Wannadie,
I can't take the current mind frame you are in away, but can tell you I have been there, several times over. That's the issue with this disease it is not just physical but mental as well. Your exhausted and now is where the fight is most important. Many are following the DE Thread under Morgellons Treatment. Please come and join those of us there. This has assisted many of us that are currently internally taking the DE, to top is off it is all natural and super cheap! Let our thread give you a chance to get a daily update on our progress and see that not everyone has started it yet. Ppl have posted other tips as well. Maybe we can locate a local in Chitown to buddy up with or a support group that meets via email, webcam, or in person. We are here one day at a time, for a reason. So come on and visit me pm or us all on the thread! XOXO, Meg
