
Hello friends--I must admit I've been lurking around here for a few months. Been suffering and increasingly isolated 2 1/2 years with the horrid skin lesions. Before that I'd been MIA awhile. A few years I guess, I've never really thought about it. I can see right now just writing this how it can be quite helpful to share, commiserate,encourage,validate ........During the MIA years I was useless,sleeping 24+ hrs. daily on and on. 0 energy maybe a good day here and there. Seems that no one even noticed. They notice now!!! on the rare occassions I show. For awhile I wondered if my isolating was a vanity problem-then I'd remember that maybe "it" is contagous. Such crazy making!
With man all is vanity anyway. It's all in THE BOOK. There is a correllation with my eyes being opened and my beginning to understand scripture with the appearance of this WTF stuff. That doesn't mean there is any connection. I do not know. I can't think or speak very well anymore. For example, trying my new shoes the other day I couldn't get one adjusted just right and I hear myself saying "That foot has got to be just a complete different color" then of course another part of me says HUH? And it takes a moment to sort it all out.Lol-right-
I know that you guys will laugh with me. So,like most of you I could list symptoms for awhile here but I won't. Just saying hello and wishing you all well.And thanking you for being here.I need you and hope somehow I might contribe something. Thanks for listening.
absurdlyhaywired