i was dumb

[ladycolorado]

i want to say sorry but i have noticed, every time i act like grumpy and mean or get stressed , is day before the "thing" real embarassing. well yesterday dork, today well..........the red tide , and i think what goes wrong. i hate it, think disease makes me more moody then. so i have just been "bloody awful" , literally, sorry (LC).

[hilly]

LC ...you're never 'bloody awful'..... just sometimes not even once a month,!! you not quite as nice as you usually are, and lol... that applies to all of us. !!! with this bl...y disease I'm amazed that everybody remains as nice and positive and caring as they do. It's enough to test the best... and somehow we carry on. So do you.. so keep on with your helpful and researched finds..it's great. love, Hilly xxx

[Tootsie]

i know that certain day before is significant for me too. I think its when the horomones are at a peak. Now if you could tell us how many days your cycle is we can all mark our calenders and be extra nice to you on that day next month! LOL

[emilyawhite]

Leaving site.

[ladycolorado]

Originally Posted by friski

i know that certain day before is significant for me too. I think its when the horomones are at a peak. Now if you could tell us how many days your cycle is we can all mark our calenders and be extra nice to you on that day next month! LOL

okay just started, will let you know when it ends. i just happened to notice this pattern every time grumpy in here, whammo the next day . i hated to bring up such an embarassing subject but had to tell the truth. what is weird before onset the calmest. i think with women our cycles are connected to the lifecycle of the organisms. (i know disease sure loves my blood , without medicine bet look like tar by now . ) so if someone keeps track like if you can friski warn me. i have been never been good at it myself. i think if aware of the i will be less likely to be -y . i guess an important subject effects health, and bubba has brought it up in the past. i am dissapointed with the wimpy b-12 got, have to take daily and i sleep alot think helps with healing. called cyanobalman, but longer acting type has prefix like hexo or something. i plaan on ordering the longer acting ones. b12 not in dire danger of oding on, (unlike some of the other b vitamins) i plan on doing the longer acting ones, the vitamin puts more oxygen into the system and increases red bloodcells. i also plan to take bee propalis, no allergy to bees and supposed to naturally and safely increase white bloodcells. the cfs is gone, but still yet even though walk and stuff have to consevrve movement. i am only 38 years old and i cannot move like i used to, makes me disgusted. but no, this will not happen, i will find a way to solve it, just makes me entirely too angry for myself and others, (LC).

[Tootsie]

My calender is marked exactly 4 weeks from now for you LC.Your husband would be wise to write that down too ! mine are unpredictable so theres no warning for me .........only I just get more frisky not crabby

[ladycolorado]

thanks friski know i am lucky to have regular cycles. not all the members do. my morgellons is pretty well controlled, but folks do just not kow, when go to morgellons clinic, tols "my morgellons is bad" all the folks harvey ad martz saw makes oe feel awful. i look pretty rmal and stuff, but have to work hard to remain that way. despite medicines three lesions tried to start on my face. so i used the blackseed massage cream, which is hot like tiger balm hotter actually hotter clearing up. have to get them when first start. the chairs we found metal foldig up in attic a godsend. thanks friski for beig so nice to me. mie just so bad, bad in the bloood. if we could boost red white blood cell count safely naturally think kick crap out of disease. no basis just my women's intuition. so tcm posted o a good soup to safely do this and bee propalis. thesese long acting b-12 shots booost the red. (keep in mind must be in on good herbal or antibiiotic regimine or both to protect from wounds forthe shots, (LC).