life, what a beautiful choice.

[Southern_Bell]

Hey yall! My name is Crystal. I'm new to this hell. Not so much worried about me but I have a one and two year old. They are my life. I have already lost a child. Her name is Cheyenne and her dad took her life in a car wreck driving reckless and walked away without a scratch with no jail time! That's why I'm proud to say, I am a fan of the law! A law abiding citizen who isn't bitter at all! Anyways, thing is I really don't even know how I made it trough that. I didn't want to live without her but had faith as angry as I was. Then God gave me another chance! Another purpose! Absolute beautiful little blonde haired, big blue eyed babies! A girl, Emily Cheyenne and a boy, Dakota Robert. Well, seems now we have been infected with some outer space, toxic waystye, government conspiracy, creepshow bs. And I can't get anyone to listen to me! So, what I really, really, am here to find out is what is this going to do to my children? Because from what I'm hearing everyone who has this stays sick and miserable, you can't have sex, can't drink, can't have sugar, your hair and teeth fall out, you become disfigured and crippled, I havnt asked this one but I'm pretty sure you can't bear children but who would want to risk it even if you had health, bugs wouldn't effect the baby or if you could even "make a baby" and even better yet, my kids won't be able to walk or think and will eventually be pretty much brain dead? Am I correct? Sorry for being so blunt, I just really need to know this. I'm about done with faith and all this "God doesn't give us more than we can handle" junk. My deepest sympathy to all of you. My heart goes out to each and everyone and I cannot understand why nobody hears of this crap until they have fabric and plastic junk growing off of them and coughing up God only knows what the hell those things are. Why are they not quarantineing us? Why aren't they rushing over in space suits to exterminate these little mutants that have taken over my back yard waitin to go bite my neighbor in the ***? Seriously? What in the world is going on here? I'm sorry guys. I am just at my wits end. I apoligize if I've offended anyone. You guys are very strong and very awesome to stay so positive. I hope I didn't bring anyone down. I suppose I may not feel this strongly if I didn't have to watch my children wither away, but I just, nah can't and won't do it.

[Doc Holliday]

why,.....hey their Bell,.... I am sure you'll find plenty of new friend's here,...with lots of good advice,....so sorry about all of your hardship in your life,...but you can breath a bit easier,....folk here have enough information to be of some help. .... Doc ...

[dizzy dame]

Hi Crystal, I hope you got my pm.
Listen, I know it doesn't seem like it now, but things can improve a lot. I was so ready to throw in the towel a little over a year ago, but with treatments I have come a long way. I know your main concern is your children. There are others on here with children and I am sure they will be able to tell you what they have done for them. there is always hope.

I have a husband that doesn't believe I have any "bugs" I have quit trying to convince him that they are real. I just do my thing and take my supplements.
We do the best we can day by day. DD

[carla]

Crystal ,Who says your Children are going to wither away and die?

My Little Boy was born with this infliction.He was premature,weighed next to nothing and had pus coming from his eyes.
They told me he would always be a sickly child.
After watching fibers sprout from his cheeks for two years I decided to quit everything we were eating that came in a bag or box.
I've seen no sign of Morgellons on him since.Not even a flu effects his energy levels.
I wish you could see him .He is the healthiest ,chunkiest 5 year old ever.
Don't believe all you read about this being an incurable killer.
Just research what is in the food we are giving our children and protect them from it all.

[Southern_Bell]

I have been selfish and vented before I thought. That was very inconsiderate. I had just been holding all that in and it feels so good to have someone listen! I did get your message. Ill message you back! Wrote a long message then it wouldnt let me send from my phone! Carla, you are a very strong woman and he is without a doubt your little blessing! I feel a whole lot better now that I have learned a little more about it. I always tell people they need to count their blessings, that things could always be worse and be thankful for the blessings they have. Guess I should stop being a hippocrite and take my own advice. Doc, you are my angel!! I feel like an alien who just got zaped back up by his own kind! but foreal, I feel so much releif. Man, to think so many go trough this alone and scared. I cant even imagine. It makes me irate that I had never even heard of morgellons before 2 weeks ago when I had to diagnose myself and my family. Dont feel bad, Jason even has the symptems but is still in denial saying they are fleas. I cant wait til the day a dancing hair bites the ever living crap out of him.

[Baraka Obam]

That is GREAT Carla I never heard that before, my child also was born with keratin, skin growths and yeast infections, she is for the most part completely fine, she is also 21. She is kinda on the loose though and I can not warn her enough to be careful, but pretty much so far so good.

The not eating out of cans, boxes or frozen prepared foods is really correct and not hard to do actually. You have to change your buying habits, you can get all the munchies you like they are called vegetables and fruits.

You came to the right place, just one thing, do not tell people you have BUGS or let the manic parasite people work you up into a swett about bugs. If you do talk to these people ask them what parasite tests you should have that people have tested positive for, get tested treated and leave it at that. Do not focus so much on manic cleaning either, you can NOT clean the environment, it is impossible.

Focus first on food, washing, storage, cooking utensils, glass pots and pans are excellent, you can get VISIONWARE on ebay and Craigslist. I buy the stuff when ever I see it cheap, it is good as GOLD and it cooks very well.

Beware of cheap imitations of Visionware made by CORNING. If it is not VISIONWARE by CORNING it is most likely not very good.

I also use cast iron skillet they are easy to clean unlike a TEFLON piece of junk pan that has been overheated once.

The skillet will last your lifetime and your children's.

If you think the cast iron looks a mess, get heavy sand paper or even a orbital hand sander and take all the ugly off, wash it put it on the stove and let it turn red hot, that will burn off what was not ground off, then sand one more time wash, wipe it out with a clean dry towel and put olive oil in it to keep it beautiful, do the olive oil EVERY time after cleaning.

DO NOT PUT A RED HOT IRON SKILLET IN THE WATER, this will CRACK THE SKILLET, just let it cool down slowly.

If you do not like to scrub pans stop cooking with to much heat, throw out any non stick pan, they are chemical treated aluminum garbage.

[kckc]

Like I said in my pm, this disease can be considered expensive, well only to those of us who are broke...... but for our children, its well worth spending the xtra for veggies instead of chips.... preparing our meals instead of going through the drive through...... juicing/ and or buying organic fresh pressed for the kids instead of sugar filled 'juice drinks'. Building our immune systems up and our babies.... watch out for the milk too...

I know first hand, if mommy is suffering also, its harder to follow this, especially if there's brain fog, and no one who believes you or there to help.

Diet has a great impact on morg... and is worth the effort.

Will be praying for you and your little angels.

God Bless, love, kc

[tcmgpt13]

Hello Southern Bell,

Welcome to the forum. I am glad you feel safe here and were able to vent about your fears and anger too. It is a frustrating disease and when you first notice symptoms it is truly scary as well. I hope you will take heart when you hear that many of us have gotten much better over time.

Carla has good advice about dealing with food issues. Baraka has some interesting suggestions too.

Here is a thread Carla started about treating children who have Morgellons symptoms:

Treatment For Children With Morgellons

best, tcm

[sarothra]

I've seen three children have this and all seem to be fine now. The children do seem to run a milder course. Have not seen terrible long term lingering disease in my kids/foster kids.

I too am much better. I don't think I have any more live parasites in me, and my challenge now is with scarring and keloids/hypertrophic scars. My energy level is much better too.

I do have problems now with anxiety and panicky feelings, possibly the result of my 2 1/2 years of this very painful condition. Am working on those issues.

I don't think Morgellons means the end of life, or a catastrophic course, although it did feel that way at the beginning for me.

I really think there is hope. I credit much of my recovery to the following:

1. Zinc topically
2. Vitamin C IV's
3. Elimination of sugar (never a bad thing anyway)
4. Gluten free diet
5. Dairy free diet
6. As much organic produce as you can get

Even if these things don't work for you, all of them are healthy to do.

sarothra

[sarothra]

I would like to get some email addresses for some of the people on this site.

Here's my email for anyone who would like to exchange:

sarothra@gmail.com

I just get a little concerned that this site might go down or get eliminated and where would I be in terms of connecting with others who have been down the same road.

sarothra