a very wierd thing

[mecresci]

hi again
This is my story strange but true, Iv given up trying to work out how or when it started, Its not so different to other morgellon sufferers, i;m not going to bore anyone with my symptoms iv had them all and plenty has been written by others. This is off the scale wierd even in our wierd world of morgellonsi know its hard to get u head round i still havnt its what happened in my search for answers in the early days.
About 25 years ago i had a really bad staphylococcus infection while fruit picking in France it started with a badly infected mossie bite, telling you this because i dont know if thats when the seeds of this infection were sown.About7-8 years ago i began to notice the changes to my hair and face, the black and silver stuff coming out of my skin and eyes. I thought it was a fungal i put some antifungal cream on an was horrified to see large black hairs coming out of my neck next morning. Things progressed from there i became very ill and i started getting the blue and red fuzzballs. I knew i was alone in this so like the majority of us i became obsessed with finding answers. I investigated electosensitivity and mercury poisoning similar symptoms but nowhere did i ever find mention of fuzzballs ,hair or the black bits.thats how i knew when i heard about morgellons that i had it
I was convinced that my water supply and my hair were somehow involved the crap that was happening
.I had been noticing a vapor similar to steam coming off cold bathwater, clothes on the line and once my friend screamed when it was coming off my head while waiting for a non permanent washout hair color rinse to to develop, there was no heat just vapor that lasted about 3-5 min .i kept trying different little experiments then one night i just plucked out a few hairs and chucked them in a glass of water couldn't believe it when they rose to the surface and started to link up they were linking black dot to black dot thats bad enough but this is the part iv told no one even i cant believe it happened but please believe me it 100% did .Id had bleeding gums for a while dentist said nothing wrong i dont know why but i spat some blood into the same glass this is where it gets x files the blood sort of separated and the only way i can describe what happened is to say it looked as if a few droplets developed tails and they moved towards the hair while getting longer and thinner by this time i was too scared to look anymore .In the morning they were still linked and the blood had become singe strands of black thin threads .I did the hair thing loads more times but i never did the blood thing again too freaked.
It was only when i latewhen i read about radioactive americium in smoke detectors I realized i had one very damaged which in my ignorance ihad chucked under the sink next to the incoming water pipesI got rid of it expecting miracles none came ,but slowly without my noticing i began to feel better I still have the fuzzballs and hair things but my health has improved greatly,i still have outbreaks of sores on my head and face and have foggy days but the severity and frequency of episodes get less all every time .I havnt got a clue what went on back then im hoping someone out there has some ideas iv worn my old brain out on this one. Forgot to say my water stopped doing strange things my hair sinks to bottom and my blood doesn't swim anymore
ok thats it pretty nuts innit
luv from me

[chester]

Thanks for your report, it all helps in looking for the predictable behavior of this mystery affliction. I have just found a new photo report from the uk on flick.com . Go to the one web site for flickr.com with tags. Write in the box....morgellons. Look for the name "free world" flickr.com/tags/ While you are there...my photos are under morgellons tag, maybe page two since she posted hers.CHAMBERLIN2007

[mecresci]

hi
checked the photos sometimes water droplets look like that in my very cropped hair
I mentioned what happened with my water because i just think it was very wierd my hairs didnt do anything when i tried the same thing in a friends house and when my kids and their friend had a go in my house exactly the same thing happened,they dropped to the bottom then moved to the surface where they linked up always linking at the site of the black dot om the hair
know im rambling on about this but to see droplets of my blood start swimming towards my hair before tuning into threads of black fibers is the thing that has disturbed me more than aything else since this all started

luv me

[ladycolorado]

well, this stuff is i our blood ad there is a substace which looks like blood, kind of, but gets crystallie ad hard, also clear, and is often witnessed as a protective mecinanism of disease to protect the organisms underneath, but have heard reports of this stuff coming out of peoples skin. no, you are not crazy, but the disease sure IS. so continue to post, and sorry sick, but glad you joined. you will find a caring and supportive morgellons community here, (LC).

[mecresci]

hya
sorry i was so negative last night i dont even now if i made any sense.
thing is i dont get bad episodes of foggy brain anymore.and its a few years since iv had wot i call fried brain and the list of things that are the trigger has shrunk over the years, the computer is my number one trigger I usually dont stay on for long stretches or my brain starts to cook. I spent most of sunday and monday on here i think by monday afternoon id gone from fried brain to wot brain.that was the first right mental head iv had in years.any way before i start making a right twat out of myself again i think id better say bye bye for now
xx genia

[carla]

genia, I liked your post. You were not negative at all. To hear your daughters have not gone on to develope full symptoms was very comforting.You never made a t**t out of yourself Dont worry.Keep posrting . carla XXXXXXXXXXXX