life, what a beautiful choice.

[janedoe]

Originally Posted by Southern_Bell

Hey yall! My name is Crystal. I'm new to this hell. Not so much worried about me but I have a one and two year old. They are my life. I have already lost a child. Her name is Cheyenne and her dad took her life in a car wreck driving reckless and walked away without a scratch with no jail time! That's why I'm proud to say, I am a fan of the law! A law abiding citizen who isn't bitter at all! Anyways, thing is I really don't even know how I made it trough that. I didn't want to live without her but had faith as angry as I was. Then God gave me another chance! Another purpose! Absolute beautiful little blonde haired, big blue eyed babies! A girl, Emily Cheyenne and a boy, Dakota Robert. Well, seems now we have been infected with some outer space, toxic waystye, government conspiracy, creepshow bs. And I can't get anyone to listen to me! So, what I really, really, am here to find out is what is this going to do to my children? Because from what I'm hearing everyone who has this stays sick and miserable, you can't have sex, can't drink, can't have sugar, your hair and teeth fall out, you become disfigured and crippled, I havnt asked this one but I'm pretty sure you can't bear children but who would want to risk it even if you had health, bugs wouldn't effect the baby or if you could even "make a baby" and even better yet, my kids won't be able to walk or think and will eventually be pretty much brain dead? Am I correct? Sorry for being so blunt, I just really need to know this. I'm about done with faith and all this "God doesn't give us more than we can handle" junk. My deepest sympathy to all of you. My heart goes out to each and everyone and I cannot understand why nobody hears of this crap until they have fabric and plastic junk growing off of them and coughing up God only knows what the hell those things are. Why are they not quarantineing us? Why aren't they rushing over in space suits to exterminate these little mutants that have taken over my back yard waitin to go bite my neighbor in the ***? Seriously? What in the world is going on here? I'm sorry guys. I am just at my wits end. I apoligize if I've offended anyone. You guys are very strong and very awesome to stay so positive. I hope I didn't bring anyone down. I suppose I may not feel this strongly if I didn't have to watch my children wither away, but I just, nah can't and won't do it.

see, thats why REAL info from REAL doctors is needed!! you dont get crippled, disfigured, none of that. thats crazy folks trying to scare you into buying products that dont work.. they tell you this mess so you wont see a doctor because they had a doctor tell them they are crazy, well, maybe they are crazy, doesnt mean you are. each person is different, go see a doctor and dont listen to the hype.its fear that makes people godo dumb things, its bitterness that makes others try and tell you not to see a pro doc..

[Doc Holliday]

Originally Posted by janedoe

see, thats why REAL info from REAL doctors is needed!! you dont get crippled, disfigured, none of that. thats crazy folks trying to scare you into buying products that dont work.. they tell you this mess so you wont see a doctor because they had a doctor tell them they are crazy, well, maybe they are crazy, doesnt mean you are. each person is different, go see a doctor and dont listen to the hype.its fear that makes people godo dumb things, its bitterness that makes others try and tell you not to see a pro doc..

>>>Jane their s a lot of crazy stuff on the net,,.most mainstream medicine Doctor's are out of touch with all this,..people do find the right Doctor's,..it's takes time,...can't tell ya how many Doctor's I saw,..and wanted to slap, because they were no help what so ever.and then worse,..but I did find the right Doctor,..and things are better,..and I'm in good hands. ,Doc .

[carla]

Since I stopped shopping at Tesco(uks Walmart) my food bills have halved.
Real food fills you up for longer and you stop craving sugary snacks late at night.
I don't buy junk I don't need anymore either.The Farmshop doesn't do a nice line in teatowels or fancy tinopeners .
Go local as much as you can.Its good for local shopowners and local economy.
Find the nearest family run farm and buy big sacks of potatoes and free range eggs from unvaccinated chickens.
When the choice is taken away from us ,and it will be,the big stores are going to stock up with GM foods and put their prices up .
Personally I'll be eating grass before Ill take this poision.

Anyone reading the News in the UK can't fail to see what is being set up.

Advisers walk out in fury over £500,000 GM food PR exercise | Mail Online

[belle9]

Some people have seen the video that was done a few years back. The husband died of this and his wife has lesions and severe, severe neurological symptoms akin to ALS (Lou Gehrig's disease). The children have M as well. This video scared the daylights out of me. BTW some of us DO have parasites. I think the M thing opens one up to opportunistic organisms and some of them are parasites. My biopsies have been positive (4 out of 7) for arthropod bites. That's why docs telling me it's not real is really crazy.

[Baraka Obam]

I knew a young family that lived next to my sister, YOUNG FAMILY, the man died first, then she died of cancer. I just looked it up and yes LOU GEHRIGS disease is a fibrous material disease and they say is caused by prions. Prions that have a mutation.

This right along with all the big NEW ADVANCING disease's, including DIABETIES, wonder why we are dying, they already know.

They are selling bandaid symptom drugs when we need a cure.


Prion study reveals first direct information about the protein’s molecular structure - UCSF News Office

[lcuevas6]

I am so sorry for your loss, I can not even imagine. I have a 5 year old daughter that was born with two parents that had Morgellons at the time. Thank God that she shows no signs, well let me clarify that, she does show the fibers in her hair that tend to tangle it more than I would like. Other than that she is energetic, alive, smart, and you would never know. It is scary and believe me when I tell you I fear the day that things may change. So, I understand your fear completely. You will find a lot of support and answers here and people with similar fears.

Please do not go to a doctor and tell him/her that you think that you have bugs or morgellons. If you do have lesions or skin problems just let them know that you do not know what it is but you would like help. Doctors are not to well informed just yet and you do not want to get labeled as delusional. Act ignorant to what you know you have. God Bless its okay to be scared.

[Southern_Bell]

Well, it sure isnt anything I would ever want my children or yours going trough. And im uber pissed that NOTHING is being done. I am grateful that I found this site at least so that I feel I have "a place" in this world. And you guys are very sweet and helpful. They dont have a cure I guess this would be the next best thing.

[belle9]

I know what it's like to lose a child personally. I tried to instant message you, but could not. There is no pain in the world like that. When you have had a loss like that and afraid, it is hard to sit back and watch people you love get this. I am trying to get all the disgusting processed food out of my house. I will not let either my son or granddaughter eat chicken nuggets. (after watching Jamie Oliver's show). Our entire country eats poorly. That's why GMs are going to make people so sick.

[Southern_Bell]

Belle, I know there is nothing in this world I can say. I am so very sorry, as little meaning as those words have, I truely am. I wish you were here so I could wrap my arms around you. There is NO greater pain, and like this, it is always there. Never goes away. You know how I feel. And im so very sorry that you have been down this road.