I'm taking a break and dont want you to worry about me LOG

[jonsi]

Hi Natalie!

Brave girl you are, unpacking the computer! Good to "see" you back.

You have wise words of advice: "No more sorrow. So tired of crying. I am back and Im gonna kick some positive energy into life. Theres no other way. Lots of special love to all, be safe, happy whatever day it is. its all the same to me!!"

In the white light,
~jonsi

[Jo]

Great to see you back Nat!!

Hi Five to ya in a relay stylie...

Cuz I'm going to the seaside for a break. Will keep my eyes open for weird marine goings on - some sponge, trichoplax or abalone larvae samples would be nice hey?

I'm sure to have mucho withdrawal symptoms without you guys, my pc or my scope, but a break is well over due.

Everybody look after each other,

Love ya

Joey xxxxxx

[jonsi]

Bye Jo byjo,

Have a great break!

I washed my cell phone (brain-fog?). Anyways, all of my phone numbers are stored in that phone and until it dries out I won't be able to check in with my dear friends here. So, ya'll will have to call me if you are jones'n for my voice! I have the same phone #, just an old phone. Hopefully I didn't fry my new one!

In the white light,
~jonsi

[Natalie]

See, thats what I mean, Jonsing' for the voice, the thought or image..of what you people are all about. I care for you and need you. You hopefully can use me for love also.

Look man, Im not an *** or a loser, even if I was so what, if I got Morgellens or any other disease then we as decent humans need to reach out and help.

I just love feeling connected, and giving back. Especially to you people.

Its the 4th of July, the end of the night, a good night at that. I ate so much for once in a while. I was on a strict diet because my intestines and liver had anxious ideas about over indulging on any food! Took what I had to, and did what I wanted to. Screw it man. Jeepers.

My 3rd kid James, my beautiful son, forgave me tonight. This damn disease got us so bad I embarrased him 5 years ago by hounding him to wake up.. He stopped talking to me, referring to me as Natalie.

Im happy you are going on a vacation Joey. You deserve it. We all need a little fixing, a little more comfort and stability. I got mine tonight, thats why Im sharing this. Its BEEN a huge wonderful gift for me to have my son say I miss you, I love you. Its like winning a million dollars.

MY life is better. Im grateful. Happy I have this place. Happy you people read and respond. This is our life. WE have each other for a reason. Lets use it? Lets see where this takes us. How can we go wrong? We are already in it right?

PEACE and LOVE to all of us here at MDR, God bless us all, and the people who may help us.

[Kritters]

Natalie,
What a beautiful message to read this morning. You are indeed a lovely soul and very valued on this forum. I am so touched by your son's reaching back to you and so very happy for you. As a mother, I know that nothing wrenches the heart worse than any negativity with her child. Happiness to you both.

Joey!
I hope you aren't gone for too long....I'll miss you terribly! Please have a fabulous and relaxing time...you soooo deserve it.

xoxoxoxo
Kritts

[jonsi]

Hi.

We just found out on Tuesday that my Grandma "Maureen" has lung cancer. She's only 97 years old!!! I am blessed to have had her in my life this long.

I'll be taking a break to go take care of her on the weekends. My thoughts have been on her and thats is why I haven't been around lately.

I am looking forward to spending time with her. I know she has many stories to share with me before she passes on to the other side.

I am going to ask her to send me info from the other side after she leaves. Amazing how life goes on...

In the white light,
~jonsi

[Kritters]

Jonsi,
All love and good thoughts to your grandmom and you.
xoxo
Kritts

[Jo]

Hi Jonsi (Top banana woman!),

Ditto - All love and good thoughts to your grandmom and you.

Precious times. Will be thinking of you guys

Jo xxxx

[Natalie]

Hi friend! Know that you are loved and thought of daily. Im sending warm light to Maureen for relaxation. You are a blessing Jonsi!! We need more people like you to love us humans back to heaven!

[niecy]

Jonsi, I am so sorry to hear about your grandmother. We all know how special a grandmother is and most of us know the pain of losing them....may God bless you both, and your daughter!!!

Love you!!!
Niecy