am i nuts or UNDER SEIGE

[maggillamorgellan]

SOMEHOW,
this late hour, i cant sleep,,all my lights on, and im getting barded with thew dam ms the
am i nuts or do they ASSEMBLE to appear larger and attack at once in youre sKIN. IM READY to run out in nyc to the drug store to peruse aND breAK AWAY from the attaCK .
I CANT CLEAN EM OUT,seems theyre slimed everywhere, and they revive whe n wet
my house looks like a beach. poured salt on slime...
in thecalf, foot knee, oy.

[jonsi]

I think most of of us have gone "nuts" and felt like running away. I can't imagine going through "M" while living in New City City (NYC?) IM READY to run out in nyc to the drug store

Can you like start eating healthy food?

I hope I'm not too negative, but unless you really like your space & living in a big city, I would get out now. What's in your water?

I'm pretty healthy now, I think I could stand a few days in NYC. We could trade places. I live in the high mountains in a small town, You would be so bored here.

Think about what you want, take power over this "Morgellons" and outloud tell it it is not welcome in your body. Pay attention to what you eat. Unless you know specifically what a MD is prescribing and what it is for, do not take any pharmaceuticals. They will write you a script just to get you out of the door and it won't help in the long run.

Keep posting here, we will answer. Maybe we can work you through this so you can stay in the City.

Love to you,

In the white light,
~jonsi

[annesco]

Originally Posted by jonsi

I think most of of us have gone "nuts" and felt like running away. I can't imagine going through "M" while living in New City City (NYC?) IM READY to run out in nyc to the drug store

Can you like start eating healthy food?

I hope I'm not too negative, but unless you really like your space & living in a big city, I would get out now. What's in your water?

I'm pretty healthy now, I think I could stand a few days in NYC. We could trade places. I live in the high mountains in a small town, You would be so bored here.

Think about what you want, take power over this "Morgellons" and outloud tell it it is not welcome in your body. Pay attention to what you eat. Unless you know specifically what a MD is prescribing and what it is for, do not take any pharmaceuticals. They will write you a script just to get you out of the door and it won't help in the long run.

Keep posting here, we will answer. Maybe we can work you through this so you can stay in the City.

Love to you,

In the white light,
~jonsi

I'm so sorry you're having this horrible time. I know that I have been there as well. The one good thing about being in the city, is that you have access to a lot of resources for good, organic, natural food. I can tell you that changing my diet drastically helped to reduce the severity of the symptoms greatly. I am on a strict vegetarian diet now, focusing mostly on a large variety of green, leafy veggies, sulfur-containing ones like broccoli, cauliflower, brussels sprouts, etc. as well as nuts, seeds and some beans an a bit of tofu for protein and supplementation. Also, a lot of onions and garlic. I would either get a water purifier or drink only purified water, squeeze the juice of a lemon or lime in there too for additional benefit. Cut out ALL sugar, especially any alcohol if you're still consuming. You'll see your symptoms begin to lessen very quickly. And then you can continue to research and go from there.

Wishing you well,

Annesco

[marry]

when I was very ill. Ran into someone else on CZ who did the same.

It's ok to be in the city. I am much better. It just takes time. Made some changes in my life is all and found protocols that made a huge difference.


Marry

[annesco]

Originally Posted by marry

when I was very ill. Ran into someone else on CZ who did the same.

It's ok to be in the city. I am much better. It just takes time. Made some changes in my life is all and found protocols that made a huge difference.


Marry

I slept with all the lights on for weeks, and in my kitchen! I am still in the kitchen, as I refuse to go back into the bedroom where the original bird mite infestation that started all this happened. We're almost done converting our guestroom into our new master, and have completely cleaned out the old room, so I know there is nothing in there, as my hubby sleeps in there still. It's psychological, but I can't do it. I am at least now sleeping without the lights, having turned them off one by one over the past few weeks.

Have faith, don't give up hope. Try to research some protocols and see what works to lessen the symptoms. Then you can go from there...

[maggillamorgellan]

thanks for your support, and i may take you up on switching places, if you can help me clean my new york apt, your welcome anytime! i have fear of my living room and even my bedroom armed with an ionic filter seems to not be effective,to deter them from becoming more elusive and abundant. i feel i win a little and lose a lot, even with changing diet,taking protocols,vitamins,oils,etc.
where are you in the mountains?

[treebill14]

Dry up ALL standing water, put bleach in your toilet.
I have animals with bowls of water left out at all times.
I have been doing a lot better washing with pinesol and drying up all water.
Give the animals water and then take the bowl away and dry it up.
Seems when I get wet they grow faster.
When I shower it is a race to get dry.
There are so many things to try, and I have tried them all.
Vacuum lots, change sheets everyday lotions antibiotics, pine-sol in laundry,
But for the past few days, all I have done different is dry up all standing water and bleach in the toilet, and they have almost disappeared,
I wear gloves almost all the time and it seems to stop the spread of the puss and stuff.
Love the tea tree oil and add it to everything I can.
I just started using powder on my skin, seems to me they need water to breed or something.
Was at the hotel in town and wouldn't you know, at about 1 am I took off my covers and in a circular movement, took one finger and gently went over the top off the mattress, and low and behold, I got many stick like things to rise to the surface.
I let one stick to me in front of my fiance ,and he seen it with me, how opened up and grow wings.
This sh???t is crazy.
I have a select comfort bed, hence glorified air bed, and now know why my bed has always seemed like a safe place.
So try in the middle of the night with light soft pressure, one finger in ,a circular motion and see if they come out of your mattress. pillow ect.
Maybe try a cheap air mattress, even one for the water, on top of your own.
It's just a test, I have been trying everything, and my life changed these last few days... a lot
I have also kept my skin dry and gloves on.
I am so tire of what products to buy today,
I want to stop THEM,
break their cycle if you may.
Last Doctor visit, he said { Other Dr.'s have talked with him about certain pain med patients having what he sees on me,] like it was something the pill was made of, causing sores and rashes.
[Wants me to switch meds because they are using something I cannot take to treat these sores, a antidepressant.]
Found that very interesting, being he normally thinks I am just nuts.
I worry for the little ones, so if you test the beds they sleep on, and or try air,
and maybe try and keep sinks, animal dishes dry. Bleach in toilet. wet laundry wash right away or bag. I spray lysol a lot.
And I seem to have stopped a stage or cycle, best I have felt in years, and just last week was on the floor in tears ready to give up.
I think water to reproduce is vital to them, they come out more at night so we go to bed early.
Screw these little demons, I will not let them win.
Look in your tubs and water dishes, sinks, if there is standing water in them for a time, they seem to be in there.
Hope what has helped me will help others.
If you don't have the money for a air mattress, let me know and I will try my best to help.
Teresa

[treebill14]

Originally Posted by maggillamorgellan

thanks for your support, and i may take you up on switching places, if you can help me clean my new york apt, your welcome anytime! i have fear of my living room and even my bedroom armed with an ionic filter seems to not be effective,to deter them from becoming more elusive and abundant. i feel i win a little and lose a lot, even with changing diet,taking protocols,vitamins,oils,etc.
where are you in the mountains?

It seems to be everywhere, like a new bug has finally come.
They sprayed faramones spelling? Some kind of hormone to kill our gypsy moth.
on our town without notification to residence ,Wondering if this has something to do with the bug. We know they spray something on our foods???
I had spray in insulation contaminate my home, and in no time developed these things, I know the insulation came from overseas ? What is in it???
Organic I have thought to be, let's just say ,for the healthy ones,
But now I think it is for the smart ones who want to know what they are putting in their bodies. and everythig
I think our great government knows what we are all dealing with,
That's my opinion
And also believe it will be known, Just when????

[jonsi]

Hi maggilla,

I live in northern New Mexico, near Santa Fe. No one is immune to "M". But if you want trade places, I'm willing! (ok, for a few days... My spirit belongs here.)

treebill brought up air mattresses. I sleep on a water bed. treebill, I agree with you on the govt. I've used an ionic-pro filter & it pulled a lot of fibers out of my house.

marry & annesco live in cities & it sounds like they have gotten through the worst stages of "M".

It's good to see you posting here. My house was infested with fibers & floating things while I was really sick. I'm not much of a house-keeper, but now that I feel better it seems like the floaties & fibers have gone away. Natural enzyme sprays worked on my clothes, linens, skin & pets.

There's quite a few of us here that are doing good now. Please hang in there. pm us, we can talk.

In the white light,
~jonsi

[csidegalNH]

Now I know this is going to sound like a stretch but I have stopped using Direct TV and bought a Digital TV antenna. I don't get all the stations anymore but get lots of movies thru Netflix and TV shows too. And for cheap, too. Especially when compared to the monthly cable or satellite bill.

(We need to stop supporting these industries, they really rob us of our good money)

Anyway the main point being, when I use Direct TV I can't sleep. I'd be up all night and itching. Now I hardly ever itch (oh and I still don't eat beans which cause me to itch) and I sleep MUCH better. Now I confirmed this over the winter when the days were so cloudy that the weak antenna signal prompted me to re-connect Direct TV and remained connected for about a week. Guess what I was back to not sleeping again. And this can be repeated. I don't know why this is so but would like to if anyone else can relate.

Treebill is definitely making some observations that I am also seeing a lot of validity. That point being the moisture factor. I recently began experimenting with cornstarch and arrowroot powder on lesions and am starting to see a lot of improvement. Both seem helpful in drying the life right out of them. Arrowroot powder can seal up the lesions and prevent the oozing of biofilm too. It plugs them right up like a natural bandaid and has a long history for helping to remove poisons. Still have new lesions starting but is helping to heal the older ones. Have not used on leg yet which is extremely infected but am going to give it a try this week. Also where I had dry, brown,leathery skin this is also showing some improvement. This is all in its infancy so don't know the longterm as of yet. I agree they want or need moisture to thrive. I am starting to move away from using tub baths and using shower more often. Threw my washcloths away, using papertowels to dry hands and trying to eliminate the use of bath towels. They don't ever get completely clean esp washcloths they can be rinsed over and over and still stuff will come out into the water. So gross.

Next step is to get filter for all water sources, have had one on shower for years but now need to tackle kitchen and bathroom sink.

I spray my toilet after using with Method anti-bacterial spray