When can we yell?

[Natalie]

Just wondering if anyones thought about a march on Washington? How else are we going to get the attention we need? I guess we will need some support from locals, politicians or some kind of backing. A great singer,poet and artist that I love, Patti Smith started the first march on Washington against the U.S. going to war in Iraq. Im not ashamed to beg help from anyone at this point. I know I have to balance out my thoughts and mouth everyday, every minute for that fact. Sometimes I get so riled up Im about ready to take stool down town Plymouth and start preaching this Morgs stuff. My kids would have me killed never mind the Board of Health wich Ive already been thrown out of. Im not smiling right now, nor am I crying. Im taking big slow breath and counting my blessings. At least, but the best of all, we have each other right? Keep up the good work everyone. Love your Morgie sister and brother daily!! I believe its so important for us to keep peaceful with each other, sometimes its all we got! Love you all, Nat

[Kritters]

Nat,
You wrote:
"...sometimes its all we got! "

What do you mean, SOMETIMES! lol
love you back,
Kritts

[Sadsack]

Nat -
You've got something there!
Can we give it a shot? Pick a date, say in a couple of months, and a place - DC, CDC, etc? Find out what permits are needed, etc, spread the news - especially to the media to make sure it gets covered. CNN is in Atlanta, just like the CDC.
I'm ready to pull my hair out....waiting, hoping, praying for a break...watching what's left of my pathetic life disappear....taking ahold of this monster and screaming about it from the tallest buildings is all I have left to think about...everything I loved is gone or I'm afraid of it, or it holds no interest for me anymore.
SS

[weredIgo]

Ditto

Bye-Bye
C!

[Natalie]

Sadsack, I hear you. Its so hard to wake up in the morning isnt it? Yeah for me I think thats the hardest. And its not just depression over being ill. Its the pain, nausea, itchyness, the cleaning, and remembering what clothes are clean and whats dirty. Taking a shower and feeling better until you get into the car and the crap starts all over again because we forgot to vacuum the night before. How the heck can we remember all of this??

Rambling and sorry.


We can all start by watching movies that inspire us or reading a book that shows a mans courage to stand tall!

Lets all just start in our homes. Practice speaking to yourself or a friend. Better yet, start writing, keeping a journal of your feelings about the disease, or about how your day went. Maybe we can end our journals with a small positive affirmation we write every night.

These are some ideas Im having , anyone else?? Im nothing without you!!

What Im saying is I have always beleived that change starts in our own homes, our own back yards. The love you have, the spirit your body is holding is special and powerful, and light! Its so brilliant and warm noone can stomp it out no matter how hard they try.. or lie!

We have a right to live free and healthy and thats how we are going to start. AT least in our hearts and minds right?

Change is going to come if we want it. It may not be like we planned but its going to happen.

THis is not an angry revolution any more folks, not for me anyway. I see it as a hunger for love. Love that comes straight from the source, ourselves, for ourselves and each other. United we stand. WE have a common bond folks. Morgellons for one, but more than that our eyes are wide open to the hipocracy of the goverment. I cant make beleive any longer.

This morning I spoke to a few friends from this site and after hanging up I was just broken, for us and the world. From now on my speech and my actions will be for freedom. I wont lower myself though and preach hate or judgement. Like Martin Luther King, like Abraham Lincoln, like Mother Theresa, I will go to God first. Quietly in my heart. Ill pray that the love I have for myself is expressed to the ones I speak to

I trully beleive Morgellons is a blanket statement for a host of problems that have gone haywire, because of the works done by many who only want to see us gone.

Im so tired right now. Please excuse me for not using proper grammar. I just had to come back and see you guys post. I had to express my love for myself and you and that we have the right to live free and healthy.

How do you suppose you will change one thing today or tommorow? In your self or your home. Ill come back tomorrow and name one thing Ill do or have done

Again, come up with some ideas that will empower you. Give us ideas of something that has moved you to greater heights. Maybe youve never gone a wild ride at the carnival and would like to. Maybe youve always wanted to color your hair, or get a tattoo. Maybe you finally got rid of an annoying person in your life!! Thats a celbration of empowerment for sure!!

Please God, let me be good for my friends, help me to not only talk but to act on my intuition. Bring us all through this night and let us wake with a renewed sense of self. amen

DISCLAIMER Your religion is yours, noone elses. Religion is wonderful but it has no place in our diverse group of people. Some dont even beleive in God, thats wonderful, its yours to beleive! I stand behind everyone with a heart for love, life, freedom and health!! So please bring the faith thats in your heart ok??

Natalie C. ( Im so gutsy was going to put my full name, must be growing up cause I felt you all smack me!) Love you!