I Am Glad To Be back (LC)

[ladycolorado]

Hi I am glad to be back. I have alot to share. I am alot better and happier now. I no longer live in Colorado but in TN now. I am with my parents, I am lucky they are supportive. I decided to keep my current username because Colorado was where I came down with Morgellons Disease.

Unfortunately the strain of finances and this disease has taken its toll. By my choice I decided to leave my husband. We are still friends. He saw me at my sickest though. He was on the road alot I was often alone.

This distance I really think my soon to be ex husband did not exactly understand how hard it was recovering. I do not blame him. Healthy people sometimes do not understand.

My health is good. It sure took a long time to get where I am and like everyone in here went through alot of pain and suffering. I had to learn how to think with a positive mindset to survive and make the most of my situation. I have learned alot from others who are sick like me.

I really just like the rest of you are still learning. I really do not know much or pretend to. All I know is that I want to help people with Morgellons have hope and know that although this disease is not curable, it is treatable. We each have to find our own way according to our situation and our needs.

I think working as a team is key. I did not realize that I needed to learn this lesson myself and for this I apologize. I trip over people being over eager and this was wrong. Others have a right and a need to share too.

All I know is that I am glad to be back. I am still figuring out this new format and this is okay. I have missed everyone in here and I hope you all are doing well.

(LC)

[dragonfly1]

Hi Sister nice to have you back!

[niecy]

Hi LC,

I am so glad to hear you are doing better. I am sorry for all you have went through.....welcome back.

Niecy

[Natalie]

Welcome back Lady Colorado! Are you going to change your name now that youve moved?? Lol!

Im Natalie and have been here for awhile. Dont think we've met. Hello!

Looking forwrd to your ideas, many blessings, Nat

[terri]

Hello LadyC Great to have you back with us.I was wondering how and where you were,sorry to hear about your marriage but Morgs is hard on all of us, glad you are friends though and you always seemed strong to me Love ya! love terri

[pat]

You have nothing to apologise for LC.You gave help to a lot of people and are a very genuine person which many in the world are not.
I for one was and am very grateful to the help you gave me when I first joined here,and am glad you are able to return.
Sorry you have been through the mill with your marriage,but hey men are like buses-there will be another along in a little while.Thats if ya want one.LOL.

[ladycolorado]

Thanks everyone. Sometimes change can be a good thing. I have not seen my father in a long time. My mother it has been awhile as well. My niece 11, is coming again this weekend. It is funny, she is stuck to me like glue. She is a good kid.

My daughter is still in Colorado, she decided to stay with my first husband there because school and all her friends are there. She misses me though. I can tell.

She told me she was going to get a hampster. She loves animals. She is still playing the violin too which I am glad to hear. I am glad she is not like me.

I am learning a new hobby which shall make me a little money. Don't laugh. My father is teaching me how to restore and do inlay work on vintage ukeleles. We do ukeleles because they are small and easy to work with. Can you believe a woldwide demand for these thing? Funny.

I have begun two, but still in the boring laquer stage where you wipe poly on, twelve coats each dry five hours oh joy. It is fun though. There shall be much hand artistry done in restoration I hope my first two turn out okay. My father sells them on ebay. Kind of interesting really.

Yeah thanks everyone for welcoming me back. Boy this board is so HUGE now I joined when there were like ten people. Wow. The new format is nice. I feel like an Amish person learning how to use a Blackberry on here but that is okay.

I am still currrently at about 98 percent remission. I have enough to remind me the disease is still there. I am well enough though to actually think about other stuff besides our disease which is good.

I have all my cognitive skills back too. I take a natural supplement for it. I get it online and it works well without side effects, withdrawls and interactions, It actually sharpens memory too. It is a naturopathic brand of lithium orotate called Serenity you can purchase online without a prescription. Unlike its synthetic scary rx counterpart this natural form is safe.

I hope everyone is doing well in here and it is good to hear from you all. This board so huge now I shall have to get used to that. How nice though. I am glad to see this place is growing.

(LC)

[Brenda]

hi lady c~ i, too, have been gone awhile and just gettin back on the forum. i sure have missed everybody & things have changed alot

brenda

[danegirl]

L Colorado,

It is good to hear that you are doing well and I was very interested to hear about the ukelele restoration. What an interesting skill and a nice way to connect with your father.
I am sorry to hear about the divorce but those things do happen. You are lucky to have a supportive family now when you need them to aid in your recovery. I know how hard my husband tries to understand, but no one really can unless they have been there. I still doubt myself at times because everyone else that I share the details of this disease with has this puzzled, blank look on their faces and once again I think I should have kept it to myself. I guess I keep thinking that if I talk to enough people, I will run into someone who has this.
I hope you continue to recover and begin to rebuild your life. You have been a help to so many in this situation.
danegirl

[Natalie]

This disease is everywhere, and speading like wild fire.MOST dont know they have it. Same as me 15 years ago. Im asking, do we have fleas? I must be so allergic to dust mites Id say!

People dont know. People wont say that theyre uncomfortable if they get ill. Peoples ego keep them from telling the truth.

But, the truth for me is different for you. Ive been ready to say the truth about my uncomfortablness for many years. The doctors werent ready for the truth though.

Im back too, after a long search for a new home, new land, new horizons. Ive learned to always ecpect the best posssibly by means of weirdness, but it always works out for me!

Life is the Journey, not what we can attain.

I feel that this place has opened like a butterfly and its beauty is in every movement of our being, collectivelly searching and spinning out inall dicrection. Free the human, free the souls intent. WE have no fear or guilt and desperately want our truth known. For ourselves and our MORGS relatives. Free the people of there closed minds. Free us from Sun to star shine!

Lol! I love free speech. .. You rock Abraham, Joan of Arc, John the Baptist all you energised God freaks of love