"I'm mad as hell and not going to take it anymore" I.E my Moregellons rant

[carla]

This post was by Jsim but I deleted it accidently .My apologies to J, and I will get your orignal post back asap.


Hi guys,
I wish I could interact more, but cannot, as my computer has crashed. I am so frustrated with the medical community, as literally when I hit the ER they clear it, put me on allergy alert, and then tell me it's "stress"-even when a nurse at the last facility I visited said the same thing happened to her, but went away with vitamin D.

Sorry lady, I'm not you.

I have never been one to think people are conspiring, or that the world was a fundamentally uncaring place. I don't want my outlook to change, but I cannot control the symptoms in home, car or body and nothing I am doing is making it better. I knock out one thing, and another opportunistic pathogen gets me.

I really think this is an epidemic in my community. And I live in a small enough town that people have noticed some things about me, thank frankly, are not even congruent with what I have read about Morgellons. Has anyone ever watched their car kill a tree.....probably not, but I have. The people at the pharmacy that I was parked in front of did too. It's agrobacteria, I know it (at least that is the current pathogen in my car. Hence the reason small little springtails, fungus knats, moths and all other manner of things flock to me like a hive.) I also only shop at walmart, as is a small town and there are few options and at this point, would not want to taint any the little mom and pops that still exist out there. I would never want anyone to go through what I have gone through.

WAL-MART knows.....They remodeled, have installed hepa filters everywhere, and now have these little water spickets that are filled with green liquid ( aerial), that I literally stood under and broke the other day ( I know I sound nuts guys, so hang in there) I ask them about it, they tell me that there isn't a manager on duty. I get so, so sick in there. I got sick whilst they began the remodel. They keep moving isles, produts, ect. Have been doing so for months.

NANO_BACTERIA, guys. little balls of it are in my car vents and pelt me when I drive. Binds to carbon, copper ect. Brought it up with a manager. He instantly said he refused to speak with me without "attorneys".

How do I get rid of agrobacteria? When I take a hot bath, I feel like I am going to explode like a toad. When I vaccum, I knock out my lightbulbs.

What really makes me mad is that I know that there are so many, many poor indigent people in my town with children who have this but do not have the education, insight nor means to fight it. Our their lives not worth saving to cover your overhead? My equation for possible infection is too much methane (agriculturally/enviromentally irresponible practices, floracarbons and nanotechnology, plus tainted textliles from cheap outleters). Wal-mart puts these "streaked" pieces of clothing on clearance, hence spreading it to others instead of culling the articles and taking a loss. How can anyone be so terribly cheap and care so little about the welfare of their patrons.

If you have morgellons, buy some walmart sacks. Their plastic is so cheap that they twist like snakes in my home. Do I hold them soley responsible? No.
Other cheap retailers do it too. Nanotechnology: good idea, should have done more research before utilizing it.

But I cannot breathe in that store. Especially near the "plastics".

The last time they took blood out of my hand, it "stuck" in the butterfly that they had to start. LOOKED like plastic, folks. Needless to say, they did not throw away that sharp. I was so, so sick and they would not admit me.

I have been finacially, physically, and emotionally devestated by this disease. I tried to talk about it with family, but no one will believe me. So I am going to stop talking about it with them. But I do not care if I am treated like a lepor, I am going to try to raise some modicum of awareness in my community.

I know this is little diatribe is disjointed, but my short term memory is horrible, so excuse me.


So questions-how do I get rid of agrobacteria?

Why can't I breathe when lung O2 count is okay.....

And is anyone interested in a class action law suit?

I have got to get back to my life and my little girl. I am 33 and should not feel so old. I love people. I miss them. So experts, please give this frosh some sage advice.

Thanks,

[carla]

When I tried to merge this thread with a duplicate I lost it.
I don't know how it happened and I can usually undo any changes I make.
I 've got Franky on the case and I know he will restore it ASAP.
Sorry to the Author and all our Members who replied.
It was such a good thread with amazing replies too so I am kicking myself .

Sorry Barak and co but can you try remember what you posted . If you can re-post I will be indebted to you because all your advice was spot-on.

[JinPA09]

Actually this was Jsim's post.

[carla]

Sorry John . I 'm all over the show today .

[posey]

So whose post is it?, and are the replies going to get back? I'm really interested in them due to Carla saying they were so good.

[will0248]

I am sooo greatful to find a group as my wife suffdering the same and pooling information to help each other. It has been 4 long years

[will0248]

for all these years each time another friend dropped off, or doctor would usher us out as if we were the altimate drug seeking nut case.
All we had is our faith to see us through. All in his time, we would say to each other. And now we have finly found a place to share with others suffering the same. I felt like a leoper. I like a dry spunge want to absorb all the suggestions sent my way.

[Baraka Obam]

Illness being what it is, you can not blame others for not wanting to catch this

I know that at first I was a bit angry that nobody really cared, friends, family, other people, but I do understand, nobody wants to be sick, nobody wants their family to catch anything.

To put this into perspective think about how you would feel about being infected if you were not.

I had a problem with the family as I felt I could trust them with the information, WRONG, they may be my family but they are by far not ones to be confident about.

When I had healed enough to get out, the masses were asking me what I had, the rest were hiding.

The nice thing about living in this time, computers, we have found each other, we know that we are just the tip of the iceberg.

There are so many others that have this festering inside them, when will it become clear to the health comunity.

Glad to see you made it here Will0248........we can heal together

[Bustercat]

I really have an attitude of graditude, for all the threads about morgellons. I have learned so much from you people, my life certainly would be less comfortable. You've held my hand and walked me through some scary times. How to make morgie go down the drain pipe, how to tame the hydra head without freaking out. How to in everyway through the day, meet the challanges of this diabolical disease, even when I'm putting vicks the edge of my nostrils, behind the ears, in the corners of mouth, to have some ease during the night. I have learned how to twist morgie out of a leison, when the sucker hangs on for dear life. I have learned its a tumor, and the biggest part is underneath. I have learned to extact one leison at a time. I could go on and on. The Syfy part isn't handled to swiftly, but different strokes for different folks. Oh heck thanks all you wonderful people..... Bustercat

[Baraka Obam]

Good to hear your getting it done, it is the hardest work I ever did and its hard to call it rewarding. if i go to hell I do not think there is anything the devil throws at me will matter so much, anyway the burning fires of hell and any other fire stuff, LOL,