you are doing many of the "right" treatments, things that would help you if you did contract morgellons.I panic now and then, this isn't the easiest thing to live with, especially since those of us who do have the fibers and such are told by the mainstream medical community that it is all in our heads. Clearly this is a false assumption. Big pharma imo doesn't know how to help us so they just hide their pompous heads in the sand and tell each other we have a fear of parisites. Meanwhile, by talking to other sufferers we can learn from each other and be proactive in our self care.
Love and Light
ibzahp