Supernatural Worm My own opinion is that I was hit with a soup of micro organisms from an over flying crop plane that circled around my large garden at 6:15 a.m. while I was out gardening without a hat. I heard the small plane but didn't see it due to a cloud bank. I live in Santa Monica, CA in a zone being sprayed supposedly for mosquitos carrying West Nile Virus. The stuff being sprayed definitely killed off the mosquitoes -- I'm used to not being able to even open a door for more than a few seconds without mosquitoes getting in (and this was true for several years during the summer months). This last year I have been able to leave a door wide open all day, every day, and do -- no mosquitoes.
In this soup I felt wet my head (just 48 hours before losing about 10% of my hair) were several things. The micro organisms included springtails (perhaps in some type of egg form as they didn't appear until possible a few weeks later) and probably worms and fungus and nano technology art work (a skull and also two little men with different tortured expressions on their faces -- they were all white and could only be seen as art work with a jeweler's loupe -- otherwise I would have presumed they were just bugs).
The soup felt evil when it landed on my scalp. Presumably this was due to it containing live organisms. I rinsed my hair, but now, if I had it to do again, I'd have immediately used Permethrin.
The supernatural element enters into the fact that just after speaking on the phone to a buddy about how this thing I've gotten seems very evil and as though it can think -- I pulled the skull and two little men out of a lesion. The skull was very well made with tiny little teeth, and was so eerie that when I sent a photo to friends they told me they were very freaked and didn't want to go near their computer. Since then, the image has faded. I presume I have it somewhere on my computer, but don't have the energy to go looking for it.
My scientific guess is that the skull and other nano art was deliberately placed in the soup to either brand its source, or to make people who describe bugs that look like little men seem crazy. It's also freaky that both little men had different facial expressions, as though they had been alive and just killed by me. I did have the common sense, however, to reassure myself this was nano art and not real bugs with human shapes created in a lab. Thankfully I have never pulled out anymore of this stuff -- and months have gone by. If I did pull out another piece of nano art, my theory might not hold -- and then I'd be truly upset.
I also believe that part of the soup included worms that attract fabric fibers (probably related to silk worms). I believe this because one worm was a 1/4 inch and still alive when I found it within the first couple of weeks on my scalp. I believe it was a "mother" worm that laid eggs in my scalp.
Nowadays I pull very tiny stuff out that looks like the same dead worm over and over. At one point, when the Morgellons was at its worst, the worms began creating different colored fibers. However, this fiber still burned in flame and may have been the electro magnetic activity of the worms attracting fibers from my towels and clothes. Now the bugs don't have any fibers.
I consider myself very fortunate in that I don't have to worry about sanitizing my environment. Even at their worst, the bugs didn't live that long when they fell off me -- now they're dead before they fall off. Originally I thought I infected my poor cat's muzzle. Now I realize she got infected by rooting with her muzzle in the grass that was also sprayed in my garden.
I absolutely believe that other people have much worse strands of lab created bugs that produce fibers that don't burn. I also think that had I not been trying to kill these bugs almost from the beginning, they may have morphed into the worst type of Morgellons bugs. However, all the heavy medications I've used (Ivermectin and leprosy drugs) have caused the organisms to revert to very primitive forms that are less able to defend themselves. Thus I am hopeful of eventual complete eradication.
Btw, I wonder if someone has Morgellons and cancer, whether radiation of the cancer might kill the Morgellons. My guess is that it might, however, one's weakened immune system (from the radiation) would then let the Morgellons regrow. |