Hurtin in Texas

[hurtin1]

Hi to all,,didnt realize this was such a big site,till now..This does give me a little hope..I have come to the conclusion that I contracted Hells bug from the soil of my garden alittle more than 18 mos.ago.I used to be a heavy drinker(mostly beer) and a heavy smoker,,,Yeah got caught in the work hard and party too mode..I started having severe pains in my liver/gall bladder area,and gave up the beer and started drinking coffee,,,a bunch as it stayed off the alchoholic cravings and I didnt want to go back..My father passed in May,and I vowed to never drink again..
At that time I also worked for John deere,,and was exposed to lots of dust and grass.Looking back one night after bathing I noticed a blue fiber imbedded in my skin,,and tweezed it out,,,OK a blue jean fibre jammed in one of my pores(maybe?),,was rather hard to get out though,,but went on with my life,,But no symptoms/fibers blotches etc.I do examine my body,,because we have ticks here.(TEX)
I had liver/gall bladder pains every now and then,,and thought,,Wow I put away way too many beers(probably did)But doing research on 911,,I saw some things on chem trails on you tube,,and did some research on morgellons.
NOW,,at this time I was not confirmed,,,(didnt know I had it),,I just wanted to make my own theory and be prepared,,in case anyone in our family caught it due to spraying,,and have supplies on hand.Yes I am parinoid about the goverment and thier intentions,,I believe there is a future,,but we are not invited..
I seen the air force destroy a thunder storm with 6 jets(big) the other day.
They attacked it like bees ,,and then it was gone..(storm cloud)
I ran across an article describing a simple method to confirming morgs.
Step 1
The first test was to apply some icey hot(or the likes/w-menthol) on an area,,wait for black seeds to appear.
step 2 drink one cap full of peroxide w/heavy deep breath for expullsion of white seed pods and other..
Well I did the first,,I happened to have some ALLEEda therapudic (dollar store blue) and thought "GLAD I DONT HAVE IT",,,,,and then the seeds appeared,,,,,,I was horrified
I went to the bathroom and drank a capful of peroxide(only once),,and started breathing REALLY heavy..
I had not had a smoke in about an hour at that point..
I WOKE THEM UP BAD!!! Enough to have two filiments(which I saved),,jet out of my body,,I felt a big wad move in my shoulder,,and my anus was expelling white seeds BAD!!Red welts appeared,,I was livid....
It was a Looong night,,,,no sleep,,waited for morning crying...I am a 40 something year old man. Was around 1 oclock when I did this
Many thoughts of suicide,,but I have a daughter,,I cant leave her,,It would be too selfish of me..I seriously think that if it werent for her,,I would not be here right now..I did alot of soul searching.
I broke the news to my brother and mother,,that morning,,and was a trembling mess...They think I am having a Psycotic episode..
My brothers statement,,,Youve been on the internet too long,,yer starting to believe all that sh_t!
My mom was a little more understanding,,and is 50/50 on this..
I have a portible black light somewher and will use that to show proof to her,,without stirring them up to bad.
I definantly woke them up though,,movement now and then.now
I think the nicotine and/or the coffee kept em in a suspend mode.
Monsanto said nicotine had some effect on them,,cant remmember all.
I dont think the HUGE tax increase on tobbacco products was no coincedence either...IAM NOT advocating smoking in no way,,it is just keeping the morgs NOTICABLE activity in ME..
After the tax hike I stated rolling my own(I know BAD),and the INCREASE in nicotine had been keeping it down(my theory)
I immediatly went to smoking like a freight train after the epsode ,,and activity died down quickly(oh how did mosanto know?)
I have to treat this,as a bio hazard,and am planning a body purge ,with some sort of enclosure,,and waste water collection tank for anylzing the contents.
I also plan on video taping the process...WE GOTTA HAVE PROOF TO SHOW!!
I thought of a plexiglass box,with a clear collection tank,,water filter,
I hope my family arent infected,,my brother gardened the same plot of land I did..If this has fungal/bacteria proprties,,whats it gonna do in a septic tank?
I seen the "MCS" report from Oklahoma,,and am wondering how it could get all over..(need worldwide infection map)
I am being a hermit as of now,,and will continue to puff,puff,puff,till I get my ducks in a row.Sorry this is so long,,I thank all of yall!!

PS I need Ideas to the contamination factor,,and waste by products(expelled bad stuff shelf life..(how long do these fibers continue to move),as yall have delt with it for a while..

[dizzy dame]

Hi hurtin, Welcome to the forum. I hope you will read all of the treatment suggestions and try some of them. These wonderful people here have given me so much good advice and I am in a much better place thanks to all of them. I have gone herbal and vits. No meds from the Drs. Drs. are kind of useless in the case of morgs. I have hopes that will change if and when they really get that there is such a thing as morgellons! I wouldn't hold my breath though. Good luck with finding the right protocol. DD