Another shocked newbie

[victorious]

Hi there,

I can't believe it has come to this. I moved from a huge city to a beautiful rural location 6 months ago, letting go of 95% of my worldly possessions in the process, to try to pull my life out of bankruptcy and live in PEACE and HEALTH in the Blue Ridge Mtns. A completely new start, from ground zero.

So: I move here and find to my horror the skies completely loaded with chemtrails. CONSTANTLY. This morning I awoke to a crisp blue sky. By 7AM they were up then en force FILLING it with chemtrails, rows and rows of them packed closely together. As I write this, the skies are white and the 'chems' are sifting down to us living helplessly below. HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT THIS IS GOING ON AROUND THE GLOBE??? How is it possible such a lovely rural location like this one is such a HOT TARGET for these chemical campaigns??

Anyway. Over the last couple of weeks my worst nightmare is apparently coming to pass. My skin is CRAWLING. Started with one tiny hair of a spot on my wrist tickling over and over. Then a spot on my head. Now this crawling sensation is EVERYWHERE. After all I have been thru the last few years... THIS is what I get? I am mortified and seriously do not know if I have it in me to keep struggling. This, in the wake of a long line of midlife hardship, is the creepiest thing yet. I am heartbroken and mortified. And did I mention BROKE and starting from scratch in a new place??? I realize finding a doctor who might work with you can be challenging, but with no insurance and no cushion to draw on, trying to find help seems impossible. So here I am, having found this forum, and I pray to God I will find some LIGHT here for this dark tunnel I find myself in. CAN THIS DREADFUL CONDITION BE CLEARED WITHOUT MONEY??? OR EVEN AT ALL?? (Sorry this isn't exactly a happy hello ... )

Incidentally, if you are one of the predators I saw warnings about as soon as I found this site, looking for a new sufferer to try to sell your game to, DON'T BOTHER contacting me, I have NOTHING for you.

If anyone has sincere advice as to where I might BEGIN in my new quest to conquer morgellons (God I can hardly speak the NAME - seriously - and found myself not wanting to capitalize it to give it more stature!!!), knowing the financial black hole I'm in here... I would be most appreciative.

I hope - in spite of my currently freaked-out and dire state - to ultimately find a way to be

VICTORIOUS.

Thanks for this forum... and for reading my intro.

[tcmgpt13]

Hello Vic,

Perhaps this might be something which could help you as far as conventional medical care if you are in the Virginia or North Carolina area. If you have no money or income I hope you have checked out social services in whatever state you are located:

Find a Free Clinic : Virginia Association of Free Clinics

Free Medical Clinics and Free Dental Clinics in North Carolina

Here's a thread started by Carla about some treatments members have suggested over time to help morgellons symptoms. There are many more threads under the treatment section which may also be of help. Many suggestions for external treatment are low in cost, salt, hydrogen peroxide, vinegar etc:

Living with Morgellons-Treatment Suggestions

I know having morgellons is difficult and it is hard to accept, but over time you should see improvement from treating symptoms. You might try describing what your symptoms are to see if you can get more targeted suggestions from other members here.

Just know you are not alone here. Many have better health than when they first became ill.

Welcome to the forum.

tcm

[dizzy dame]

I am one of those people that came here as freaked out as you probably are right now. And yes, it is possible to get better. I am using treatment suggestions found on here. Natural herbs, salt and garlic, peroxide and a lot of other things that are "cheap" and some can be found in the grocery store, Look around on the treatment thread and I am sure you will find something you can do to help. If you have questions just ask. DD

[KiraErikson]

I know the feeling of living through years of unbelievable sad and evil events and finally feeling for perhaps 10 minutes, one now has a chance to get their life together and finally be happy (even if broke). Literally, I think I had about ten minutes. Then, feeling good, I went out to garden and got sprayed by an overhead plane with Morgellons (it was spraying for mosquito control). I knew the moment the spray hit my scalp, it was bad.

Anyway, if you can scrape together about $40.00, you can go to an online farm supply place and buy Ivermectin for swine or horses. Hopefully you're not allergic to Ivermectin (which is Stromectol for humans).

The good news is that you seem to have discovered what you have super early in the game. There's a good chance you can get control over this cheaply and resume living a somewhat happy and "normal" life. I also believe this condition is cureable with a pill -- if only the CDC would let us know how it all fits together (and I'm sure they do know at some high level).

I'm just curious as to how you figured out so early that you have Morgellons. Is it possible that the news of this disease is getting out to the general public. If so, yippee! The more people who believe in this thing, the more who are willing to look into what is going on and complain.

[Baraka Obam]

If you think there are magic beans to cure you(pills) you will be standing in the same spot as life passes you by.

You may want to treat for parasite JUST IN CASE they are adding to your delema, but do not assume or imagine that overuse of anti parasitics will have you wistling Dixie, it will not.

[belle9]

Welcome Victorious. This is very hard to deal with, I know. Support is here and the people are welcoming and kind. The veterans know what to do. I am learning from them. One does have to wonder why we are either guinea pigs for some weapons researchers or eating GM foods that are causing this. Either way this needs to stop.

[Bee]

Hi Victorious, If I didn't have much or any money, I guess the first thing I would do is eat a lot of Garlic and or buy a bottle of odorless garlic pills and take 3000 to 4000mg a day.Garlic is a blood cleanser and antiparasitic.etc.