Hi everyone

[Johnny2]

I am new here and pretty sure i have this disease or illness or parasite infection or whatever the hell this is... It is hard to stay positive about this when this disease causes each of us to be so isolated. I have a job which i'll probably end up losing because i make other people around me itch, scratch, and cough. i figure its only a matter of time bfore they accuse me and i just walk off the job and quit. I literally have like a cloud of dust following me whereever i go i don't know how thats even possible but it seems it is with this disease. i work in retail and pretty much hate my life and it doesn't even look like i have much of a future thanks to whatever this illness is. For some reason i'm happy though that there are others out there like me thats why i found this site. I wish everybody the very best and hope that we can find help in some way with this horrible disfiguring and disabiling disease. i am rooting for all of you guys because i suffer with the exact same thing as u.

I have a strange feeling that this disease is actually a shapeshifter now i know that sounds insane but after what i'm going through i'm starting not to even doubt it. Its almost as if it can switch between bacteria, parasite, and like some type of organic matter at will. any advice or any tips on what to do or how to cope with this disease and has there been any new findings from the CDC about what this is and how to treat it. i have never been to the doctor for this because i know they will think i'm a lunatic i have also told no one about what i'm going through so saying this on a message board gives me some relief in some strange way.

I dont know if you guys believe in God or not but i do and i'm gonna be praying for all of u. It makes me sad to think how badly this is destroying peoples lives because it is basically the equivilent to a modern lepersy of some kind with the way that it isolates u but even they dont itch like we do... i just wanted to tell everyone don't give up i am right up there with u fighting this and like it or not this creates a common bond between all of us. take care everyone

[jonsi]

Welcome Johnny2,

I understand and agree that "M" is a shapeshifter! Who knows where it came from (perhaps from out of this world) and that would explain why no one ("PhDs", "MDs", CDC etc.) can recognize it under their microscopes and identify it to anything written in a book.

Yes, I do believe in God, and prayer/meditation is very important to me also.

Hang in there, talk to the "M" out loud and tell "it" that it is not welcome in your body and is interfering with your life.

Healthy food/diet is important. I don't think that pharmaceuticals help in the long run.

I look forward to your posts & thank you for introducing yourself.

In the white light,
~jonsi

[KiraErikson]

There are drugs and ways to handle Morgellons. I wish I had the energy to list all of them for you. Just read the treatment posts. Off hand, I'd suggest Bactrim, Dapsone, Colloidial Silver and Eurax. Obtaining Ivermectin is more difficult but the most effecctive.

One can handle the itch quickly with the Sovereign Silver and by spraying with J.R. Watkins Menthol Camphor. Wormwood is also highly effective and can be bought on the internet. Bactrim, Dapsone and Eurax (a creme) require a prescription, however there is no need to tell a doctor the real reason you need it. Just search the drugs on the internet so you'll know what to ask for and what it treats.

Dr. Bradley Friedman on Pico Blvd. in West Los Angeles treats Morgellons and will prescribe the drugs needed. He's a regular highly trained m.d.

As for your worry that you will get fired because people itch, cough, etc. around you, this won't happen if you don't mention being the cause of the problem. This disease is so bizarre that people cannot comprehend what is really happening and certainly wouldn't imagine that someone could have a disease that could cause weird symptoms in them just by being near them.

As for this disease being a shapeshifter, yes, iit is. I believe it's a bioweapon designed to adjust its rna (and doesn't have dna). Science didn't believe one could have a parasite without dna, but they're coming around. Also, this organism has many components to it. I personally was hit with a soup of organisms designed to be symbiotic to each other (supposedly they were spraying for mosquito control and dropping this soup of live organisms on people's heads for this purpose from an overflying crop plane).

I believe I've knocked out some of the organisms from my body already, making what's left easier to fight. The oddest part of the morgies is their ability to make parts of my body supposedly age or fall apart (such as when it attacks parts of my face or different internal organs, etc.), but when I rid myself of the morgies in that place, I get my youthful looks back.

I now wonder if a lot of what we consider the natural aging process is actually parasite accumulation.

Anyway, get busy researching the answers. For you this is a rotten thing to happen, but it's only going to be an episode in your life.

[Baraka Obam]

There are so many issues we face that it seems either the pathogens are symbiotic in nature, they are related to each other or there is a vector stealth disease that lays dormant until it literally takes over our systems, maybe all of them and then allows any and everything we have caught the germs of and are stored in our body to propagate or flourish.

It is my contention that man has dealt with this forever, it may even be a part of our system, can you imagine that, a process in our bodies that has been there that because of some foreign DNA that adapts or adds to our DNA. I do not think this is the situation but it is not out of the question, this process is not only possible but has been proved to happen.

This is what I think happens, you contract the vector disease, your issues at first are that of a flu, or skin issues, your hair may get thin, then they go away, or abate to a few red marks on your skin. Then years go by, you have been tired, lost weight, red spots on your skin, dermatologists are needed.

Finally, bang, your skin opens and lesions appear all over you, maybe only in one little spot, with more coming as time goes on,

At this point I would say the hidden under skin tumors are all over your body and in your body, maybe its the fact that there are so many that your body can not handle all the fluid hormone that the lesion/TUMORS put out, a fluid that helps them change the output of all your organs to best suit them, to grow cappilaries the size of veins to feed them, a fluid that slows your heart rate at first but later causes high blood pressure.

I do not know what it is, but I do know what it has done to me and that process is up in the air until someone lets the cat out of the bag, I think man had a hand in the manufacture of a stronger type of this anomaly