Be My friend???

[Natalie]

Im feeling very uncomfortable about this option, to invite people as friends. What about those who arent invited? Do I have to find every soul that is on this board and invite them? Cause I will. Its really upsetting me. I feel like we're in Jr. High again and Im singled out. Feels like crap. I cant stand to think that someone is suffering with this disease and also cant speak, never mind being invite as a friend.

Im not puting down the people who participate. I allowed some today to join me. Obviously they thought I was ignoring there calls. Trully I didnt pay enough attention to this option. No offense ok? I mean it! Im lousy at reading the directions to anything! I just jump when I have to.

I dont like the idea of segregating some and loving others. Maybe Im too sensitive and Im suppose to play the game. Ill play, but Ill also fight for the underdog whenever I can. Not all of us have the ability to ask questions or to communicate how they feel. Please reach out to those who are weaker in these skills. Like me!!!

Thanks for listening. Hoping this gets to many! Blessings to all, Natalie

[Jo]

Hi Nat - totally agree with you.

We are all one big morgie family, everybody's included no matter what.

Horray for our family
xxx

[chester]

I agree with you...and i dont understand the friend thing. After aboiut the first few days on this new program...i forgot about it. Its interesting that even though we are in cyber space, the emotions are the same as back in school. Yet, the sharing of feelings is on a much higher level, there is space for everyone to have a voice, there is respect for everyones opinion. Its a surprise.....even though we have the right under the constitution. I was raised being taught..."if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say it". I raised my kids to say their feelings, so that they would know what they love, what they hate. I wanted them to know who they are as a person. I wanted them to be able to express what they hated without hurting anyone, and to be kind to others. Its a nice way to "be friends " with everyone. The hard part after you learn to just vent....is to accept the silence. You cant hear laughter on the net, or see a tear roll down a cheek or watch a heart string get pulled, or follow the effect of your words on anothers life. It is amazing to me to share such a huge range of emotions about this mystery and find myself in every letter posted. My heart goes out and comes back strengthened. My mind finds comfort in everyones elses contribution to this big search for the truth. My spirit can be lifted by another and change my sorrow to laughter. It is very powerful, this cyber school ....and we are all growing up past "all the crap we learned in highschool". That stuff hurt....this is very healing. But, i am glad you brought that up Natalie...i had those thoughts also. Nancy

[Natalie]

Thankyou for participating in a very needy cause.

I remember when the children were little and I may have forgotten to say I love you, or its ok, or Im sorry, if I had been wrong. Id go to there room and hug them, maybe a tear or two and they would all wake and run to me!

Im missing them so much.

I raised them like you did Nancy, truth, love, freedom.

Yes Jo this is our family now. I truly believe that. Its awesome!

Kind of like a science fiction movie!

I clean my self, eat a bit, wash down walls, and come here for my fix of love.

strange but true.

I have nothing nice to say. Im sad.