Do y'all often find it near impossible to get your body to get into the shower?

[Verbal]

I have time to take a shower. I feel like I have the will necessary to take a shower. Yet, even totally concentrating, i can't seem to get my body to stand up and walk to the shower, turn it on and get in. Of course I do ultimately succeed, but it can take me literally 6 or even more hours to finally get in the damn thing. Anyone? I really think this stuff or something is in my brain and it is injured by my showering (obviously). also, it seems like it's trying to condition me. Throughout life, i've had those days or even weeks where my skin is dry and itchy when i get out of the shower and dry off. I got it really bad when i was a kid.
Now, its 100x worse. I feel like screaming it itches/burns so bad. it's like the beasties are punishing me for messin with their buddies or something. Like they say, "remember the next time you go to shower, when you get out, you get to go through all this pain andd buring again! and again! and again! etc...

[ladycolorado]

yeah it sucks verbal, i know here is a pic of a burn herx once had disease punishing me. ALOE VERA GEL SHOULD TAKE THE FIRE OUT.this was five days later, the agony is unreal. was three days before entered tub, my husband got to enjoy my screaming. he had to stay home for a week and the initial blistering i almost wet ito shock. so i went to walgreens pharmacy asked what to do (lied said bad sunvburn but was not out in sun at all) they told me to get aloe vera gel, which took initiaql fire out but then was lucky kept my skin at all the last two pics are when i started taking iv antibiotics, my face swelled to almost twice normal size burn herx came on and i shed freakish greenish grey skin like a demon snake for five days. the swelling was because alot of the disease must have been in my face and was coming out or something. okay time to pull out my own weird pics of this, did not do many lesion pics because at that stage too busy fighting them. i too had alot of the neurological damage can be reversed with antibiotics. i was on way to becoming crippled. have you been to bubbas site? i bet yes but need to write tell her what telling us now, very important you know, that form fill out can tell her on it. here is the link to it: https://morgellonstreatmentsteps.com/ . ask her advice about medicine tell her of the troble getting into shower. before meds, muscles giving out, 20 minute plus blackouts endured a fall during one. also body tremors and if stepped off a curb felt like 10 ft instead of some inches. sometimes would one minute be fine, the next have to hold onto chairs and stuff when eating out like i was drunk. please tell her your situation, ask about vanderbuilt protocols, dr. harveys protocol, and if plaquenal a good option for you. i am so sorry, i know what you are describing is like vey scary and nothing to play with. please click that hyperlink, write her, what is needed. pics will be at bottom. i have had red eyes too but they were infested with nematodes or what have you (LC). P.S. THE SHOWER PROBLEM VERY SERIOUS, I AM SCARED FOR YOU PLEASE CONTACT BUBBA ASAP.

[ladycolorado]

pic #2 loss of elasticity skin five days later after started this was actually five days of agoizing healing i must say. (LC).

[ladycolorado]

pic number three face swelling.

[ladycolorado]

PIC#4 my old groshon catheter

[unclear]

let me know also I am having a hard time the pain I am screaming with back pain and when I get out I can barely stand to put clothes on. I am still pouring out black specks and fibers. Having a hard time here also, don't want to shave my legs, afraid of more red bumps. Afraid to take a bath in eco vie, and of course my eyes. Last night I ask hubby to look at my head he said he saw nothing, I said but feel those bumps there are things under the bumps he said it's just hair the looks tangle. Well today that tangled hair went nuts on me I could have chopped my head off, I got out the tweezers and started pulling and putting eco vie, I had put that on first hoping it would stop but I had to dig them out or I would have gone crazy. Pm me and we can talk by phone if I am awake which is very little this days if I can sleep I do, so they don't bother me as much. Good luck Unclear

[Gator]

Hi verbal

I am so sorry you are suffering so much. Wish I knew why and what exactly to do for you. Do call BUBBA !
ASAP Can you use DSP cream?

I know these things hate sulphur. I take ionic sulphur when I can get it and if not take msm both are organic sulphur. I have bought powdered sulphur flowers and mixed it with an oil, lotion or cream (made a paste and rubbed it all over me even in my hair. I wrapped my head in a pillow case and slept that way.

A shower filter that filters the chlorine (dries the skin) and other stuff out of the water may help. Soaking in baking soda may help. I would think you could use something for your nerves. I use lots of multiple B vitamins + extra B6 and herbs for the nerves like Passion flower, Hops. Chamomile, Wood Betony or a good herbal combination. They are available at your local health food store. Ask the store owner which one and ask them to muscle test you if they know Applied Kinesiology. They just test your strength to see which product is for YOUR body. I have also used ONE drop(more is not better) in 6 oz. water of FOOD GRADE Hydrogen Peroxide . This provides the body with oxygen and the critters don't like oxygen, it will also kill parasites and cause a detox. You can build up to 2-3 times a day but be careful of herxing or detoxing. DO NOT let the pure peroxide touch your skin. It is very strong. Keep in fridge.

Be sure you are taking essential fatty acids or eat avocados and SIPPING 1/2 your weight in ounces of pure water everyday, Sam's Choice from Walmart is ozonated and purified by reverse osmosis. You may add organic fresh squeezed lemon juice or liquid chlorophyll (minty taste) critters hate mint. This will help to make your body more alkaline. The health food store should have some ph strips. First a.m. elimination wee-wee on 1 strip, spit on another, follow directions on package Your body needs to be alkaline. Alfalfa caps will give you strength and help make your body more alkaline. Open them and take them. These critters seem to like gelatin capsules.

I realize this is a lot of information at one time but I am praying it gives you some relief and helps. I wish I could take your pain away but hang in there, don't give up we are here to help all we can . PLEASE do call Bubba. She has been through so much, I know she can help you and will be happy to do it.

Verbal you can get through this so hang in there.

You might ask your doc for Plaquenil. It seems to have helped cd3girls. Bubba also said it had helped her. Wish I could get some myself.

Praying for your relief and healing
gator.

Please let me know if this helps at all.

P.S. You might also take Burdock root to clean your blood and 1tsp. FOOD GRADE (DE) Diatomachus Earth to kill the critters inside of you. Be sure your bowel elimination is working everyday at least 2x.

If you choose to take herbals, take them at least 1-2 hours apart from any medication.

Sending you God's love.
Gator

[lindalu]

Unclear and Verbal
Both LC and Gator have given you some good suggestions. Unclear--They do HATE sulfur. Selsen blue medicated has sulfur. It took me a while to break down and buy the SB, but it works- It will help. I am also taking the MSM for the sulfur. Take the herbals, they also make a big difference--Samento is a really good one.
I am not going to recommend this..........as I am not sure what I did is considered safe...........but sometimes you get desperate.........I started washing with dilluted flea dip- permethrin- and it drew stuff out like crazy. I had not had 'black' specks, generally they were little white things. But, as I have been washing with the permethrin and using the permethrin cream (from the DR), I am getting black 'splinters'. I have wondered if they are hair or bugs. I really do not care, it is drawing stuff out and my face is getting better.

Verbal-Have you done the treatment steps? Take a bath in one of the suggested treatment-NOT A SHOWER- and soak. The epsom salt will leach excess lactic acid out of your muscles so they do not hurt as badly.

LC-I had an allergic reaction to zithromax several years back with the exact symptoms-face swelling, hives. I'd be careful, that may have been an allergic reaction to a med and each time they can be worse. Don't just write that off as a herx because the next time it could be your airway that swells. The docs were very specific with me never to take zith again, stating it could kill me after the face swelling so bad.
Linda
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[ladycolorado]

well only lasted for five days, and no mere allergic reaction for that stuff was coming out of my skin like crazy during that time. was more like coming out of my skin so much i had no idea so much stuff of disease had been in my face. but yes anaphalactic shock is o joke, to be sure but was a herx because had the burn again on face too, and stuff of disease sheddig from face like a freakish demon snake was greenish grey, disease skin with the primordial soup. so no rash, but burn herx. also whe first on iv meds, the clear dressing of my catheter site the lesion on my palm from a fall were filled with fleeing black specks was like a raid commercial and freaky. the zith has been stadily reduced over time i take 1/2 pill m, w, f. thats it now so way less than used to be. (LC).

[Verbal]

wow. thanks to all of you. i'm gonna start working my way through all your suggestions and information. you'll be glad to know that im really not that miserable. only for an hour or so after showers. Really, thanks again, it's great to feel all the love. right back at ya!
i'll let you know when things progress... off to the shower (i hope!)
cheers
-v